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I'm still not entirely sure what to think of Walter's...reincarnation? new form? after-after-after-after-after-life? Regardless, all I can hope is this one will be better than the last, and if there's anything I can do to help guide him well, towards the best he might be, and away from his demons, then I'd do it and gladly.
Today, though, it was just frolicking in the ruins -- at times resting, at times playing with a few other fawns, like Jojo (she introduced herself to me, so I made special note of her) who'd gathered around him. He seems so hesitant and small; I just want to pinch his little cheeks and protect him! Aaaaah! It's too much! I tried to teach him to dance, but he wasn't having it -- too soon? Well, he'll learn it one day. It was just good fun, and I was glad to see it; I suppose the Walter I knew never had the chance for any of that, and I think perhaps -- just perhaps -- the path out of hatred begins there, with days like these, peaceful and bright and cheerful, with the sleepy scent of poppies in the air and the bounding laughter of fawns, the bright golden whir of magic. There might have to be big moments -- there will always be big moments -- but they will live or die on these little ones. I believe in that, in heavens found in wildflowers.


And as interesting as that was, I wanted to write about something that happened between that. Cian, a recent patron of mine, came to me suddenly in the midst of this play, asking urgently for me to follow him. I didn't exactly understand his purpose at first,but he was insistent that I come. And so, with a worried glance over my shoulder at the fawns (well, they'd be fine; I'd almost never had proper supervision as a fawn and I'd turned into a loving, if useless and deeply neurotic adult), I followed him to a likely-looking flower patch, where waited a doe.

After thinking long and hard...I have realized that TEFc has not really been healthy for me as of late. Certain uncomfortable things have been having long-lasting affects on my emotions during the day. At some points I look back and notice that my obsession with this place had kept me up during nights; some things stressing me out to the point I fell asleep in class or was spacey and a bit grumpy during the day. As my parents are going through a divorce and my school closing down, it has been very hard to grasp certain things the way I should, and I think at this point I should put some things off of my shoulders, at least until my emotions are straight again.
Things that should probably not offend me have been offending me, things that should not make me emotionally troubled have been making me emotionally troubled, and so on. I MAY return someday, not saying this is official, but right now I am turning off the lights of my office and locking the door, as my teachers will be doing tomorrow as it is the last day of school (which to me is a bittersweet day...I will miss my teachers so much...)
You may find me in the game and can still RP with me with my Palila by email, deviantART, etc. The community site is all that I am truly leaving behind, with a heavy heart...

So anyways...a shout out to the beautiful people who made me comfortable and happy during my year, here (I say year because I had another account in the beginning of this year besides this one) and those who are still giving me support even off-site and in-game. You warmed my heart and made me feel welcome and made every day on this site worth it. I love you all and you have helped life become more bearable for me.

Hello there,

as the title says, I'm a bit confused.

It's about the DotD (Skeleton, right?) and Zombie (grey/green-ish with wounds) Pelts.
I know that the Skull Mask is only available on October, but I'm a bit confused about the Pelts.

Is the Skeleton Pelt also available on October? Or is that only the Zombie Pelt?

I really like the Skeleton Pelt and I thought: Well I'll have to wait till October to get it.
But then I read something about the DotD Pelt not being available anymore and such things. Is that right?

Is there a way to get the DotD Pelt?

Thank you