Hah, I'm starting to worry about the box I sent, it was about two weeks ago. I hope it didn't get lost in the Bermuda triangle of postal services. -_- Plus I'm not really sure how long it takes to mail something to Finland, but if it doesn't arrive in a few days then that would be bad. :/

So I keep logging into the game but it keeps saying that i'm not connected!!
suggestions?

A Very Merry Happy Christmas



To everyone from the Endless Forest, the Twin Gods, all the deer, all my friends, I wish you a very merry happy Christmas !!

p.s. thats not my art, its just a Christmas card I scanned..

A
- Available: Yes, I'm single... I want a boyfriend badly
- Age: 15, very soon to be 16 ;D
- Annoyance: Umm... Nit picky people
- Animal: Guinea pigs
- Actor(ess): GAH... Johnny Depp for sure ;DDDDD
B
- Beer: Ew...
- Birthday/Birthplace: March 22, 1993, Eau Claire, WI
- Best Friend: Most definately Leah and Ali
- Body Part on opposite sex: Eeeeeeyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeees...
- Best feeling in the world: Being with people you love
- Blind or Deaf: .... um... blind? cant i have neither? D8
- Best weather: sunny, not too hot, but not too chilly, and a little hazy...
- Been in Love: yes... ONCE.
- Been on stage? Well yeah, but it was a class thing...
- Believe in yourself?: Not really...
- Believe in life on other planets: Heh... be an awful waste of space, eh?
- Believe in Magic: No. Sadly no. Except the magic of TEF *shot*
- Believe in Santa: I've never believed in Santa.
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: I believe in demons and angels, but not ghosts.

C
- Car: HA. my dream car is a black Trans-Am with something frickin awesome on the hood.
- Candy: O_o ... chocolate? DONT MAKE ME CHOOOOOOOOOOSE
- Color: hmmm... Green. definitely green
- Cried in school: uhhh yes actually! it was... i dunno, not that bad
- Chocolate/vanilla- CHOCOLATE. VANILLA CAN GO DIE.
- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese by far. theres only so much Mexican food i can stomach
- Cake or pie: guh..... both? XD Cake i guess...
- Country to visit: Japan, Norway, or Ireland...
- Clothing Style: Tanks... lots and lots of tanks...
- Characteristics: Tee hee... I'm SUPER SUPER shy in person, seriously. Even around my ex for the first time i was totally jittery, and were like best friends! other than that... im a loud laugher XD i tend to overreact to funny things, so if its not that funny, ill probably sound like im laughing my head off XD

D
- Day or Night: Night plz
- Dream vehicle: Uhm... Dragon. YEEAAAAAH *shot*
- Danced: Only during volleyball, and its REALLY CRAPPY XD

Hey Fledermaus, in case you were wondering, I was your secret santa. You should have gotten a package in the mail today, but if not then it should arrive on Friday. I tried to get it there on Christmas Eve so I don't know if you got it or not, but I hope you like it

The Mushrooms

they rise like bread
full of old, earthy smells
they rise one by one,
devouring the trees.
They rise great and small
as tasty snacks or high perches
They rise bright red
but turn out white below
They rise strong
and wilt within a day

Seed's Poetry Collection

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This is not a true and proper entry: I could say more, about the beauty of falling snow or the events of the day, or the smell of mushrooms. I could. But I feel just like...letting my heart ramble.

I was happy to see Walter again. Our relationship is/was sometimes very temptuous, but in its own way, it is/was also very sincerely caring. I like to think so, anyway. I never quite knew where I stood with Walter: some days he was angry at me, or jealous, and sometimes he was overbearingly affectionate. Overall, the emotional climate was both warm and stormy, like a tropic sea. I was never wholly clear on how I felt: a little like his sidekick, a little like it was my job to get him to behave just a little, a little like a close friend, and a little like a fawn playing beside a great statue. Perhaps it was because Walter is/was so forthrite and so dramatic that he often became/becomes difficult to understand: that is itself both frustrating and amusing at the same time, which is exactly right. Even if I was a little frustrated, for reasons more mine than his, I was -- on the whole -- happy to see him. and wistful-sad-nostalgic, too.

I was also happy to see him and 21 together. There's something about watching the two of them that's special: a feeling of intense connection, of something... You know the feeling you get when you see golden sunlight pouring through a rain so fine it's almost mist, or when a flight of white birds, thick as a cloud, takes flight in unison, or that of finding the first leaf of spring uncurling, that transluscent green, all soft and moist and vulnerable? and the world is holding its breath, because that moment right there is somehow magical and rare and...special. Complete without being total, pure without simplicity. That's the feeling I get watching those two, when Walter's feelings become crystal-clear and everything has that special feeling to it. I was very happy to see that.

I went into work at 8:00 at my grocery store. At first everything was ok - work was slow and I just had to bring in a few carts, but then after a little while, I got tired of that. I couldn't bag because we had a charity group bagging for tips.

Alrighty, so THEN it suddenly gets crazy. We get a lot of people, but I'm still pulling the same amount of carts from the lot. The carts slowly diminish as we have more people come in, and then I was working like crazy to keep them in. So after 3 hours, my manager comes and is like, "Hey, go cut 20 fruit cups and a bunch of party trays for Produce!"

So I go to Produce and start working on that. I get 3/4 of the fruit cups done when he comes again and is like, "Hey, we can't keep the carts in. You gotta go push carts again." The Produce Manager ended up finishing the fruit cups as I go back to the front and find out there are absolutely no carts available for the customers.

I then have to find carts off of the parking lot, and I'll find 5 or 6 at a time, and bring them into the store only to have 3 or 4 of them get taken immediately. Repeat this process over and over and over until it was time for me to go.

Yeah, today was tough. Yesterday was almost as bad, a little easier than this, but I'm absolutely relieved that I don't have to do that again (at least for a long time).

So anyway, if I don't log on tomorrow, I hope everyone has a great holiday. I can't wait for tomorrow - not only do I love recieving presents, but I also can't wait to see how my family reacts to what I got them. I did all of my shopping in October, so I can't quite remember everything I got for them, but it should be fun anyway. And this'll be Brandy's first Christmas with us, so I know she's excited too.

Also I'd like to thank Emily for her Secret Santa gift! I wasn't sure what to expect! XD

In case you didn't know

Anyways, show your fawny-deer in all their glory!!! Mwahaha!

I'll update this later with mine

MERRY CHRISTMAS DARLINGS.

c:

-anxiously awaiting her Secret Santa-

Hope y'all's Christmas is good, and maybe I'll be on tomorrow after everything's out of the way to hear about it in person. cB

Alsolol. I got my mom a webcam. And she opened it. Technically it was for her and me lolso. I'll try to set it up soon. c: Tra la la almost time to go, merry christmas! <333

Aeros: Merry Christmas to everyone! c:
Pan: LOSDLOLOSFLOFLSFOLOL MERRYCHRISTMASHEEHEEHAHAHOHO.
Tuna: ...what OH merry chrismtas hi. c|
Nox: I quite enjoy mistletoe. ;D
Tuna: ...Key gave me mistletoe for christmas.
Nox: ...|:
Tuna: HAY KEY I GOT YOU SOME YOYOS AND A NEW HEADBAND and I got Her a NEVERMIND I'LL JUST GIVE OUT PRESENTS TOMORROW. cB
Pan: WOO.

In the meantime, Tuna would like to present you with her symphony. I recorded something for her voice butlol this is all you get for now because I'm lazy. c: