What is this feeling that overwhelms me? This rush of...something that makes my heart pound to the point that I wonder if it'll burst from my chest. It grows stronger everyday, usually just lingering, but when I see her...it's like a stampede. I've never felt this way before.

...is this what love feels like...?

(this was also posted in the Pictures area)



Halogen - Zombie deer with a Poppy hanging from his antlers and bangs; pictogram looks like a sleeping oxen
Fulu - Secretary Bird pelted deer with Peacock feathers and a Magpie mask; pictogram looks like a rose with a leaf
Anzel - Silver pelted deer with Key antlers and a Hands mask; pictogram looks like a wing
Radeon - Deer on the distant bridge

I don't believe that Radeon was in the actual scene, but I know that Anzel hid in the peacock grass as Halogen watched, and Fulu hopped by her and over to the Twin Gods statue. I saw a little bit of spellcasting going on over there.

Whee. Yes. I -was- lazy with the background.

And I -do- need anatomy practice.

That's what this was: Anatomy practice.

This is the scene I remember most, heh.

im wondering... do you have any questions about my stories? anything you didnt get, anything that made you wonder why i wrote it? im curious because i never really know how clear i am or how vague i am depending on which i want.

i would be very grateful if you asked me these questions, so maybe i can improve on my writing... even if its just a little

whatever, you dont have to if you dont want to.

elghinn silinrul

Current Mood: okay, nothing really to worry about
Active right now? No
Set: black 7/8 pants, black bandshirt (german band "letzte instanz")
Current Location: Couch in front of the laptop
Currently: writing this entry


SingSing

Current Mood: Happy
Being played right now? No
Set: only flowers on the head
Is: A shy little deer
Current Location: near the ruins i think
Currently: looking for some sleep

I only have a few days more before my week-long break, during which I'll meet my online bf for the first time in real life. I'll be gone from Sunday until Saturday. I know a certain few people who will celebrate, lol.

*yawns*...Out of curiousity, what's up in the forest?

*watches live map*

(whee...i have to open a new IE page to refresh it)

What is a tree?
A tree? Well, it's a lot of things, I guess. There's a lot of uses for it, and, well, it's pretty nice!
But a tree... A tree is alive. It does not live like a deer or a frog or a bird, yet it is alive, and it grows and it speaks...
Ah, now, Olly, the trees only talk to you. Sure, the louder ones, I can hear a bit of mumbling, but you've got a gift, right.
Sometimes it is not a gift... It is unpleasant, sister, to hear the terrible words of the wrongful ones, they insult all and mutter to hurt.
All?
Even themselves.
... They sometimes shout out and it is hard to keep out their corruption... But many of the flowers are good and offer comfort when I lay by their side. They talk about the weather and pretty little things to block out the rude.
Flowers are flowers to me. But that doesn't sound so nice. *nuzzle*
So... The tree. What is the tree? The tree is shelter, the tree brings food, the tree feeds mushrooms, the tree offers greenth, the tree is a home, the tree makes the forest.
See, it's a lot of useful stuff. You answered your own question too.
Oh. Yes, I did.
Heh.
But the tree is not just for using.... A tree is a life, as it lives for itself and for others.
A single tree is so important, isn't it?
Without the trees, we have no home. The Forest would be no Forest.
And we wouldn't have our names, either, 'cuz we're both trees too!
*smile* Yes, Mae... But alas, we cannot run in the Forest, and we see no trees either... Or deer...
Wait! How can you talk to the trees and flowers, then?

Original Message:

There is, like nobody on this site! And the picture page is spammed up full of SS's pointless stuff. Gah. Sorry, I'm in a bad mood. You wont see me until tomorrow night (again) because I'm sleeping over someones house. *sigh*


My Response:

ATTENTION.

It seems I have started this mess. I apologize to anyone who has taken any kind of offense in this diary. I do not have absolute opinions about SS either, I was just annoyed because she had put many many pictures on the picture page, and they wouldn't even load for me, and it was just getting annoying. Please note that I was in a bad mood at that moment.

PLEASE GUYS, LETS NOT FIGHT. WE ARE ALL A FAMILY. WE ARE ALL FRIENDS. END OF DISCUSSION. WE HAVE DIFFERENT VIEWS, YES, BUT I DONT WANT TEF TO BREAK UP INTO TEAMS. WE ARE ONE WHOLE TEAM TOGETHER. WE ARE ALL APART OF THE ENDLESS FOREST.

THANK YOU.

~please note I was not talking specifically about SS in this message, this is just about the whole of TEF.~

Emiva

Have you noticed me showing up at random places on the Live Map whilst I'm in the forest?

...am I actually showing up at those places?

Last I checked, I was at the Playground, not right near the Pond o.o;

*is all confuzzled out of her mind*

"SQUEEGIE!" Shin roared, standing over the side of the waterfall, legs trembling and heart racing.

-

Squeegie felt water pouring into his lungs as he gasped for air. "Not me... please not me... please" He begged inwardly, as pounding water filled his ears. He thrashed around wildy, trying to rid himself of the pain that was being thrust down upon his nearly numb body. How it all happened came back to him in a series of visions.


He and his mate, Poet, a delicately shaped light peach doe, had been talking about unimportant recent events and gossip on that sunny pleasant day. It had been a many moments later when Poet suddenly came to speak, "Squeegie, Twin gods know how I didn't notice! Have you been fighting, love?"

Squeegie hadn't fought with another deer ever since that time he had accidentaly tremmered a Seele's limphnode (welcome back ^^) in a simple playfight. Squeegie was taken aback as this remark was suggested.

"Fighting, love? Never" He stated accutely.

She leaned in closer to his face. Squeegie braced himself for a romantic lick on the muzzle when she suddenly leered back. "Oh my Twin Gods" She breathed, eyes wide, "You have it"

"Have wha-" He breathed in, a gaspy-sort-of-thing, and stumbled over to a nearbye puddle, almost bonking his nose to the bottom. There, very clear in statement, was a red dot.

Squeegie fell over purposely, swearing, his eyes a scared voilet. Poet rushed over to his side.

"Poet, I'm dying!" He exclaimed to her. She fell to his side for a comforting embrace.

"Dont worry Squeegie! Everything's-"

"Dont touch me!" He panted, scrambling away desperately, madness in his eyes, "You'll catch it!"

"I dont care, Squeegie! I love you!" She yelled to him, sinking to her knees. Tears were springing from her lighted eyes. She gasped, bringing up her hooves, which were covered in tears.

I meant to do this earlier, but Quad's not really hard to understand anyway

- (I'm away from the computer, or I'm there but not looking at the screen)

- If far away, Quad is calling out to see where other deer are. If close to a deer, he's having conversation.

- Usually done after a bow, it's his way to greet someone he knows really well. Also if he ever sees anyone be sad, he'll walk over and nuzzle them to comfort them.

- He rarely sniffs due to something stupid he used to do. If he does it, then he's following someone else's lead who's sniffing a deer.

- Is both a greeting and a farewell. Normally the first action he does whenever he sees someone, and the last he does when he needs to leave.

- He finds something funny.

+ - He finds something HILARIOUS! He often does this as soon as he sees someone he knows, in an attempt to make them laugh too.

- Doesn't understand something. During spell casts if a deer looks really strange, he'll tilt his head. He often does this for no reason, as it is his favorite action.