1. First operation: None
2. First piercing: None
3. First bestfriend: Boy named Sam
4. First award: None
5. First sport: Softball
6. First pet: Kaiser Sosay
7. First vacation: Flordia (pleh)
8. First kiss: None
9. First love: None

Right Now.
10. Eating: Nothing
11. Drinking: Nothing
12. I'm going to: The squaredance... No really--
13. I'm listening to: Down to Earth
14. Wainting for: Life
15. Wearing: Clothes?

My Future.
16. Do you want kids: Maybe
17. Do you want to get married: No
18. What do you want to be: A sucessful Author
19. Do you want to study after High School: Yes
20. If you won a million: No saying what I'd do.

Diverse.
21. Do you like wearing socks: Yeah
22. Which song describes you: Nothing that involves love.
3. What is your favorite music genre: Celtic
24. What was your favorite thing to watch on TV when you was kid: Little Bear
25. What kind of mobile do you have: None
26. Do you have orthodontics (if it's that's the word): othadontist? No?
27. What place is the last place you ate at: Dining room
28. What's your favorite movie: LOTR
29. Lips or eyes: Eyes
30. Hugs or kisses: Both
31. Taller or lower: Taller

Have you ever..?
32. Kissed a stranger: No
33.Lied to get attention: No
44. Been in a musical/show: No
35. Been in a chat room: Yeah
36. Broke someone's heart: Think so.
37. Liked a friend more than another friend: Yeah...
Do you belive on..?
38. Yourself: Yes
39. Miracles: Yes
40. Ghosts: No
41. Santa: No
42. Sex on first date: No
43. Angels: YES

I love doing surveys

Snatched from this entry

1. First operation: I had oral surgery before I got braces
2. First piercing: None yet, might not get any.
3. First bestfriend: Chris H. from middle school
4. First award: I got a service award in middle school band, but I know I've had some before that.
5. First sport: Basketball
6. First pet: A cat named Socks
7. First vacation: One I remember was Mt. Cheaha in northern Alabama.
8. First kiss: Someone I had a crush on in middle school
9. First love: Basically the same as above, but it wasn't true love.

Right Now.
10. Eating: Sweet tarts
11. Drinking: RC Cola
12. I'm going to: go to work in 2 hours :<
13. I'm listening to: songs stuck in my head
14. Wainting for: Thanksgiving (and Christmas and my Birthday too)
15. Wearing: T-shirt, khaki pants, and tennis shoes.

My Future.
16. Do you want kids: Not really sure
17. Do you want to get married: Maybe
18. What do you want to be: A geologist
19. Do you want to study after High School: Already there
20. If you won a million: Probably give some to my family, use a little for myself, and donate the rest.

Diverse.
21. Do you like wearing socks: Of course
22. Which song describes you: "Thrift Store Suitcase" by Hamelin
3. What is your favorite music genre: Punk Rock but I like everything.
24. What was your favorite thing to watch on TV when you was kid: Lots of stuff but I'll pick something so Beast Wars
25. What kind of mobile do you have: If you mean cell phone, then a Samsung Glyde
26. Do you have orthodontics (if it's that's the word): Used to
27. What place is the last place you ate at: O'Charlies
28. What's your favorite movie: I like a lot of them. Starship Troopers is one of my all-time favorites.

What do you like the best..?
29. Lips or eyes: eyes
30. Hugs or kisses: hugs
31. Taller or lower: lower

Have you ever..?

So. Ive got a tablet, and Im trying to figure out how to make the pen pressure to work on photoshop..Help pls?

?????? I AM VERY CONFUSED. YOU WANTED TO TELL ME SOMETHING. AND I HAVEN'T HERD A THING. WHATS UP? opps sorry caps lock

Okay! Forgive me if I don't reply for a while sometimes, I'm unfortunately very busy nowadays x.x
Here are the violets and their colors:



I might be lazy sometimes and not put their names each time they speak so bear with me and refer to the above x3; (hmm... Fuschia and Magenta are similar... -.-)

Anyhow! Here I go.

Magenta: Lady, Lady Taint, are you there?
Cobalt: *quietly* If you don't mind...
Indigo: ... Might we speak?
Slate: *gloomily* She might not answer, you know...

c:

...I thought this was one of my better poems :/ But only one comment...;-;

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The silver dewdrops stream
Across the bottom of my laken eyes
As every passing wind is a nightmare
And the chills fell the teardrops;;
Sullen and heavy is my heart
With the softness of a dying angel
Lying atop it in an ache of sadness
For all is gone and I am guilty
In the aging war, depression

With a beat and a flutter
Doth the dewy drip-drop ascend to the heavens
Carried eternally and disallowed
To even query at a raindrop's destiny
Trapped forever in a grin, ne'r a rainbow
Only the pained, rippling reflection in a frozen pond
With mind and soul crippled by blissful
And a kiss full of anger and snaps of twigs
Where at the lightest tap doth she fall into the depths
Of the rueful rage and the anger caged
Until she rises up again to follies
She is I, forever I

Rage, beating down upon the innocents
And those who tried to put out the flame
Whose wick is oil and flame is spontane'us
And fangs will draw the bloods;;
I feast upon the flesh of my own
For I cannot let the rage escape but in small gasps
For I shall claw and rip and growl
In a hushed anger that is hushed to hide
The burning, the anger, seeping inside
Forever more, and ever more

Sinking forever into nothingness
I cannot describe, I cannot word
Within this, I am trapped
Forgotten and floating forever within
This emptiness, nei'er sad nor holding
The brightest joys;; no, simply empty
The gone, the nothingness of life
It feels as though I've floated away
For an eternity or more
I stand here and stand

[i]A little bit cocky with a sly, creepy grin
Doth the happiness invade and begins to peruse
And so she does, in creativity
Where dewblood drips from fingertip pricks
Until the sudden fatal blow and she falls down
Down in a spiral into the depression of unknown origins
Within a minute or less, she hath completed

Oh for the love of all that is sane in this world, why does life torture me so?!

Everything has just decided to screw with me in any way possible. I have held on strong for almost a year now, after the major meltdown that I had last year, I resolved that I would do everything to stop it from happening again. But as of late, I can see it happening again soon. I came so close to it tonight.

I've had a horrible day. I don't know where I went wrong, but I know that someone threw I monkey wrench into the system somewhere.

1. I arrive late for the bus and thus lose my seat to the most obnoxious freshmen you could ever meet.
2. In photo class, my negatives turn out wrong about 5 times no matter what I do. It is a lot more frustrating and heartbreaking than it sounds, especially after how hard I worked.
3. I have to get 4 complete pieces of quality artwork done before the first of December, which is really time consuming and stressful. This doesn't count the other 2 art classes I have.
4. My mom nags and berates me the entire way home about stuff that isn't important whatsoever.

Dazzl'n in the glory of the male of the pea
A dewdrop vege with vestige of the brow
With a fashion of feathers afloat of the neck
And a'furren with wings of the coat

Dazzling, dirty or well of the head
In the dewshine, she sparkles like life
Like a bird, like a fowl, like an angel; instead
She is Rowan, the hendeer enví

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Randomsauce x3;;