03.10.2020 yes

Yo so guess what.
Thousand-year storm, hail.
Windows shattered, hail was flung so far inside the house from tiny niches in the shattered windows.
Leaves, dirt for meters upon meters.

ONE MORE TREE GOT UPROOTED and I'm fuming. Animals got injured.
Dead birds everywhere, and whatever ones were alive were in no position to have a good life anymore.

Guess what, no roof over my head anymore :') emergency repaired with some plastic sheet covering.

The hail only lasted a few minutes, but it...destroyed just so so so so much.



DURT WAS FLUG 4 METERS IN THE AIR THROUGH A CLOSED WINDOW






04.01.2020 yes

Starting new job in game design on the 10th.
Good stuff.

The beans I planted birthed a new generation.
I am happy.

From now on you can only contact me here, discord or skype.
Preference as listed in order.
Distancing myself from toyhouse, I never really used it either way. The bios here are much more flexible anyway.
I may open up human commissions. Or attire/fashion commissions sometimes.

14.11.2019 Things

I can't get tef to work without stopping to a crawl, so for now, I'll just keep it uninstalled from my computer until I figure out a solution that will work.

If you wanna catch up with characters, you can roleplay with me on discord easy. But for obvious reasons, you won't find me in the forest.
Because tef likes to move in 7 seconds per frame
Also I found a second tumor.


Also some better news. Decided to make a discord group related to discussing deer behaviour, feral characters, animals and birdwatching.
For now, you can DM me to ask for a sneak peek entry, but when it's complete I'll release it to the public so anyone who is interested in any of those topics, or just wanna lurk/hang with everyone can freely join.


01.09.2019 Doing my part

Sir, I'm just doing my part in populating the forest in roe deer.
That's no crime!


xD



14.05.2019 -//-

click this link if you want a good start with the game world of warships. I know I joined with a referral link myself from a youtuber to get some free goodes (One of which was the battleship Diana and I LOVE her. I even played wit hwarspite occasionally as she was granted to me for a limited time and I can safely sa she is good)

https://playtogether.worldofwarships.eu/invite/r5G7k15

I hope if the game catched somebody's interest we get to mee on the high seas and battle together l:)

5.05.2019 -//-
Im finally home! I've been to prague this time, it was half sunny and hot and half cold and windy.

No gorgeous pictures this time.





25.04.2019 -//-

TLDR I have paranoia, leave me alone.


1.1.2019 So much...

2018 was plagued with lots of sadness horror and dread, but it finished on a very positive note for me. My tumor feels smaller, amazing!!

Also it's very casual you guys can easily ask for me to bring a character in forest as if you were asking me what's my favourite colour ~ *

i have so many and i rotate them on my own, I never sort my ocs per activity either, as to not discourage users to wanting to itneract with those seemingly innactive.
But if you feel like you want me to bring X or Y out, don't fre to ask i'd be happy to put them in and have them sit beside or even interact if i'm more free with time~

Take care and mayb 2019 be amazing for a change.



18.09.2018 Mmmmm tumors

Hot an ultrasound and yep. It's basically what we already know it is.
A tumor.
Getting a second checkup in 8 months as a controll to see any growth changes.
If it grows rapidly i gotta call urgently in.



17.7.2018 brother issues

the family of my brother's gf is crazy. But...all seems normal and friendly again, even though they mother and daughter were at eachother's throat.

But it's all good again.


Also i'm updating some links. But decided to let things shfit to some good news too <3


17.7.2018 brother issues

And it does get even worse...

My brother's gf's mom manipulated her husband (who's a total shoe) to kick out her own daughter, and with it her son, and they cannot even move in the apartment that they already started to furnish )that belongs to the dad) and my brother already started to make a life for himself there with a nice job and all...

Also the bi cousin was a total jackass, he didn't behave like a son at the funeral, he acted like some creep bystander...
How heartless.

I'm really thankul for the support you guys.
I'm hgaving a bad headache from the standing in the sun. 10 in the morning to 20 in the evening. i'm tired...


13.7.2018 Drugs drugs drugs drugs

Apparently after weeping myself on and off throughout the evening and morning today was not enough.
Life came running with another punch!
My mom could not sleep (now, half of her siblings, which is three died prematurely. it must be so horrible i'm already tearing up by trying to emphathise)

My bipolar cousin raided my aunt's house for money.
Plainly awesome. Did I tell anyone that he lives in the old house with two whores and does drugs to the point that he developed shizophrenia?
Well now you know.

At least he said that 'we' can organize the funeral. Already looking for fine black clothes of mine...
Gotta try get him to not take any inheritance for the good of his son, he's bankrupt cause he didn't pay off his half of something relating to the house he lives in so whatever he'd get it would be taken away anyway.
If he didn't take it it would be given to the son and they could pay him off _something_ so he at least gets something and his son actually gets something too.

Just devestated. Yet more.
It's probably gonna get worse... I just have a gut feeling. Each day one disaster.
Teeth, tree, aunt, son...


And with this i'm in such an emotional low that i cannot bring myself to even play one game.
I never play games when at my low points.

And it includes tef... but it's a social game, so farewell.
For the people with families, i'll try to mess something up after this or during of what they were about to excuse their inactivity.

Love,
Fire


12.7.2018 Possible Trigger warning?? Cancer, Death

Two days ago I had my wisdom tooth removed. It wasn't a nice experience, but I did get to see my aunt right after since we're so close, held her hot hand for a bit just because not knowing that this would be the last time I saw her.

The next day I kind of knew what was comming...
She only asked me for my crochetting book last week. How did things turn so bad this quickly.

Metastasis on her bones, tumors in her brain. She was taken to the hospital a day before because of her inabiltiy to eat or drink (my maternal grandma died from dehydration due brain cancer, not being able to eat/drink is that bad).

Uncle died years ago from bone cancer, it's one of the most painful cancers to have.

She died...
At least she doesen't suffer anymore. But I wish her departure would not have been so ridden with agony.
She was such a major supportive figure in my life, for art especially.
I'll miss her.

And the nthere's the deal with her son who's so horribly bipolar, and doing drugs, which is no good thing onsidering he developed schizophrenia from it.

just idk anymore, a lot of things o do. The storm ruined my favourite tree a day before and it'll need to be replaced somehow. Old sorts aren't readily sold anymore.
Hhh...



29.6.2018 ...

Ugh okay so. I have a tumor, what can you do. Regular checkupts to monitor it is all.

HOWEVER guess who also has a tumor.
My cat.

And it's a particularly viscious one that (It's not cancer, it doesen't wanna spread to other organs so, PHEW) BUT it just wants to grow and grow and grow.
Some of it was still left behind so not sure if she'll be just monitured regularly (which will be very stressful for her, 's a reason why vets aren't too keen on having pets come regularly to the vet(stress is bad, obviously)) or if she'll need yet another surgery to get it all out.

She's so poor...




13.5.2018 OH JOY

It's a tumor.
Getting a biopsy...


tomorrow.




31.5.2018 ...

So after a long string of good events there is a lump in breast.
Hoping for the best sine I'm not in any risk groups for breast cancer but
My family was decimated by it.


I don't know yet but.
eh.


19.5.2018 PLOTTEING

ahem.
Plotting?
If you're like shy r something now u know I am looking for stuff and I don't know you wanna plot with me untill you poke me about it <: I don't have any grievances with anyone so come come! The more the merrier.

Cannibriel removes curses for good deeds to her and other roes.
Heller is a magic nullifier tormented bby.
Hecate drinks blooood. the drama with her old 'cattle' like evaporated due the gal disapearing but a new roud of manipulation and grooming could be fun. OR Tormenting my vampire!
Zephyr is now mostly trying to seduce, then marr.

Or if you have something else cool:
Octane Burner, Maryam, Tuien etc.
I defenitely wouldn't mind negative long term interactions.


18.5.2018 Extremely curious

How is Vuk recieved? I find him p. fun, but there is far more to him. I was curious if anyone else -beside- me would be willing to have a complimentary oc to him instead of me lol.

There are some minimal design limitations for the other character would come from my oldest headworld
There is lots of lore attached and a specific secondary role that has to be followed. (the white vampire (hunter)) the role outside that role is... up to whatever as long as it works.
other than that it's free game as far as everything else goes + plotting to add background and catalysts for future occurance.
Slavic or bust.
Exactly the same age as Vuk.
If youre less so creative pr clueless designwise. I have a design that i would have used (but severely touched up) for inspiration or use. (again, touched up)

17.5.2018 Hello there new bio of mine
New bio. The shape of this bio...I think and I hope will now stay like forever...I hope lol.
But i'll customise myself some different colour themes One of which will be the olde grimy rusty one y'all gotten used to.
Maybe i'll do a nice sunsetty one too. But for now. Sleek black flowers.!

Well for now I'm just busy studying. Working for my Job. In animating hell for an important project. Hopping up and down everything as I visit my aunt in her home and try not to break down.
Been also missing out on courses due insomnia and hayfever. (Thank god the rain came so one less thing to deal with)
Otherwise a lil bit of a trainwreck atm. I have a subtle guess I may be slightly bipolar due the way my mood just swings from SUPER DUPER AMBITIOUS, and NEVER does said ambitions to a lump of dough on the floor.

Well anyway. Cheers guys for now.
ALSO PROBABLY

Feral and semiferal characters
Mother Goddess * Tuien (Motoko) * Jagoda * Sommer

Other characters
Tsubasa * The Apprentice * Maryam * Vuk Dragomir
Torfastr * Yngvarr+ * Kriegslied * Keyne

Further characters by others
Joshua * Zuriel * Grim * Hex+ * Bree

Chants, evil evil evil evil evil (or shifty as heck)
Hecate * in Epiphanes * Octane Burner+ * Bugmila * Zephyr

Other and Special
Sommer * Biche Argentee * Unicorns * Ulixes

Shelved

Baheera * Bersaba

Deceased

Grimhildr

Hey hello there, I am Vess, alternatively also called Fireflyness on other games platforms.

Some facts about me:
I carry candy in my pockets
I can tolerate a lot of nonesense
I am ridden with many diagnosed mental disorders.
I am working every day to work against said mentall illnesses, though with some it HARD
:eyes: tourettes. but it not matter here.
So I always aprechiate when I get a breather or break and just be 'I'.
Metaphysics is my crack cocaine. Worldbuilding is my air. Roleplaying is FUN.
I LOVE dark macabre. I love cute and fluffy. Idk, I just love stuff lol.
I have a bunch of Uncanny ocs and I wouldn't mind adding more.
Ulixes is my OOC, deer. My representation. Ulixes is Vessan


Deer lord that up there looks like a tank! Speaking of that. I like history. I love the tech from ww1 and ww2 and I fucking LOVE dreadnoughts class ships.

Hit me up if you play Warframe or maybe even Ark or Don't starve together.
I also roleplay original universes and TES stuff, got characters from Daggerfall's to Skyrim's timeline and they are waaaay more developed and rp veterans than my tef ocs xD .