my deer wont be in game for... i have no idea how long and i wont be here much either

my desktop *that all my art and all things tef* was on got a virus..no idea how just crap luck i guess,as i have all kinds of walls up..needless to say im very upset. I may lose ALL my art..i dont know yet.

anyway take care guys

i have been fadeing out any way. maybe i need this break. I hope it wont last too long though

It's not a full sketch and I apologize but its the first time I ever tried to draw a wolf head so I wanted to do it big.

FleuraLuna for Bayleen

I feel artsy tonight so the first comment with a bio of their character will get some art.

I've started to notice that a lot of animals seem to make me think of Quad when they have black and white fur patterns. It made me wonder about the transform/shapeshift spells...

What if the Endless Forest deer eventually developed magic where they could shapeshift into any animal, and on their own free will?

I was thinking that I may be seeing Quad as an embodiment of other animals, that I feel his presence even when I see another animal that reminds me of him. Like he's always watching over me.

A few examples for Quad:

Dark Eyed Junco
Kaibab Squirrel
Canadian Goose
"Black" Coyote
Crossocheilus Siamensis "Algae-eater fish"


Obviously this isn't limited to my deer - feel free to post up pictures of animals you think resemble your own deer!

But yeah...it's like they're always protecting us.

Yeah, I found this in my photobucket account while I was browsing through. Who is this?

So warm, so very very warm, my chin on your shoulders, at your belly, on your knees, over your back. To explore you with my lips, my whiskers, my nose. The smell of you, the very aura of your existence, I relish it- it is my nectar.

I inhale, and my following breath parts your fur like a stone entering a pool, and for a moment I can see the pale of your skin. It's smoothness is alien to me, but I love the sight of it. I exhale again, only to breath in your scent, again, nudging myself closer- ever-ever closer.

I can't be close enough..

It's never enough..

I want to suffocate myself in you. I crave impossible intimacy, I want to enter you, breath in you, thrive in you- it's never enough. You think it too much, but it is never, ever enough.

My mouth finds your chin, your jaw. Supple, tender reminders left there, tokens of adoration. I can't reach your ears.. but oh, how I wish I could whisper things into them, tell you over and over how much you mean to me, over and over, until I can't breathe another word.

You smile, and ah! I would think my very spirit lifted from my body in delight. I capture it in my mind, replay it a million times over. How it pleases me, how knowing I could make such a think happen carries my heart.

My heart..

Oh, my heart. If only I could tell you how much it is yours.

How you stand before all others.

How I would bend the world for you.

How I would break my self for you.

How I break my heart for you.

My nostrils fill with your scent, again, nose pressed affectionately so to the broad of your neck. I can close my eyes, and you are all that exists to me, now.. all that exists.

I'm trying to be better about how long I wait to post these.

Walking through this sea of faces
They all say the same thing
Keep your head down
Don't take chances
It's just to risky

You might fall down
And then your a victim
You can have your dreams
Sure
But keep them under lock and key
For when you are asleep
So they won't interfere with reality

For some reason my legs seem heavier
My heartbeat is starting to slow
The color in this world is slowly fading
There is nothing but silence
Except for the mindless footsteps around us.

A world of grey coated in silence
Is this what living is about ?
It can't be
In this sea of people there are a few others
That have the same expression on their face like me
Confusion

We come together
To bring back the color the music
The art of this world
Don't call us victims
We may not have expensive things
But were happy to be artists
Society might scoff at us

But we find happiness in living our life
Going day to day
Reaching for the stars
Never regretting that we not have given it our all.
It might be different
But every person is different.

Keep your eyes peeled.

For you might have received a gift.