You have money to spend and things you want...but you can't buy anything because your birthday is a few days away!! Gaah!!

There are four new albums out that I am dying to get, because they're all bands that I really enjoy and have been waiting to hear new music from, but I'm almost positive that I'm going to get at least one of them for my birthday so I can't get them yet.

Here's the four albums I really want right now XD (In alphabetical order so it doesn't seem like I favor one album)



The All-American Rejects - When The World Comes Down

I have been DYING for a new AAR album! My brother gave me Move Along for a road trip and I listened to it all the way. The songs are very fun to listen to. I eventually picked up their first selftitled album and loved it too.

You may know AAR as the band who did the song Move Along. Other songs that you may have heard include Dirty Little Secret and It Ends Tonight. One of the songs I like from the new album is Real World (we get to play that on Rock Band )



Fall Out Boy - Folie a Deux

LT: It's a long one, folks!

Today's song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YGYg0fL9dqE
Fitting song for the rain. <3

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First off, I apologize for the fact that this entry isn't going to be as upbeat and charming as I would like. Those who know me (which probably is only one or two deer, at best), know that I have two very different sides to my personality. The first part is a child-like, cheerful persona -- the fawn you see jumping over sleeping deer, skipping through the forest, and moonwalking backwards with my best friend, Seed. The other half of me is a dark and depressed soul; a very mature fawn with a dismal outlook on life. Unfortunately, it seems that the rain has brought out the latter half of my persona.

I saw Seth, again! Or, I think it was Seth. He's changed his set, so I can't be sure. The day we spent with Calanthe was such a great day. I always think of that day, and smile. But ever since then, I've been far too shy to approach either of them, again. I doubt they even remember me. But that's okay. The memory of our adventure is good enough, for me.

Anyway, Seth was clowning around with some other grown deer. At first, I was hesitant to join them. The rain has got me feeling rather lonely and shy, you see. But after watching their antics for a while, I did decide to join in their frolicking.



After that, I ran off and met a fawn with blue flowers on his head. I have to tell you, I was absolutely mad about him, for an hour or so! We raced through the forest, kicking up our heels in glee. Oh, it feels so glorious to run!

How quiet this forum seems without Dannii? XDDD

a good picture of the Golden Swirly pelt? XDD

sorry, its needed for something 8D

thank you <3

Adventures will be updated as Trick finds them.

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Friday, December 26th - 2008

Trick had forest adventure today. Trick discovered some trees and deer in the forest are mean. Mean! But Trick isn't bothered by it and will make happy friends next time.

Here's story with picture, Trick hope you like.

http://endlessforest.org/community/tricks-first-forest-adventure
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The rain..

It soaks my fur and chills me like life itself. It is Death, placing his cool hand upon my shoulder, his bones true, unlike the pelt of the name in his honor. I don't like the rain. I don't like the beautiful purple, no...the indigo flowers that stand on every hill and every slope, every crevasse, not waving in the nonexistant, lie of a wind.

I want them all to break. Their stems to snap and crackle as the thunder beams us up into its hollow of fear, and the wind steals the breath unneeded by the greedy little fawns who do not know how lucky they are.

My silver pelt is wet. My crying won't help it dry off.

sorry but... its been on my mind lately... it seems like every member has this moment at some point but... still...

guys seriously.. do you even care? im just gonna put it out in the open. it seems like since Dannii left, ive been shoved to the back of the picture. i admit, shes probably the one person i talked to the most. she ALWAYS commented on something i wrote, she at least read it. but now that shes gone, i dont have someone to let me know that theyre reading. im guessing a lot of you got to my blogs through her?

it just feels like nobody cares anymore. i wrote an entire chapter to my new story, which even now barely anyone reads, and i havent gotten one comment. was Dannii seriously the only one that even cared? am i THAT boring?

i realize i havent done much lately, what with school. i should expect that when i write something with a number of different peoples characters in it, i should at least get one comment. i should expect that when i write something at all, it should be noticed, because i almost never write anymore. yet here i am, checking how many comments i got every so often, and i keep seeing 0.

is it even worth it? i might as well drop the whole thing if no one cares.

i just feel ignored. i know some of you still pay attention to me, and i love you for that. but there are still a few who i wish would talk to me a little more. i know the world doesnt revolve around me, my friends here have lives, and sometimes they get caught up in them. im not saying lives arent good. but you know, when youre here, you should say something. at least let me know you still count me as a friend.

im trying not to direct this at anyone, and seriously, im not. if you feel like youre being targeted, well, maybe you are, i dont even know myself. im just getting it off my chest.

though i dont expect anyone to read this... i would be amazed if anyone commented.

EDIT: okay okay... ive given myself a little time to clear my thoughts.

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Hail and well-met! I bet you were expecting Seed, right? Well, don't worry about that old pansy, he'll still be around (Perhaps, though, that is not the best way to speak of a stag who has taken one on as a father would a son? Regardless, I will not stay the feelings of my heart!)! Allow me to introduce myself! I am Sir Faris....Or I will be. I'm working on it. Honor, purity, and ferocity: those are the ideals of a knight! At present, however, I am just a fawn, but do not let that lull you into a false sense of security! I am always looking for a worthy opponent to spar! I'm even considering seeing if I can get another deer to participate in something I've been considering...I must test the idea out, I will update on that later.

So, then, to this day of rain. I was not long in my second excusion into the forest when I stumbled upon a fawn I knew to be an ally of Seed's, a little doe-fawn named Lemon. She was sitting on the birdge, and while I joined her for a time, I felt better standing, listening, and I resolved to be, for the moment, her vigilant protector! She slept there for a little while, before getting up. She ran: I, remembering my resolution, decided to follow. She ran to meet another fawn, and the two of them, with me still following, ran to go play with some stags I had seen before. We did some dancing, which was rather fun, particularly when Lemon, the dark blue stag, and I were flipping as we danced.

Realized I haven't written a blog in a while, so here's a bit of an attempt at recalling the last few days. Well, on -what I believe was- the 22rd, pretty shortly after entering the forest and running threw the birch forest, I ran into Scape and some fawns in a mushroom circle. After a few quick bows to all, I hung around and danced with the fawns untill Scape woke up. We goofed off for a while, random emoting and such. Seed eventually showed up as well. I don't think I ever met him before then, but I recognised him from his fanart and such.



One of the fawns left, but the other hung around, looking at us like we were crazy or something. It eventually joined in on the fun. Later some other odd fawn showed up. It really freaked us out, though it seemed rather afraid of us. Eventually we all decided to sit down, and wound up making a sitting line.



After the sitting line, I couldn't stay in the forest much longer. I said a quick overall goodbye and headed out.

I don't think I really stayed in the forest long on the 23rd. I passed by a group of deer assembled by the lake and hung out a while. It kind of reminded me of that winter story I just started writing. There I had some invisible deer sightings while goofing off to be identical to another deer who was in the group. |D



The next day it was snowing! At first I stayed to my lonesome, just enjoying the sight of the snow. I didn't stay in the forest for very long at a time, but I did show up numerous times. Eventually I ran into Rowan (in a dotd pelt and stuff) who was playing as a fawn. Naturally, I was bewildered and amazed. It turned out there were many stags and does who went back to being fawns.

Wow, it's been way too long since I've played TEF... Just recently got a new computer so I decided after not playing it for ages I'd reinstall the game. Only... Minor issue! I can't for the life of me remember how to log in and actually play as my deer... So... Uhhh, if anybody sees this and can give me some help, that'd be great!

Much thanks!

Thielt, the Clueless Deer. <3