This will be a Wip ( Very slow )
In hospital again ....
My stomath is blocked ....
Don't know if i will survive this time ...we will see .
So ....goodbey to all of you ...still i'm able to .
Got even suicide ideas .....
It was good to know this place and you all .
Scan result was absolutely positive news ....no active cancercells there ....for now .
Further treatment could be chirurgical ....we will see .
Currently listening to :
. LACEY STURM ( Formerly Flyleaf lead singer !! ) Yess , she performs again and even is touring right now !)
Her album ( Life Screams ) is AWESOME , her voice ....I am in love !!!
FLYLEAF is Reborn !!
. Evanescence
. A Perfect Circle
. Ghost
. Paramore
. Bullet For My Valentine
Have to revamp this dusty Bio , especially my Friendslist ...so many have disappeared
And there are many new ones
Name : Flyleaf
Gender : Male
Age : He wants to be young forever
Appearance : ( For Now )
There is a fire within her eyes
Blinding my senses
(Now I am searching)
For what's beyond the flames
Skype ( Not all time in use and new to it ) :
Flyleaftef
Drop me a note here if you add me !
Currently listening to
.Lacuna Coil
.Asking Alexandria
.AperfectCircle
.Killswitch Engage
.Escape the Fate
.Evanescence
.Paramore
Made By Assiraya
Gift by Pegasicorn !
Gift from Vanilliana !
Art made by Kaori !
Made by Holymaria !
Art by Huskylove !
Made by Tamabird !
Gift by Tamabird !
SnowDay By StarFox ! ( Feeaturing Vala , Cu and Fly )
Gift from Curusant !
Awesome friends draw by Jennie !
Jennie and Fly , by Jennie !
Gift from Jennie
Chibi by Starling ( Cu,Vala,Fly)
Valentine Chibi Jennie and Fly made by Kaori !
Made by Silensia !
Gift2 from Silensia ! Aren't we adorable !
Made by Kikinkacze !
Jennie , Vala and Fly derping around , made by Jennie !
Art by Mismatched !
Art by Brownlupine !
Art by Niriya !
Art by Narina !
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Art by BlueOrchid !
Art by Jennipher !
Rumen and Fly by sweet Amazegenalo !
Dampir and Fly ...Brothers !! Art By Dampir !
Bu,Ru and Fly by Butterbrot !
Art by Wildpferd555
Art By Butterbrot !!
Art by Unplugged !
Vala and Fly made by Fairyclock !
Good Buddies by Asirraya !
Art by Sannosuke !
Lem and Fly !
Art by Uitleger !
It's so cold down here ..alone !
I'll meet you at the Bottom
The waves can wash away all the scars you bear
See you at the Bottom !
I want something Good to Die for , to make it Beautiful to Live !
You are Born alone , you Die alone ....The Rest is yours to fill the Gap !
Thoughts : Good rest with very good friends !!
Diary
Likes
His Friends ( Could die for them )
Fawns ( He really likes all this foolish little ones )
Dancing and sillyness ( But he likes to rest with his friends too )
Making new Friends
Nuzzling
Keeping lonely deer company
Likes when someone is sitting with him and watching the forest
Dislikes
Fighting ( He will defend his friends !! )
Deer who are attacking fawns !
Deer who are ignoring other deer on purpose
Little Family Prancing together
Art by Dampir ...Thanks Bro !
Brother
Dampir
Sister
Foxbrow , Vala
Uncle of
Lycan
Tiani
Love
____
Adopted Daughter
Cedrelÿa
__________
They are in my Heart ( Alphabethical order )
Adolf,. ( Ayra )
Acer
AlisianRose ( Alisa )
Amazegenalo ( Rumen )
Angelwings ( Gruffen , Godess )
Anogelia ( Anlez ; Anogelia )
Anjali
Apoida ( Moss )
Aquilo ( Cassiopeia )
Arthemissa ( Alkyone )
AutumnPhoenix ( Autumn )
Axessa ( Mora )
Bellaz
Brawnie045 ( Nireda )
Butterbrot ( Bu )
Chudamani ( Jewel )
Dampir ( Brother )
Dragon 919 ( Astrale )
Deeruniverse ( Spartak )
Emslee007 ( Josephine )
Eledhwen22 (Cedrelÿa )
Eternalwanderer ( Lilly ) ( Missing ! )
Garin ( The " Moon over X deer or Mysterious deer" )
Gurgelin ( Bloo ) (Was here today 10.05 ) ( Missing ! )
Halfbaket ( Botan )
Holymaria ( Kio )
Honeyfur
Jackstrauss ( Heinrich )
Jennie ( Jennie , Calder )
Kasiawar98
KeepsPeeps ( Su-mi )
Kenryoku ( Xylon )
Krystal
Kikistar2 ( Angel , Circe , Veil )
KitsuneSakura ( Mina )
Kitty08 ( Sokonei ..Missing)
3linmaya ( Donut ) ( Missing ! )
Laruna
Lonhro ( Missing )
Melajnah ( Unik )
Moon_Blaggy ( Rachel )
Natille.koks ( Domino...like a Brother, Drop )
Nayu
Nimariel ( Miszka )
Nirwana ( Yuj )
Nopje ( Waarhijd )
ObafO ( Nemesis )
Okamilugia ( Riza )
Ourania ( Ourania )
Pink ( Cu )
PLK217 ( Foxbrow , Silun )
Rice ( Missing )
Rikkachan ( Aniu )
Samael ( Kian )
Seed ( Rene )
Selene38 ( Sira ) ( Missing )
Schutzgeist ( Lucy )
Silensia ( Aranyani )
Smiley 66 ( Big Bunny)
Sobeknofru ( Honigmund Habasi )
Solaya ( Missing ! )
SS
Starfox ( Kettu )
Kamino ( Federweber )
Kodiana
Tiani
TmA ( Moon )
Fang 1014 ( Aris , Ethan , Garth )
Tikwid ( Missing )
Tullow ( Tullow , Alone )
Lady "Vala" ( Sister )
Venus
Vinttage
Wildpferd555 ( Sirius )
Wingeddeer ( Phobos , Donnovan )
Wiana ( Ozzie )
Wocio ( Fangorn )
Wotsits
Xemi ( Crucio ) ; ( Flammel ; the guardian )
Ya-Lera ( Ral'F )
Zeke ( Missing ! )
Zeeki ( Nerri ) ( Missing )
Zikos ( Siryah ) ( Missing ! )
z.m123
Forgive me if i forgot someone ( Tell me if i did )
Missed Friends ( But not forgotten )
Annefleur87 ( Amy )
She was my first friend here
Kenryoku ( Xylon )
Kiraki
Tawnigirl
Made by Amazegenalo ...Rumen resting with Herz !! Little Familly by Amazegenalo !
Made by Meadow !
Art by AliceV !
Cu , Vala and Fly by Kamaya !
Art by Mozdog !
Art by Tigerart27 !
Art by MooMoodeerMoo !
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I am so heartbroken to hear
Fly... < / 3 Will always
Will always remember you for your unconditional kindness and warm spirit. Rest easy now.
Rest well Fly. I'll never
Such a great person, you
Rest well. ♥
Rest in peace, Flyleaf. You
From the beginning of my time
I hope that we can be half as
aww im kinda sad he died but
We won't forget you. Rest in
Rest in peace.
I dont know what to say. I
I can't find words to say in
I prayed for you nearly every single night since your last update here and I'm feeling mad. I did not know you very well, but I remember all the in-game interactions we had as well as the few conversations on Skype and I've never prayed for someone that much in my entire life.
I know it's not my fault, yet I feel so guilty. I should have prayed more for you. Maybe I could have given you more to help you out.
But I believe that nothing happens by accident. Your time had come.
I wish I would have seen you a last time in the Forest though... But now, the nightmare is over. You were amazing. You fought until the end. You deserve eternal peace in Heaven.
I'm still angry after myself, but I will cope, eventually.
We will never forget you and you shall always be missed.
Rest In Peace, dear friend. ♥
your fight has been
see you in the next life,
this news hit me like a
Rest in peace. We will always
You are the Spirit of the
Rest in peace, Great Spirit
I have read this at almost
This is a quote that hits close to home here
A life that touches others goes on forever
I believe this is true.
You will be missed
never knew you personally but
it was shocking to find out.. i hope you are at peace now. i hope your this suffering has ended ♥
Nothing extravagant, quickly
The forest isn't going to be
Rest well, Fly ♥
My heart is breaking.. I was
You put up a brave fight,
Goodnight Fly! We know you
(e) but remember, he wanted us to be happy and have a party for him! it's impossible not to be sad too but i hope m&a can do something for him- an abio, or at least a nice festive forest for a day or two and we can give him his wish
You really were a wonderful
Rest well, you fought as hard as you could.
I'll listen to some Flyleaf's song in your honour. You know, the first time I spoke to you and asked you if your username was chosed because of this band, and you told me you liked it a lot ? I hope you'll hear my song from where you are.
We'll never forget you. ♥
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I will forever remember you
Rest well now, Fly.
You'll be greatly missed,
the forest will never be the
you will always be a permanent part of this forest.
♥&
This is incredibly
Rest in peace, Flyleaf. We'll all miss you. ❤
Very sorry to hear such
I only know that I am going to miss u like crazy...
I will never forget u, bro... <3
May Fly rest in peace.
I never got a chance to meet
Rest peacefully, Fly. You
We'll miss you.
[edit]: And we should totally throw a wild deer party in your honor. Gotta get some disco dancing deer and crazy mask spells going.
Formerly ocean.
Its very sad to hear what had
Heartbroken to see this
(No subject)
Here's to you, Fly, you
Here's to you, Fly, you beautiful soul.
Rest well, and thank you for all the goodness you brought to the world.
Oh, Fly. My heart is
You fought so hard, Fly. So hard. And you never gave up... Admirable in every way. From your kindness and generosity to your ability to be as accepting and welcoming as a any saint. You fought so hard and for so long and it tears me apart inside to know that it was a fight you didn't win.
But... You're at ease now. There's no pain. Leave that to us in way of heavy hearts- we can handle this.
Fly, dear. I will miss you. We will miss you. And the Forest will miss you so much.
Thank you for all you did for this community. Thank you so much.
Rest easy now.
this isn't fair in any way. i hate this so much i can't even.... it's not fair.
.
Thank you for being so
I wanted to say more, but I find I don't have the words I thought I would.
I am so grateful to have
Rest well, sweet Fly ♥
Discord: Gulonine#4267
words are useless now.
I hope you get some rest now
Rest well, Fly. You will be
This is such heartbreaking
It feels surreal, the realization that you're suddenly.. not here.
Fly, you were the very first friend I had made here back when I first discovered this place. If it wasn't for such kind and welcoming people like you, there's a good chance I wouldn't have stayed at all. And that's not something I'd say very lightly, this place has changed my life. I pretty much grew up here. I was very young when I first joined, and you were there the whole time, with me, overflowing with kindness and support no matter how stupid I was or what kind of trouble I managed to get myself in.
Thank you dearly for all the kindness you've given and all the joy you've brought both to me and to the whole community. You were such an amazing person and you were, and will forever remain, such a big part of our forest. You will be dearly missed and we will never forget you.
You fought so bravely and as deeply sad as I am to see you go, I'm glad you're no longer hurting.
Thank you so much for everything. Rest easy, friend. ♥
Those who are loved and
And you will always be here, because we'll never forget you.
Fly high now, Fly.. you were one of the sweetest people I know.
Heard about this earlier
Although I didn't know you that well, you were a constant, uplifting presence here. I only wish I could have gotten to know you more.
Rest in peace, Fly. You are deeply loved, and deeply missed.
I don't think I could name a
Can't say I really feel like dancing just yet, but we'll throw you one hell of a party later.
Even though I didn’t know
May his good memories and love remain and live on.
I'm so sorry that I found out
I heard about this event only
May you rest in peace... You'll never be forgotten by your dear friends...
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Now I feel even more sorry that I didn't have the chance to meet him...
I was present at one of the gatherings...
I can't stop crying. But I'm
I feel like Flyleaf is part of the forest now. It's fitting because he really does represent the spirit of the forest. It was made to be a place without judgement, a place to just play around without a care, for everyone to be friends and have fun together. Fly has always personified all that. And I think we could all stand to learn something from his example.
(wrong thread sorry)
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