Warning - has a little violence



The President of the General Assembly was calm. He replied to the stag, "Yes, well. We will allow you to speak your mind if you can do it in a civilized manner." Quad nodded, "Our represenatives are prepared to speak to yours in the languages they know." The President nodded, "Then you may speak."

A few months had passed, and Fulu was old enough to walk and speak. She asked many questions, and Jayla was patient enough to answer them. Word had spread about the few final victims of a mysterious disease that had been going around. She knew one of them was the one taking care of Skokey. She found herself more worried about him now that he had no one to look after him.

The day of Siki's funeral, Jayla and Fulu walked a little close to the Graveyard, where the funeral was held. She knew Skokey was there, and she didn't want to go over and meet him now. Now was not the time. She remembered what that stag had told her in her dreams. He had not visited since that one night, but his words still hung in her mind. Was it almost time? Was Skokey old enough to understand yet?... No, not yet, she thought. His wounds are fresh, I don't want to add any more to them.

They walked by a few trees, the ground becoming darker, and paler as they passed by the Ruins rather closely. Fulu pricked her ears and looked in the direction of the Ruins. "Mama, look, I see rain. But it's coming from the ground and going up!"

Jayla, obviously confused, looked over to the Ruins. She didn't see anything, nothing close to rain coming from the ground. She lowered her head, "Sweetie, there's nothing there. I don't see any rain."

"But it is there, Mama! But it's only in one spot." The two of them looked on, and Fulu said quietly, "I hear deer crying, Mama..."

Jayla lowered her ears. Is that what she meant? Fulu had said many strange things like that, often relating what she saw to what she heard. Jayla wondered what was wrong with her. She heard those deer crying, and she saw rain in reverse? Perhaps something did happen when she became a dove...

"Why are they crying? What's the matter?"" Fulu lifted her big black eyes up to her mother expectantly.

Jayla paused, and said quietly, "Because those deer had lost a friend. And they miss him. So much so, that they're crying."

Love is... Well, uh... Love is hard to describe. Some may find it easily, for others, it takes much time. My love had come easily, but took time to grow. She was once my friend, but now she is much more. Our playful romps in the flowers have become cherished beyond any earthly material. My love had come so easily, but for others, it is different. It may take years for them to find their other half. Some may never find it. I say that there is someone for everyone, and nobody was meant to be alone. Love is a powerful thing, and it can bring light to many darkened souls. I am truly in love, I know what it's like. I don't ever want to lose her.

Love is indeed a powerful thing. It can strengthen hearts, or it can shatter them. I have experienced both. My heart was taken by one, but torn apart soon after. But then, in all darkness and hopelessness, another came to lift my spirits. Love is not something to be taken lightly. You must cherish it, and protect it, like a bird protects her eggs. If something is thrown at you, you must come through it together. If it's too big for you to handle, then you will lose the love you gained. Love can change you forever. It can change your entire outlook on life, whether for better or for worse. There is still a hole in my heart, because I changed one's outlook for worse. Love, no matter how healing it can be, can still leave you maimed.

Slight to the solar atomic
Dance me with your ways
Sway me to your liking when
And wherever you crave
For I am but you stringèd
Wingless, crowing dove
Shy to form and quick to be
Your loyal slave, enough

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If you can understand my scatterbrained poem, you'll know how I feel right now, and how things have gone x3 Whee.

*runs off*

-Sighs- I didn't want to talk with you so openly, but really what other way is there?

I don't even know what to say...there's just so much silence between us. I feel that I have beared quite a bit of my soul and yet I know nothing of yours. How can I possibly get to know you this way?

If anything the distance seems to grow...

Please say something. I know you are sad...and I while I assume it's because of me, I want to know why... or...just something! I want to know what you're thinking,, about me...about...us. About anything! I lack tact in asking but I don't know what to do anymore...

Server's dead for me. :C What about you guys?

my games being stupid again. first, i could load any deer, so i restarted the computer. then, i opened the Forest twice, so one had to die and it took forever to log into the other one. now, its fricking slow again.

back down to 0 to 1 fps...

isnt this fun? the day after i get back, and i cant even play. im just so happy that this computer is such a retard! isnt this just the most wonderful day on earth?

gah... im gonna restart the computer again. my mom will yell at me AGAIN, but i dont care, i want my game to work. ill edit and tell you what happens.

*EDIT* okay, i restarted and it works again XD sorry for disrupting!

..

On Hawaii Maui. (I'm planning on diving a lot. I hope a shark doesn't eat me XD )

I'll be gone from the 18th (leaving at 4am...at night) to the 25th (home at 10pm).
Plus I'll have the first day of school on the 26th. (And the first class of my college class in the evening)
So no one expect me to reply to anything till the evening of the 27th(hopefully I'll be on then.)

I'm gonna miss the forest.

BTW. I'm planning on taking lots of pics. And might post em later.