Server's dead for me. :C What about you guys?

my games being stupid again. first, i could load any deer, so i restarted the computer. then, i opened the Forest twice, so one had to die and it took forever to log into the other one. now, its fricking slow again.

back down to 0 to 1 fps...

isnt this fun? the day after i get back, and i cant even play. im just so happy that this computer is such a retard! isnt this just the most wonderful day on earth?

gah... im gonna restart the computer again. my mom will yell at me AGAIN, but i dont care, i want my game to work. ill edit and tell you what happens.

*EDIT* okay, i restarted and it works again XD sorry for disrupting!

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On Hawaii Maui. (I'm planning on diving a lot. I hope a shark doesn't eat me XD )

I'll be gone from the 18th (leaving at 4am...at night) to the 25th (home at 10pm).
Plus I'll have the first day of school on the 26th. (And the first class of my college class in the evening)
So no one expect me to reply to anything till the evening of the 27th(hopefully I'll be on then.)

I'm gonna miss the forest.

BTW. I'm planning on taking lots of pics. And might post em later.

Ehm, hii! Long promised but.. I finally came to scanning and uploading the drawings XD Still got some persons on my list though, like Draak and Skokey, but Never just came on top of it so XD...
I've also got 12 drawings to colour for my own calendar.. Mheh. So these will stay uncoloured..
(I guess they're a bit unclear too D":...)

I'll just go by which one was drawn first XD TALIENEEE YAAAY I guess she's quite the attraction to a lot of stags, but she's not really realizing it is she? ¦|.. XD I drew Gehirn's shadow in the background because they had just met, and she's a fan!


TABI AND QUAMMYYY XD They weren't mates by that time, but I knew they'd become so eventually. So I drew them.. Well something small D:... But it's.. cute allright? <.<.. I guess...


Ew.. Sorry Emiva.. I screwed up D:.. I'll make something better eventually..


Rutilus and Auge! Since they are quite the couple... A bit scary lol. I guess Rutilus pissed Auge off, or she's just messing around with him XD Playfight! (But I guess by his face..)


Well she just went on a holiday.. But she'll see it eventually.. I had major problems with the face, I guess it's still not great but.. Nyeh...


Yaaay Seele and Saaan XD They both had to flee for some devoted fawns once.. And since Seele is very horrible at hiding with his antlers XD I guess this could've actually happend >O....


Buutch! I never see much people draw something for you, and you're always so nice, so I wanted to include you, I like this one actually...

Alright. I'm a bad Anzel. I hath fluffed-out to the max. Basically, I read NaruHina fluff fan fics for the last hour, screaming at the idiots with unrealistic plots, and finally being satisfied by a fluffy fic that I gave a 9/10.

Anzel shall reflect Anzel's fluff luff. x3

Watch out. If you don't like this kind of stuff, stay away. It's all cutesie wootsie and kinda sad. But that's my mood.

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[=#A07DFF]I lie, daydreaming, under the heavy aroma of the amethyst florals. I imagine that his scent stilllies here, but I feel a fool, I know that I cannot fully recall where he sat. I only knew it was here...in my favorite patch of florals...overlooking the pond.

I suddenly appear to him, and I don't hear him. He slowly walks towards me, as I stare hopelessly out at the glistening pond. I look down at the ground, noticing that I could capture the scents of nearby deer, but I didn't want to move. The ritual has grown old, and the flowers steal my will.

I hear a form sit near me. I imagine it is solely another trick, as it has been for the few months I have had of life.

Then I notice his scent.

A shiver runs down my spine, my every hair standing on end. I feel my cheeks, my eyes, my entire face, do the opposite. And I know my heart has caused all of this. I bite my lip, cringe, and turn my head away from the scent.

My breath softly speaks into the air, "What's the use...w...why can't I make my heart stop this...it...h..hurts..."

I feel the dampness from slowly forming tears, leaking through my thick pelt. I breath outwardly in an oh-so-familiar shiver. I hold back the sob as long as I can...

"I d..d..don't want to be alone anym...more..." and I felt my tears pouring from my lungs, from my chest and heart, from every vein and artery within me...

And then...

Then he nuzzled the back of my cheek as best he could from his position...and he rested his head against me...

"I'm here...don't cry..."

Ghost admired himself in the rippling waters of the forest pond.
He was quite proud of his new appearance, with his silver pelt with the black spikey patch and his new antlers. "This is much better than being a little fawn..." He thought.
Ghost watched as the sky got darker while the sun went down.
"The gods must be changing the weather..." He said to himself calmly before jumping around to run to his home near the Ruin.

Note: I have gotten the crying blood mask! (Thank you to the deer with the clone!)



Active: Offline
Playing As: My Secret Deer
Where: The tree cave place
Feeling: Friendly and patient
Doing: Waiting for passer-bys to greet

Feel free to spell spam me! I figure I can get my favorite things easier this way. (lol)
I think ive got an idea for another deer...blue star pelt, real deer mask and doe antlers.
I think it would look cute.

NUUU.

You all know my ritual of opening TEF, waiting 5 minutes, checking for picto spreadage, closing, then re-opening TEF, right?

Yep.

Well, I'm a smartie smart smartie.

I closed it THE MOMENT THAT THE PICTOGRAMS SPREAD.

Rah.

*smashes head against tree*

Okay, rant over.

Im a very friendly, caring, and loving deer.......... (more later)

Between my computer slowly dying and the internet suddenly getting buggy I haven't been brave enough to enter the Forest lately. :/ It's so lonely to go on without internet but it's frustrating to get on when my connection is so laggy I can't keep up with the other deer and play with them. I hope we get the net fixed soon.

In the mean time: I'm not sure if anyone would understand who the characters I'm talking about in my dream (for some reason most of my dreams involve fictional characters and myself) but since I'm sharing it elsewhere I'll post it here too.

I actually had this dream yesterday morning right before getting up. As always my most rememberable dreams are also my weirdest and happen in that wonderful time where I wake up but my alarm hasn't gone off yet so I decide to doze until it does. So let's get to it, shall we?

Since it happened over a day ago, I'm not sure how it started... I think with a bunch of net-navis all in a group in a mall. But in the future (or more in the future) but not as far as Star Force (haven't played/watched it so I don't really know enough about it to dream about it.) Anyways, the navis were older, so they were wider too. But not that stupid expansion-fat, just normal older person-fat. But they were also flat, like they were key chain decorations (not sure how to explain it) and I don't know how they were in a "real world" mall, but they were. And it was all bright and clean and normal and they seemed to be having a private party to just hang out and be old folks together.