Looking back on it....I feel stupid for posting it <(
Sorry

In my saner moments, I find I have need of something to distract me from my memories. I have begun scraping and collecting dirt and clotting and collecting blood, rather than washing it off. I intend to attempt to scratch images of deer that I see more than others, or that I have heard of. Currently, I am trying to scratch Vein, but I keep smudging it out again whilst feral, and the boodlines run. Still, I am hoping to have something to show soon.

I'm doing this from someone elses house; not back from holidays yet. Will be soon.

Thankyou, everyone. This community has -possibly- saved my life, and certainly has made me feel more accepted.
This post is also a forewarning that something has been troubleing me, and when I get home your gonna have a long-ass post from me. If you dont want it, don't read it. This is something I've been trying to prevent, but cannot. It is an entirely stupid problem, and I think many will see it as DeerDrAmaZaa, but it's more human drama. Again, don't read it if you want, I don't care.

See you in a few days! Longing for the Forest already.

Edit: Reason I'm saying this now is so I don't back out at the last moment when I get home.

Edit x2: It will also take a bit to write, seeing as parents can't catch wind of it.

I am working real hard here to ease off my addiction. Right now I'm going to make lunch and I'm not going to come on for another hour... Lets see if I can do this.

This crazy, crazy idea occurred to me half a minute ago.

Why don't we take a day off? If drama's so annoying, don't listen to it - at least for a day. For one day, just go play in the forest. If someone does something that could possibly be interpreted as anything other than friendly, do it back at them, laugh it off, and keep playing. These people only get to you because you let them.

I have been observing all this drama, and I laugh it off. I think it's ridiculous because it is ridiculous. I have no intention to get my panties in a knot over something I can so easily walk away from.

(This comes, incidentally, from someone who has seen many Roman Empires Great Communities razed to the ground, and doesn't want that happening again. Community-splitting drama is the first step babes, so stop letting it get to you and it loses its power to divide.)


And for the rest of the day, I'm going into the forest and away from here, the forums, and iScribble. Come take a day off with me babes, it could do you good.

Cannot we play our roles here
Have stags and does we hold dear
Cannot we play as but deer
Without the harshened words

It is a game, nothing more
To relieve stress, or bring more
It is what we play it for
So let us choose to play

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*grins* ^^;

Really, I quite enjoy the mate and doe drama in the game, I mean...it helps for it to mimic real life. Everyone protesting it is causing the drama they seem to suggest wanting to prevent o.o;

Must Vein sit on your head to get you to listen? Mwahaha.

I dunno, I just saw a few topics, didn't read EVERYTHING, but so what? I just wanted to cast an opinion. *yawns*

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Besides. Anzel misses her own "mate drama" ;P Hehe.

*sulks*

School starts next Monday for me. ;_; At least it'll cut down on my internet use, but seriously. It's difficult to hate the place as much as I do.
Anyways, I won't be here most of Friday, as I'm gonna be at the mall in Chesapeake with a friend. And my sister's birthday party is after I get home. ;_; I may just sleep over to escape the brats. The rest of the week I'll be here, except for a bit of Saturday and Sunday due to my need for school supplies. And, if the bike comes in at the shop that I want, we'll go and get it. Because guess what, parents? I don't give a flying fadoodle at the Walmart and Kmart bikes. And their cheapness.
So.
How's life for y'all?

[edit] And, on top of this, no one's on Iscribble. -pout-

I need help to find the latest version of Direct X.
I tried searching at google, but I couldn't find it.
can someone help me find the site, so I can download it? =)

edit: argh. forget it. -_-" I HATE THIS! I can't download Direct X 10 or anything else! nothing works!
who knows what happens next!? DX maybe my internet dies too! AARGAFrfrhvtrfhjd.

Yeah, this is Emiva, you probably hate me now, I understand. I made a huge drama... I really didnt want it to be a big deal, in my message I mentioned that I would be back next summer and now and then between then... I'm really sorry though, I wrote up that whole thing because I was really mad about what was going on in our family right now. My aunt jane just discovered she had cancer, My uncle sandy is really sick and he just left without saying anything to anybody. I said that I had personal stuff. I'm really not going to leave, that would be impossible, I tried not going on all day yesterday, and I couldn't -_- I feel like a failure. Okay, so I'm not leaving, I'll just be gradually going on less and less. But please dont tell me to stop, because you arent helping my case. I just really want to get in shape for highschool. I almost failed middleschool, and I wasnt even addicted to this site yet.

Please, do not respond in commotion, or anger, please dont make this a big deal. Snowrift, you shouldn't have gone crazy like that. A statue... really! XD I'm sorry that I upset you snowy... I'm really sorry. Did you get my email? Rowan, I was being selfish, now that I put myself into your position. Seele, you were my first ever friend, thank you. Dannii, thank you for understanding.
Please say you forgive me... I understand if you will never be able to trust me again.

Going through screenshots starting from Friday night. Sarie had said she was going to be gone until Tuesday, so Magnet was hoping to see Aspen one more time.
He did. Right after waking up in the Blue Bowl...

This seems familiar.
Very familiar. X]

After Aspen disappeared, Magnet found his father Radeon in the Forest. They just spent some time walking around making idle chatter, until Magnet called it a night.


Scape was in a really good mood the next day, and I still don't know why. But he ran into Laruna and Vesper, and just goofed around with them for awhile. And more deer showed up, which led to a few lines.


FAIL. (As Vesper pointed out in his pic.)

A little later, who should appear but Anzel! She was sleep-sliding! O.O
She slides into the 3 semi-clones of 2 Morogami's and a mini-Selig..

Apparently this wasn't really the set she was wearing (peacock with no mask). Just one of the oddities happening a different way.
Scape made chase for a little while as Anzel slid around the pond, then back to the group again.
They all sit around her.

Soon after, Scape decides to depart.