Then Im going to entertain 800 children:) (if I can get to London being that all the trains are cancelled! ) then my partner is back from holiday, they I go on holiday:) and I get to go to a huge deer park^^

I have my essentials packed, laptop, graphics tablet and art stuff:P

He went on holiday without me as I couldnt get the time off, but I said he could cse im nice:)

I was going to sleep ages ago but I forgot something so had to come back online:P now im going back to sleep again as the same programme has just been repeated 3 times on the telly¬¬ thats a sign ive been up too long.

Lets try to go to sleep before 6am this time.

..Love me...

Wesker. Kaoori. Osias. Tally. Saosin. Ravyn. Ephire. Dhuddy. Nine. Bylah.


Just names. Just wandering names attached to moving bodies. Like bodies of water, they come and go, retreat and arrive. A rhythm that finds no end, a circle with no starting or end point. Like the sand beneath the swimming koi of the pond, names litter this Forest as if each breath can be wasted at meeting one another.

But it is those names, such meaningless innumerable names that find a small quiet place in my heart. With no intentions of letting others in, you all found a backdoor swinging wide open into my life. Others too, though I doubt they realized they've left their footprints at the door as well. I can only hope that you will come to know, that if you feel you've accomplished nothing here, had no meaning, brought happiness to no one here....... you've changed me, shaped me and helped me become the doe I am today.

In words so short and brief, I love you and will love you, no matter what happens to me in the end.

...If You Don't.

~Ello~ Well I am new here and thought Id introduce myself and my little Girl Leonie with her first day She hopes to meet some other nice deer as she grows but shes generally a shy little girl till you get to know her.

WARNING; mentions of violence, dwugs, cannibalism, and probably lots of blood

I took as many screencaps as I could, but I missed a perfect shot of massive lightning crackling all over the screen. If I vanished suddenly mid-dance, that's because my program crashed, sorry guys, but it was awesome running into Faeron and 21 again!

Sorry if this is a little random, but is there some magical trick to changing your icon? I'm pretty sure I managed it once... but no amount of deleting the old, deleting and going away from the edit page, deleting and going off site and returning to upload, muttering profanities etc. seems to work today. I'd love to have an icon where he's not still a fawn...

A raven of unusual size wanders the Forest. Not only is it uncommonly large, but for some unknown reason, the Twin Gods have named it. It appears to be called ... . shows little fear of deer. It will readily land in the middle of a large herd of deer with seemingly no concern of being trampled. When roared at, it simply caws in response. If a stag attempts to step on it or kick it, it simply flutters out of reach, sometimes even returning a few minutes later. It has even been seen shuffling and hopping about alongside groups of dancing deer. seems to gravitate toward fawns, possibly because they are smaller in size, but its motives are indiscernible. Though it often appears to be trying to communicate with the deer of the Forest, its gestures and body language are still a mystery, for most of them look alike from a deer's perspective.

Note: Please excuse the lack of formatting. I am on an older computer and it takes far too long to copy and paste colour specific coding for each piece of dialog. When I have a functioning new computer it will be edited for clarity. For sake of readability all dialog will be bolded within quotes. Thank you for your consideration and understanding.

A continuation of So close and yet so far and Everlasting smile.

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