So warm, so very very warm, my chin on your shoulders, at your belly, on your knees, over your back. To explore you with my lips, my whiskers, my nose. The smell of you, the very aura of your existence, I relish it- it is my nectar.

I inhale, and my following breath parts your fur like a stone entering a pool, and for a moment I can see the pale of your skin. It's smoothness is alien to me, but I love the sight of it. I exhale again, only to breath in your scent, again, nudging myself closer- ever-ever closer.

I can't be close enough..

It's never enough..

I want to suffocate myself in you. I crave impossible intimacy, I want to enter you, breath in you, thrive in you- it's never enough. You think it too much, but it is never, ever enough.

My mouth finds your chin, your jaw. Supple, tender reminders left there, tokens of adoration. I can't reach your ears.. but oh, how I wish I could whisper things into them, tell you over and over how much you mean to me, over and over, until I can't breathe another word.

You smile, and ah! I would think my very spirit lifted from my body in delight. I capture it in my mind, replay it a million times over. How it pleases me, how knowing I could make such a think happen carries my heart.

My heart..

Oh, my heart. If only I could tell you how much it is yours.

How you stand before all others.

How I would bend the world for you.

How I would break my self for you.

How I break my heart for you.

My nostrils fill with your scent, again, nose pressed affectionately so to the broad of your neck. I can close my eyes, and you are all that exists to me, now.. all that exists.

I'm trying to be better about how long I wait to post these.

Walking through this sea of faces
They all say the same thing
Keep your head down
Don't take chances
It's just to risky

You might fall down
And then your a victim
You can have your dreams
Sure
But keep them under lock and key
For when you are asleep
So they won't interfere with reality

For some reason my legs seem heavier
My heartbeat is starting to slow
The color in this world is slowly fading
There is nothing but silence
Except for the mindless footsteps around us.

A world of grey coated in silence
Is this what living is about ?
It can't be
In this sea of people there are a few others
That have the same expression on their face like me
Confusion

We come together
To bring back the color the music
The art of this world
Don't call us victims
We may not have expensive things
But were happy to be artists
Society might scoff at us

But we find happiness in living our life
Going day to day
Reaching for the stars
Never regretting that we not have given it our all.
It might be different
But every person is different.

Keep your eyes peeled.

For you might have received a gift.

So here I am with Banteris, my fawn, yet I've no idea how I can express his character or traits that make him different from any other deer.
(I find the limited duration of items on the fawns annoying, as it doesn't really make me want to try and develop the character if his look wont stay put for more than a minute. Constantly having to re-Load the stuff I want is frustrating, just thought i'd get that out there.)

So I was wondering if a few of you might be interested in telling me about your deer and how you developed them as their own character. It might help me log on for more than 30 minutes if I can get into this game. XD;

Regards,
Bant

He's not entirely there... but he's got a place here.
You can meet him if you'd care... uh, to.

I'M 5 DAYS AWAY FROM BECOMING A FULL GROWN DEER!!! EEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

How do I put an Icon on?