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Aimery's picture

Day 1

I met a very polite blue stag today with purple flowers in his antlers, probably the first friend I've made in the forest. He and his companion let me lay with them for awhile, then a few other fawns joined us and we danced a little by the pond.

I've come to enjoy my new home in the forest, I hope I can make lots of new friends.
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Off topic; No where to go

I really never wanted to post anything like this on this site, but I feel like I don't have many people to talk to. Not because they don't care, but because it's all a burden. No one has to read this, if you are then I am grateful, its mostly so that I feel like I've talked to someone about what I feel.

I feel lonely I guess. I've been dating a guy for about 11 months now, he's my first real boyfriend. And I spend more time on here than I see him in a week. I sort of feel like he doesn't want to try for this relationship. But then I stop and think to myself; 22 years, and someone finally gave a monster like you a chance. No one else will ever try to love you. To understand that I guess you'd have to know a little about me. I'm not fishing for pity or anything like that, I'll admit, I have some emotional problems. Mainly from how I was treated for most of my life. When I was younger I hated everyone. Humans in general were a waste and were nothing but cruel. For a long time I was filled with that rage and hate; which is why I call myself a monster. I go to church, and I know that it's not my place but I feel that I cannot redeem myself for all the hatred I felt growing up. I wanted them to all disappear, save for my grandparents

Sorry, I started to ramble there. And I probably will here too.

Emotions like love are almost heartbreaking for me sometimes. I get too attached and expect too much. I wait for people for more than an hour on a regular basis, I've been backstabbed I don't know how many times, but I keep trying. There are times where I wish I had never been born. Many times, I haven't affected anyone so much as that I will be sorely missed. I think in those times, I'm tired of fighting. Not necessarily in a physical state, but an emotional and mental one. My youth consisted of verbal and emotional abuse, I've had to fight for what little respect I have. Then I feel that most just throw it in my face and mock me.
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Yu-Gi-Oh! Deer Plot Archive

Under cut.

Unable to login, corrupted appearences?

Ok so I have been trying for like the past 3 hours to login TEF
my firewalls are deactivated and there is an exception on my antivirus for TEF
and it does login like, it shows my character
and only my character, and it is not marked to not show other players
sometimes I can see lots of repeated pictograms of my deer being sucked into my picto instead of spreading
and now when I login it is not showing my antlers?? They were those halloween event antlers that are small hands and
I am just pissed
I feel like quitting TEF seriously it has been the same thing for months with TEF not letting me see other players and I install and reinstall it and the same thing happens again
And now it deleted my favourite antlers. B(

So yeah if anyone knows why TEF is blocking me and deleting parts of my deer I would be thankful
I run it on a windows 7, I am brazilian idk if that matters maybe there is a countryblock
It used to work perfectly months ago btw
BluedeerLegend18's picture

Working on something non-tef you guys may or may not be interested in.

So I'm working on a comic series for fun. I thought you guys might be interested in it Smiling

More information is about it here-
http://bluelegend15.deviantart.com/

Yeah... not much else to say...

daelios's old bio

Set ideas for new TEF

if a new TEF is being made i have ideas for pelts mask and antlers first idea: a Zebra set with Zebra mask zebra pelt and zebra antlers next idea Passenger Pigeon set birds of my avatar next a Carolina Parakeet set

Concerning my character Pica

Simple question: should Pica grow up?
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Poppyflower's picture

:Amunet:





A baby hoopoe chick belonging to Akhenation.

Female. Her name is Amunet; "the hidden one."

The magic of the Forest has given her the intelligence of a crow.

Very small, about half the size of a 4.

Because she is still very young, she cannot fly well. She either glides in short bursts, or walks. Normally uses Akhenation as transportation.

Is able to speak broken Egyptian; uses it to converse with Akhenation. He serves as her translator. Will likely be taught by the latter, the same way a parent would teach their child a native language.

History:

Amunet lived in Ancient Egypt prior to her arrival in the forest. Her species was sacred in the eyes of the Ancient Egyptians. She fell from her nest, and being a young fledgling, was unable to get back up. She likely would have perished had Akhenation not found her and taken her in. Deprived of her own family, the owl deer soon became a parent figure to her. Returned to the forest with him.

Relations:

Akhenation- Caretaker. Like a parent figure; will rarely be seen without. Clings to. Can often be found hiding beneath his feathers.

Will probably expand this bio later; just wanted to get it up. Smiling
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