First of all, my apologies to all of you readers. I have failed. And I'm not joking about my low self-esteem or writing qualities or anything, but I really messed up this last chapter. It depresses me, really. >< I couldn't find the inspiration I wanted, but I really felt like ending it. I really had enough of it. It's over now.. it's done...

Maybe someday, when I feel like it, I'll rewrite it. I just feel like the last 2 chapters drained all of my writing skills. My next big story isn't going to be english either, I just suck at it!

Oh and there maybe SOME gore and violence, but not much. But be warned anyway!

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CHAPTER TEN

'Who are the skull soldiers?' Silvery asked curiously. The couple was running through the forest, making their way to Nimlin's sleeping spot. Fenqua realized it was the first time she would be asking the Alpha's mate for help.
'The Skull Soldiers are deer that were chosen to guard the forest against humans. They were trained by Orphrite himself and they are the strongest deer around.'
'But why are they called the Skull Soldiers? It sounds rather horrifying.'
Fenqua smiled at the young adolescent. That was her first thought too, when she met the soldiers for the first time. What as mistake she had made...
'They're called Skull Soldiers because they all wear the Skull mask. That mask is capable of hiding someone's identity partially. Nobody in the forest knows who they are, it's much safer that way. Also, the Skull mask seems to be succesful in scaring humans. It probably reminds them of death.'
'Humans are afraid of death?' Silvery seemed somewhat surprised. She never thought these fearless, cold creatures would be afraid of dying.
'Yes, they are. Probably because they aren't sure where they will end. We know our fate, eventually we'll meet the Twin Gods and stay in their heaven. Humans are still unsure of what will happen to them. They even fight over religion, isn't that ironic?'
'It sure is...'

I'm always wondering why everyone is so sad nowadays.

It's not like.... depression I don't think. Just.... mopy-ness.

And when someone is mopey, it's like you can feel it in the air. Like air you can't breath. Like air that constricts you. You get a feeling of helplessness. Like you can't do anything to stop it. You feel weak and useless. You try everything to cheer that person up---to breathe again---but it seems you're not doing anything to help.

Short and sweet---like an empty SCUBA tank when you're thirty feet under.

Why can't we be happy buddybuddy anymore? Is it because of all the drama in the past? Because all the people leaving?

Just.......... meh. -leaves-

Out of curiosity...what ISP does everyone here have?

As in...does anyone here have Satellite?

I finally got some help. Finally. I did something called a tracert, and found out that basically, my problem -is- caused by WildBlue.net. Or, just the fact that I have satellite internet in general.

This...

...sucks.

Because my dad tells me we cannot get the other types of internet, only Satellite. x_x;...Anyone know why this might be? I'd ask him, but he'd yell at me again :/

I want to know if the fact that I have Satellite, prevents me from ever playing...

I love finding stuff like this.

MUAHAH I now have a secret deer, or two with the same pictogram. 'Course, they're secret, so I won't reveal them just yet, but I'll let them speak so you can have a bit of an idea of what they're like. :3



(GAHHH must tell their names! xD Geez you guys, you persuaded me)

Meet Aurum and Lithos.

BUT THEIR PICTO SHALL NOT BE TOLD!!! >:)

Hosted by: Blackhoof
When: Saturday, Nov. 29, 3pm Eastern US Time (2pm Central, 1pm Mountain, Noon Pacific)
11pm Moscow
10pm Frankfurt
9pm Berlin/Paris
8pm Greenwich Mean Time
6pm Buenos Aires
(11/30)4am in Hong Kong
5am in Tokyo
6am in Sydney
***Still need help? Convert to your timezone here.

Where: the Pond
What: Come as you are. Starting at 3, we'll try to form a traditional conga line around the pond. Then, on Blackhoof's signal, we'll all jump into the pond for nice swim! Deer will emerge "in the alltogether", and naked-deer wackiness will ensue! Possible events may include naked races (a.k.a. competition streaking), totally nude tree-climbing contests, a Revolution of bare-assed fawns AND MORE!

Don't Miss It! Be There!

Much to the anger and frustration of the elder deer with whom I clash, I speak to the younger deer who know not of me.

My name is Anzel, and I am the first of the so-called Ghost Deer. Our human, cursed by circumstances unknown ever after the passing of two seasons, cannot give us passage to the Forest. We walk alone, hoping to catch the scents of other deer, though they never walk to us, and rarely show their true names and forms.

Still, we try and make due with what we have. We have special gifts, despite our many disadvantages. We may haunt, by casting spells given to us by mushroom circles upon the deer we see in our world. And within your true Forest, you may see a deer transform, or devout, or whatever it decides to appear as.

If you see us, do not feel we are ignoring you. For we cannot know that you are there. And we are deeply sorry.

We are being forgotten over time, but we shall never truly give up hope.

*anzel bows her head, and leaves*

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It's been a while since I've posted about this, hasn't it? Maybe a few months.

Just a reminder that, if you ever see my deer (whose pictograms and main sets are shown in my avatar), and I don't respond, that it isn't that I'm ignoring you. I have issues playing the game, and can't play right. Been many months now, but I'm still playing

Just thought I'd mention it so that no fawns hate Zelly x3;;; Zelly luffles fawns.

Rinta:http://www.endlessforest.org/community/1273
THE Rinta
Pejgolt:http://www.endlessforest.org/community/peggy
The winged deer
Shadow:http://www.endlessforest.org/community/shadowyy
Everybody shadow
Simpfra:http://www.endlessforest.org/community/vinth
*Mini funny*

Check it out in about 1month trusstt.

..please can you just go away for a bit? You can't say I wasn't polite, but I'm trying to be ALONE in-Forest here. I said it everyway I could possibly think of, and now I'm taking the chance that you might be on the Community site.
Please? The deer is a fawn, the the username is jkfine.