* Flyleaf * Bio ! Wip ( After all this time ) ..Update on the 3th of july ...

Flyleaf's picture
This will be a Wip ( Very slow )

In hospital again ....
My stomath is blocked ....
Don't know if i will survive this time ...we will see .
So ....goodbey to all of you ...still i'm able to .
Got even suicide ideas .....
It was good to know this place and you all .

Scan result was absolutely positive news ....no active cancercells there ....for now .
Further treatment could be chirurgical ....we will see .

Currently listening to :

. LACEY STURM ( Formerly Flyleaf lead singer !! ) Yess , she performs again and even is touring right now !)
Her album ( Life Screams ) is AWESOME , her voice ....I am in love !!!
FLYLEAF is Reborn !!

. Evanescence
. A Perfect Circle
. Ghost
. Paramore
. Bullet For My Valentine

Have to revamp this dusty Bio , especially my Friendslist ...so many have disappeared Sad
And there are many new ones Smiling

Name : Flyleaf
Gender : Male
Age : He wants to be young forever
Appearance : ( For Now )

There is a fire within her eyes
Blinding my senses
(Now I am searching)
For what's beyond the flames

Skype ( Not all time in use and new to it ) :
Drop me a note here if you add me !

Currently listening to
.Lacuna Coil
.Asking Alexandria
.Killswitch Engage
.Escape the Fate

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Gift by Pegasicorn !

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Gift from Vanilliana !

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Art made by Kaori !

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Art by Huskylove !

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Made by Tamabird !

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Gift by Tamabird !

SnowDay By StarFox ! ( Feeaturing Vala , Cu and Fly )
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Gift from Curusant !
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Awesome friends draw by Jennie !
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Jennie and Fly , by Jennie !
Gift from Jennie

Chibi by Starling ( Cu,Vala,Fly)
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Valentine Chibi Jennie and Fly made by Kaori !

Made by Silensia !
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Gift2 from Silensia ! Aren't we adorable !
Made by Kikinkacze !
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Jennie , Vala and Fly derping around , made by Jennie !
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Art by Mismatched !

Art by Brownlupine !

Art by Niriya !

Art by Narina !
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Art by BlueOrchid !

Art by Jennipher !

Rumen and Fly by sweet Amazegenalo !

Dampir and Fly ...Brothers !! Art By Dampir !

Bu,Ru and Fly by Butterbrot !

Art by Wildpferd555

Art By Butterbrot !!
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Art by Unplugged !
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Vala and Fly made by Fairyclock !
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Good Buddies by Asirraya !
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Art by Sannosuke !

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Lem and Fly !
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Art by Uitleger !

It's so cold down here ..alone !
I'll meet you at the Bottom
The waves can wash away all the scars you bear
See you at the Bottom !

I want something Good to Die for , to make it Beautiful to Live !

You are Born alone , you Die alone ....The Rest is yours to fill the Gap !

Thoughts : Good rest with very good friends !!



His Friends ( Could die for them )
Fawns ( He really likes all this foolish little ones )
Dancing and sillyness ( But he likes to rest with his friends too )
Making new Friends
Keeping lonely deer company
Likes when someone is sitting with him and watching the forest


Fighting ( He will defend his friends !! )
Deer who are attacking fawns !
Deer who are ignoring other deer on purpose

Little Family Prancing together

Art by Dampir ...Thanks Bro !




Foxbrow , Vala

Uncle of


Adopted Daughter


They are in my Heart ( Alphabethical order )
Adolf,. ( Ayra )
AlisianRose ( Alisa )
Amazegenalo ( Rumen )
Angelwings ( Gruffen , Godess )
Anogelia ( Anlez ; Anogelia )
Apoida ( Moss )
Aquilo ( Cassiopeia )
Arthemissa ( Alkyone )
AutumnPhoenix ( Autumn )
Axessa ( Mora )
Brawnie045 ( Nireda )
Butterbrot ( Bu )
Chudamani ( Jewel )
Dampir ( Brother )
Dragon 919 ( Astrale )
Deeruniverse ( Spartak )
Emslee007 ( Josephine )
Eledhwen22 (Cedrelÿa )
Eternalwanderer ( Lilly ) ( Missing ! )
Garin ( The " Moon over X deer or Mysterious deer" )
Gurgelin ( Bloo ) (Was here today 10.05 ) ( Missing ! )
Halfbaket ( Botan )
Holymaria ( Kio )
Jackstrauss ( Heinrich )
Jennie ( Jennie , Calder )
KeepsPeeps ( Su-mi )
Kenryoku ( Xylon )
Kikistar2 ( Angel , Circe , Veil )
KitsuneSakura ( Mina )
Kitty08 ( Sokonei ..Missing)
3linmaya ( Donut ) ( Missing ! )
Lonhro ( Missing )
Melajnah ( Unik )
Moon_Blaggy ( Rachel )
Natille.koks ( Domino...like a Brother, Drop )
Nimariel ( Miszka )
Nirwana ( Yuj )
Nopje ( Waarhijd )
ObafO ( Nemesis )
Okamilugia ( Riza )
Ourania ( Ourania )
Pink ( Cu )
PLK217 ( Foxbrow , Silun )
Rice ( Missing )
Rikkachan ( Aniu )
Samael ( Kian )
Seed ( Rene )
Selene38 ( Sira ) ( Missing )
Schutzgeist ( Lucy )
Silensia ( Aranyani )
Smiley 66 ( Big Bunny)
Sobeknofru ( Honigmund Habasi )
Solaya ( Missing ! )
Starfox ( Kettu )
Kamino ( Federweber )
TmA ( Moon )
Fang 1014 ( Aris , Ethan , Garth )
Tikwid ( Missing )
Tullow ( Tullow , Alone )
Lady "Vala" ( Sister )
Wildpferd555 ( Sirius )
Wingeddeer ( Phobos , Donnovan )
Wiana ( Ozzie )
Wocio ( Fangorn )
Xemi ( Crucio ) ; ( Flammel ; the guardian )
Ya-Lera ( Ral'F )
Zeke ( Missing ! )
Zeeki ( Nerri ) ( Missing )
Zikos ( Siryah ) ( Missing ! )

Forgive me if i forgot someone ( Tell me if i did )

Missed Friends ( But not forgotten )

Annefleur87 ( Amy )
She was my first friend here
Kenryoku ( Xylon )

Made by Amazegenalo ...Rumen resting with Herz !! Little Familly by Amazegenalo !

Made by Meadow !

Art by AliceV !
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Cu , Vala and Fly by Kamaya !
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Art by Mozdog !
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Art by Tigerart27 !
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Ourania's picture

I am so heartbroken to hear

I am so heartbroken to hear of your passing this morning. Thank you for being a friend to all of us. I will never forget your patience and kindness. I am glad you no longer have to suffer. Rest well, Flyleaf. You will be missed.
Silverfang's picture

Fly... < / 3 Will always

Fly... < / 3
Will always remember you for your unconditional kindness and warm spirit. Rest easy now.
OshiBoo's picture

Rest well Fly. I'll never

Rest well Fly. I'll never forget how kind you were to me when I first started or how hard you worked to make myself and others feel welcome here. You were truly the light of the forest and community.
Draconia's picture

Such a great person, you

Such a great person, you would never be forgotten.

Rest well. ♥

Rest in peace, Flyleaf. You

Rest in peace, Flyleaf. You will never be forgotten <3

Osmotious's picture

From the beginning of my time

From the beginning of my time here at the forest you were there. Always happy, helpful and a friend to lay around with for hours. You were a friend to everyone and your presence effected everyone. I will light a candle to help light your way, and you'll always be in our thoughts. The forest mourns for you, may you return to us soon. Until the rest in peace Fly?.
add me on discord: Krisaur#9391

I hope that we can be half as

I hope that we can be half as kind as you were, buddy. Rest easy.

aww im kinda sad he died but

aww im kinda sad he died but its ok I didn't know him very well but if I know someone very well and I hear about someone in my family who passed away I will literally start to cry but if its someone I do not know I wont begin to cry but im very sorry for his passing
Calinka's picture

We won't forget you. Rest in

We won't forget you.

Rest in peace.
HoneyBean's picture

I dont know what to say. I

I dont know what to say. I didnt know Fly well but they were such a constant presence and a kind welcoming person we could sll learn from I think. Happy that they are at peace. Sad that we will no longer see them here. You will be missed Flyleaf. This was a shock to wake up to.
HeartClock's picture

I can't find words to say in

I can't find words to say in your memory...

I prayed for you nearly every single night since your last update here and I'm feeling mad. I did not know you very well, but I remember all the in-game interactions we had as well as the few conversations on Skype and I've never prayed for someone that much in my entire life.

I know it's not my fault, yet I feel so guilty. I should have prayed more for you. Maybe I could have given you more to help you out.

But I believe that nothing happens by accident. Your time had come.

I wish I would have seen you a last time in the Forest though... But now, the nightmare is over. You were amazing. You fought until the end. You deserve eternal peace in Heaven.

I'm still angry after myself, but I will cope, eventually.

We will never forget you and you shall always be missed.

Rest In Peace, dear friend.

Sig by Lathyrus. ♥
Fincayra's picture

your fight has been

your fight has been inspiring, fly. you will be missed ♥
Chromai's picture

see you in the next life,

see you in the next life, fly.
Panda's picture

this news hit me like a

this news hit me like a brick. you were one of the first people i'd ever met on this community, and though i never got to know you well, you represented all the wonderful aspects of what this place should always be and it'll never be forgotten. rest well, Fly ♥
Tavra's picture

Rest in peace. We will always

Rest in peace. We will always hold you dear to our hearts.
by VasilisaKonti <3

Pegasicorn's picture

You are the Spirit of the

You are the Spirit of the Forest.

Rest in peace, Great Spirit

I have read this at almost

I have read this at almost every single bump to see if there was good news. It felt like an arrow to the heart when I checked this morning. Fly I didn't know you well, other than you were such a positive energy and a fighter. I was off again and on again so many times with this website over the years and there you were,always making me feel welcome and offering a positive word.You offered so many of us a positive word or interaction. Rest easy.
This is a quote that hits close to home here
A life that touches others goes on forever
I believe this is true.
You will be missed

never knew you personally but

never knew you personally but considered you an inherent part of the forest
it was shocking to find out.. i hope you are at peace now. i hope your this suffering has ended ♥

Nothing extravagant, quickly

Nothing extravagant, quickly done.

Starr's picture

The forest isn't going to be

The forest isn't going to be the same without you. You'll be dearly missed.

Rest well, Fly ♥

My heart is breaking.. I was

My heart is breaking.. I was hoping all of the responses in this thread meant that you had returned. I never knew you that well but I understand that you were loved, and you will be missed by many. It hurts to lose a member of the community. Be at peace wherever you might be, and know that you have been thought about often, and will continue to be throughout the years. ♥
kiwara's picture

You put up a brave fight,

You put up a brave fight, Fly. I'm glad you get to rest now and be at peace ♥

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Qanat's picture

Goodnight Fly! We know you

Goodnight Fly! We know you were tired, so rest well now. ♥

(e) but remember, he wanted us to be happy and have a party for him! it's impossible not to be sad too but i hope m&a can do something for him- an abio, or at least a nice festive forest for a day or two and we can give him his wish
Solaya's picture

You really were a wonderful

You really were a wonderful person, with a big heart. It will never be the same without you in the forest.
Rest well, you fought as hard as you could.
I'll listen to some Flyleaf's song in your honour. You know, the first time I spoke to you and asked you if your username was chosed because of this band, and you told me you liked it a lot ? I hope you'll hear my song from where you are.

We'll never forget you. ♥

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I will forever remember you

I will forever remember you as one of the first deer I interacted with when I first joined. Your friendliness and patience helped me much more than I had ever told you.

Rest well now, Fly.
Keepiru's picture

You'll be greatly missed,

You'll be greatly missed, never forgotten ♥
hadoukin's picture

the forest will never be the

the forest will never be the same without you, your presence will never be forgotten.
you will always be a permanent part of this forest.
LowLights's picture

This is incredibly

This is incredibly heartbreaking to lose such an important person in the community, they were a huge impact on everyone whether we talked to them or not, knew them personally or not. Hopefully Fly is in a better place and watching over us in TEF.
Rest in peace, Flyleaf. We'll all miss you. ❤
liertau's picture

Very sorry to hear such

Very sorry to hear such tragic news.....
I only know that I am going to miss u like crazy...
I will never forget u, bro... <3
May Fly rest in peace.
liertau's picture

I never got a chance to meet

I never got a chance to meet u in the forest again. I am so sorry, dear.....
wormwoods's picture

Rest peacefully, Fly. You

Rest peacefully, Fly. You were always one of the cornerstones of this community to me and hearing that you'd passed was terrible news. Thank you for being a loving and kind part of TEF; it's clear that everyone else feels similarly.

We'll miss you.

[edit]: And we should totally throw a wild deer party in your honor. Gotta get some disco dancing deer and crazy mask spells going.

Formerly ocean.
Mozdog's picture

Its very sad to hear what had

Its very sad to hear what had happened, I unfortunately haven't been keeping up to date with a lot on the site since im moving onto university and trying to get a job STILL... But well even if its rough to hear the news im glad I got to hear it, ill definitely miss you Fly as you were one of the first people that I got to truly connect with when I rejoined back in 2015 and always enjoyed the company and fun. I hope you're doing well now over there mr Fly, many hugs and thanks go to you. You will be missed but you will be in our hearts here. ♥
Iaurdagnire's picture

Heartbroken to see this

Heartbroken to see this news... you were the kindest soul. Rest well Fly, you won't be forgotten.
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WayfarerHart's picture

Here's to you, Fly, you

Here's to you, Fly, you beautiful soul.
Rest well, and thank you for all the goodness you brought to the world.

WonderfullySarcastic's picture

Oh, Fly. My heart is

Oh, Fly. My heart is absolutely breaking with news of your passing. You were and are an invaluable member of the Forest and its community. No one here will forget you.
You fought so hard, Fly. So hard. And you never gave up... Admirable in every way. From your kindness and generosity to your ability to be as accepting and welcoming as a any saint. You fought so hard and for so long and it tears me apart inside to know that it was a fight you didn't win.
But... You're at ease now. There's no pain. Leave that to us in way of heavy hearts- we can handle this.
Fly, dear. I will miss you. We will miss you. And the Forest will miss you so much.
Thank you for all you did for this community. Thank you so much.
Rest easy now.

this isn't fair in any way. i hate this so much i can't even.... it's not fair.
Mahj's picture

Thank you for being so

Thank you for being so welcoming when I first joined the forest, before I even posted here.
I wanted to say more, but I find I don't have the words I thought I would.
Aquilo's picture

I am so grateful to have

I am so grateful to have known you, Flyleaf. I looked up to you, honestly. You had so much joy and kindness in your heart that you gave to everyone around you indiscriminately. I thought of you as one of the friendliest and nicest deer in the Forest. Every day spent with you was a blast. Some of the best memories of any game I've ever had was when I first made Cassiopeia and I got to party with you and Oseaan, Kio, Spartak, and others. Even outside of the game, I felt I had your friendship and support. Thank you so much for being apart of this community. Your fun-loving and welcoming attitude continues inspiring many of us and always will. You'll be in our hearts and in the Forest for always.

Rest well, sweet Fly ♥

whiskeybeast's picture

words are useless now.

words are useless now. farewell, Fly.
Keyblade's picture

I hope you get some rest now

I hope you get some rest now Fly. ♥ You were an absolute bright beacon of happiness to this community and I can't wait to be at the party in the forest for you! We will all see you on the other side! ♥
Thais's picture

Rest well, Fly. You will be

Rest well, Fly. You will be missed ♥
Display pic by crabbycrown ♥
Jayternator's picture

This is such heartbreaking

This is such heartbreaking news...

It feels surreal, the realization that you're suddenly.. not here.

Fly, you were the very first friend I had made here back when I first discovered this place. If it wasn't for such kind and welcoming people like you, there's a good chance I wouldn't have stayed at all. And that's not something I'd say very lightly, this place has changed my life. I pretty much grew up here. I was very young when I first joined, and you were there the whole time, with me, overflowing with kindness and support no matter how stupid I was or what kind of trouble I managed to get myself in.

Thank you dearly for all the kindness you've given and all the joy you've brought both to me and to the whole community. You were such an amazing person and you were, and will forever remain, such a big part of our forest. You will be dearly missed and we will never forget you.

You fought so bravely and as deeply sad as I am to see you go, I'm glad you're no longer hurting.

Thank you so much for everything. Rest easy, friend. ♥

Kaoori's picture

Those who are loved and

Those who are loved and cherished are never truly gone, as long as they are in our hearts.

And you will always be here, because we'll never forget you.

Fly high now, Fly.. you were one of the sweetest people I know.

Heard about this earlier

Heard about this earlier today. It's heartbreaking.

Although I didn't know you that well, you were a constant, uplifting presence here. I only wish I could have gotten to know you more.

Rest in peace, Fly. You are deeply loved, and deeply missed.
Aivilo's picture

I don't think I could name a

I don't think I could name a kinder and more generous heart here, Fly. You brought light and love to everyone you met.
Can't say I really feel like dancing just yet, but we'll throw you one hell of a party later.

Even though I didn’t know

Even though I didn’t know Fly, I heard time and time again that he was an amazing man.
May his good memories and love remain and live on.
kseniamokhova's picture

I'm so sorry that I found out

I'm so sorry that I found out about this now. I remember our meeting (missed the chance of dating), the first and the last now. I store your image in memory, Fly.

I heard about this event only

I heard about this event only now. Yesterday I entered in the game and I saw a large circle of deer, but I didn't know it was in memorial of Flyleaf. It's the first time when I hear about him (since I am a newer member of the community) and I already feel sorry for his loss...

May you rest in peace... You'll never be forgotten by your dear friends...

Now I feel even more sorry that I didn't have the chance to meet him...

I was present at one of the gatherings... Sad

I can't stop crying. But I'm

I can't stop crying. But I'm glad someone was able to confirm what happened so we wouldn't have to keep wondering.

I feel like Flyleaf is part of the forest now. It's fitting because he really does represent the spirit of the forest. It was made to be a place without judgement, a place to just play around without a care, for everyone to be friends and have fun together. Fly has always personified all that. And I think we could all stand to learn something from his example.
Solaya's picture

(wrong thread sorry)

(wrong thread sorry)

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