NUUU.

You all know my ritual of opening TEF, waiting 5 minutes, checking for picto spreadage, closing, then re-opening TEF, right?

Yep.

Well, I'm a smartie smart smartie.

I closed it THE MOMENT THAT THE PICTOGRAMS SPREAD.

Rah.

*smashes head against tree*

Okay, rant over.

Im a very friendly, caring, and loving deer.......... (more later)

Between my computer slowly dying and the internet suddenly getting buggy I haven't been brave enough to enter the Forest lately. :/ It's so lonely to go on without internet but it's frustrating to get on when my connection is so laggy I can't keep up with the other deer and play with them. I hope we get the net fixed soon.

In the mean time: I'm not sure if anyone would understand who the characters I'm talking about in my dream (for some reason most of my dreams involve fictional characters and myself) but since I'm sharing it elsewhere I'll post it here too.

I actually had this dream yesterday morning right before getting up. As always my most rememberable dreams are also my weirdest and happen in that wonderful time where I wake up but my alarm hasn't gone off yet so I decide to doze until it does. So let's get to it, shall we?

Since it happened over a day ago, I'm not sure how it started... I think with a bunch of net-navis all in a group in a mall. But in the future (or more in the future) but not as far as Star Force (haven't played/watched it so I don't really know enough about it to dream about it.) Anyways, the navis were older, so they were wider too. But not that stupid expansion-fat, just normal older person-fat. But they were also flat, like they were key chain decorations (not sure how to explain it) and I don't know how they were in a "real world" mall, but they were. And it was all bright and clean and normal and they seemed to be having a private party to just hang out and be old folks together.

As some of you may know, I'm meeting my online boyfriend for the first time in real life tomorrow...and I'm so nervous, that I can't think about it x3

He is originally from Brazil, but speaks fluent English (as fluent as he is in portuguese). He's going to college, so he's staying here for a week before then

So, I'll likely be gone for the entire week. If I get online, I doubt it'd be for long.

Whee. I feel sooo nervous. *has that tinge in your chest you get during an adrenaline rush* x3 Whee. Meep. *hides*

I shall miss this place, even if there's not much reason as to why I should stick around, lol.

Just letting you know ^^; I'll likely get on for a little bit tomorrow, but only for a little, and only in the morning.

I'm gonna miss the deer drama ;-;

I decided to change Rosies name to Vanity! I just think its a beautiful name!

My inspiration has gone down the tubes and I'm finding no use whatsoever for Daae. I don't even know if I want her any more. (You were right, Verds. XDD)
No story. No doe.
Ugh.

Drip slowly, blood flask
Your heart is worth twenty bites
Pressure out my feed

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Rhythmically dance
Wafting in the Midnight wind
Pulse my life; a snore

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Simmer in the beat
Sunning down upon my bleed
Into muscles strong

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Innocence; selfless
Sweet as rosebloom splayed in Flut'
Whisper sweets to sweet

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Vanity, my flo'r
Can you not bring me assure?
Oh; I crave your breath

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Vein, he hungers so
Both in lust for blood...and love
For a softened doe

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(NOTE: Vein has no clue who "Vanity" is, that's actually HIS NICKNAME. Don't be confused. He's talking about Vanity, the sin, and himself, in that haiku.)

thats right! im home, where my scanner, OpenCanvas, and Forest are waiting for me!

however, im going to church later tonight, so i wont jump the gun too much. ill scan my pictures. ill get on the Forest after church

man, this week went fast! i had fun, but im glad to be back home. my guinea pig was pretty happy to see me XD hes grown so much too... i didnt know guinea pigs could grow so big in one week.

anyway, i think... hmm, i think im on as Fulu right now, but i just CANT REMEMBER *facepalm* oh well, i guess ill find out later. my brothers gonna kill me DX lol, so if you would like to see Fulu again... well, wait a couple hours, i guess.

not only that, but i WILL be going on as Skokey to gather a few sets i think would be cool looking. ill log off and come back, so... please dont leave. just sit there and wait for me please? XD ill come back hopefully four times, three times ill be a zombie deer. so weve got that to look forward to XD

well, i hope to see you all in the forest very soon! its good to be back <333

Anyone want to draw me an avvie like Emivas!? I really terrible want one, and if you draw me one, ill draw you a picture! : D

Well, I need something to keep me busy while I draw. lol

Go ahead ask!

Rowan -

1./ Did you miss Rowan? XDDD
Yes, she missed Rowan very much! :3 *hug*

2./ Is Lacey crushing on anyone yet?
Lacey isn't really into the whole 'mate' thing. But I think something may bloom.

3./ You want a cookie?
A chocolate chip cookie would be nice.

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Atiq-

1. What's your favorite animal?
I have to say a horse!

2. What do you enjoy drawing most?
Deers and horses.

3. Do you listen to any bands that do not originate from the U.S.?
.... I don't know. XD If I do find out I tell you lol XD