To everyone who read the topic I wrote a while ago, I'm sorry you had to read that. I guess sometimes I feel like the world is coming down on me, but I know that things will get better and that I have a wonderful community that listens and supports their friends. I need to stop worrying so much, and I need to be happier, no matter what.
I think it will start with hugging Brandy at least once every day.
Thanks, Her, for suggesting this. It really calmed me down and I realized how much Brandy loves me, and how excited she gets when I come home. I guess we really were made for each other.
I also forget sometimes that Quad is always there for me. I think I've been neglecting him for Impressive Title and Guild Wars, so I've been getting him back in the Forest. I think he really deserves it.
And if I could, I'd hug him too. I love him so much and I'm so sorry that I abandoned him.
Thanks everyone, I'm glad that I have friends like you. If you ever need to talk to someone, or if you just need to vent, please don't hesitate to talk to me.
Jen, I'm sorry about your comment. You don't have to tell me what you said if you don't feel like it, I'm not in the same mind-set as I was yesterday. I deleted the topic after talking on iScribble. Please don't worry about that topic, it was stupid and I'm okay now.
I've chosen a song for myself right now, because I can relate to it so well. It's called
Thrift Store Suitcase by a local band,
Hamelin.
[i]I woke up this morning, wanted to throw myself away.
Tried to sell my soul but it turns out that it just ain't worth much these days.
The sun cut through the curtains and awoke me from asleep.