Wellp... I need it.
The depression's been getting to the extreme point again and I just spent the last six hours at work contemplating how to go about suicide.
If I had seen any cars on the road on the way home, I'd probably have gone through with it via not-so-accident.
Someone, please just help me. I need to hear something to encourage me to keep on. I really don't want to be a dissappointment and go through with it, but... I don't know. I just want this all to end.

I am looking for volunteers in a plot involving Mai. I'm seeking someone to play her older brother, too! So if you are interested in playing any sort of part in this plot, contact me at jinxyness_1@live.com, or add me on skype(Jinxyness is my skype name).

since I suck at photoshop,
would anyone like to make me some mini pictos for my bio's & signature?


hadou's picto
siren/ siberia's picto -I love this picto so much... c':-
whisper's picto

those are the 3 I need c:
but feel free to just do one,
and leave the rest for someone else ouo

I'd like them to be either little, like almost regular text sized.
or/and avatar sized,
doesn't matter, I'll use both
and with a transparent background

I will pay in free art and eternal gratitude

thank you for reading <3

Spring (Fawn): Body is mainly made of wood or have a soil like texture. Youthful vines with budding flowers running over her body. She will have a human face (baby face) with long hair that can be branches with leaves or real hair. Whatever you'd like.

Summer (Youthful Adult): Very similar to her fawn design but more matured. Face more feminine and flowers fully budded with fresh vegetation over her body.

Fall to Early Winter(Elder): The main colors should be shades of yellow, orange, and red. Leaves should be on the verge of falling off with her face becoming more wrinkled with her body getting weaker. Ultimately her leaves should fall off over time to expose branches. All the color will drain from her before she withers.

I felt I should share a poem I wrote lady year, during my senior year of High-School.
Hope everyone like it. c:

Like a butterfly ~

Like a caterpillar, when I was a child,
the world around me was huge and wild.
Eating up knowledge along my path,
learning about history, sciences and math.
I grew fat with all I knew,
eager to try something completely new.

Like a pupa, when I was a young teen,
I was hard and I was mean.
Hiding inside my self-made shell,
waiting and waiting for the school bell.
Yet soon I felt it was time to break free,
and show off the brand new me.

Like a butterfly, as a young woman,
attempting to start my own creative trend and not ruin.
Fluttering through life faster and faster,
only imaging what I can master.
My marks might be small that I leave behind,
but I know that those marks will always be mine.

Like a butterfly ~

- myself, 2012

- - -


thoughts? opinions?

Hi, I'm new here! I've developed a huge interest in deer the past few months so I was really excited when I found this! Everyone here seems so nice and I've enjoyed the game so far. I can't wait to maybe draw some art and roleplay or just mingle. All the art here that I've seen is gorgeous and this just seems like a really lovely community!

[=10]Juuust a character I've had for a while.

Hey there, friend. If reading about a doe giving birth in very non-explicit details is too gross for you, please don't put yourself through all that misery and read this!


Starringhehe in order of appearance:
Yurei
Warlander
Emmy
Introducing Fi and Arty! Pictos are located at the end of the story.

Thanks to Ocean and kaitlyn for editing! *mwa*