Currently: Wandering around

Thinking: "That was weird... so many orange deer"

Wearing: Skull mask , Beluga pelt , Default antlers

Mood: Content

Crush: Nobody as of yet.

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The forest is beautiful and I can’t help but look at it differently. I’m growing older, and I know it’s mostly because of the skull face breaking through my forehead and beneath my chin. And as some of you might know, it will only take a few weeks before I will become completely blind and a skull mask will cover my face.
It’s so depressing if you think about it.

But let’s put a lighter view on it.

It won’t matter what someone looks like, how small or huge they are or if their appearance isn’t all that flattering. I won’t be able to see it. I’ll just get everything I need from their personality, isn’t that what everyone would want? Not caring about the outside, but what’s on the inside? I think it’s wonderful.

And now I must tell you why I haven’t been on. This is because my creator has a lot of work to do. That’s why she isn’t on, but why am I not on? Well I am, but I’m hiding. I’ve been in quite a lot of pain lately because of this growth spurt, and being around other deer gives me migraines and I become dizzy. I don’t want the other deer to see this. But I do come around, and when I do it’s because I’m feeling better and there’s a peaceful pause in the growth. I like it.

Some appearance details: I’m turning blue. Weird? Yes, if you put it that way. It seems I’ll grow up with a white and black pelt with a thin line of black separating the two colors. Right now my white spots are turning blue and getting larger, spreading their blue across my back. My belly is still white but my hooves are growing darker and a blue coloring is inching up the ankles. I’m sort of odd looking, like I have a lot of bruises on me.

||Wednesday, February 4, 2009||

Times(s) of day: Evening




The Twins of Dance

I woke up by the pond. Late in the evening? Why yes. This is because lately I haven’t had much time to sleep. My small joints crackled as I stretched and my eyelids stayed closed until I was ready to move on.
When I opened my eyes, everything was so bright. But that didn’t matter; the Twins of Dance were right across the way.
The soft lapping of water was a gentle rhythm to my footsteps as I scurried around the pond. I jumped and skipped, such excitement coming from me today! I was a big fan of the twins.
They sat beautifully together, and a smile reached up on my face before I moved forward. I bowed and then stood some distance away and waited. They didn’t rise. Disappointed as I was, I still waited and eventually the one on the left rose. I’m not sure who are which, but I know their names are Quince and Uno. But yes, the deer bowed to me and I bowed back, then it rested again.
I was rather frustrated, but then again maybe they wanted there peace. I felt embarrassed quickly. So I walked around and eventually came back, being greeted by the one on the right this time before it rested again.

Me being scared, and The Quadruplets of Dance

I hurried away, joining a deer that so far I am clueless of the name. Quite a fun deer, though random at the same time… The deer seemed to want to cast spells on me. But on our way to the masks, we met the Twin’s of Dance, they’d stood up. I was quite excited, though embarrassed at the same time. I was wearing blue eye makeup! But I pushed the idea away that they’d think differently of me with it on, and that I was getting a mask soon from the unknown deer.

|Update #2: 2/3/09|


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(there are two fawns there ^^) ---


More simple pictures. And I've written down the fawn's pictogram from the photo above, but does anyone know who that deer might be?
Favorite of the photos: Deer sleeping with dragonflies ^_^
Thank you for looking! <33







|Update #1: 2/3/09|
Hi there, my name's Dovev. I actually joined Endless Forest a while back, BUT I forgot my username for my other account and so I'm going to start over.
I doubt any of you know me, I never posted on here. To tell you the truth, I didn't even know about this community site. I like it ^^
So, I'm a photographer. Yes. Simply said. And I work with photoshop to manipulate and "pump up" pictures <3.

Here are a several I took today:

Bridge
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Curious Fawn
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Pillars
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Twins of Dance
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Caged, Sleeping Fawn

Dear world,

Hello there, my name is Dovev—it means whisper. But why would my parents name me that? For they knew that in the future, I’d go sightless, not quiet.

It’d be an easy transformation, sight to sightless. I’ve been trying to keep my eyes closed most of the days, so I can get the odd feeling of never seeing again. It’s rather odd, you can smell and hear so much better when you don’t use your eyes. But then… you don’t see all the pretty colors, like the lush green plants and the beautiful blue waters. The good thing is that I’ll know these colors before I go sightless, so deer can describe them to me and I’ll understand.

Do you wonder why I use sightless? It’s because I won’t be blind. Do you understand? I suppose you don’t, it’s not easy to understand the things that go through my mind.

In the future, like my father, his father, his father, and so on, a skull like feature will puncture through my delicate face skin and begin building its structures around my face. It will have no eye holes. This alteration will take several months, it begins at puberty. I will soon have darkness race across my eyes. I will be able to see, but only the darkness of the inside of my face. I will not be entirely blind.

Does this help? Feeding you these words of appearance and how awful my life will become? If only I was born blind, then it’d be easier. I’d be able to learn from a young age, instead of suddenly go blind in a large part of my life. And then I think about it, what’s going to happen to me?

I should stop, yes. I suppose you don’t like me going on about something that you cannot possibly understand, unless you’re in my mind. And surely you can’t be… that’d be going against physics and the way of life.
I should start over.





Hello world,