I'm nothing
This soul is soo fragile
Weak
No ambition
Waste of life
Black and white
Day and night
No love
No sanity
Hope has deserted me
Loss is haunting
Making you change in ways you never thought possible


Struggling for what
Another day
That puts me one step closer to
That underground grave
Purpose do I even have one
Without one I am lost
Useless



Biding my time
Till that clock stops ticking
Until I take that last breathe
I love my family
But even that grasp
Is loosening
They say life is precious and you should often live it to its fullest
I had at one point agreed
And still encourage others to do the same
Yet it's ironic how I don't listen to my other voice

If I could sit in a corner and look out the window
And just fade away
I would
I don't think I'm meant for anything great in this world or even the next
I'm just a dreamer
That thinks reality is a nightmare
Because in reality
There is death,truth,fear,dishonesty and so many other things.

To think we used to live in a more peaceful state
And to see where we are today.
Children dying by anothers hands
Talking back against your parents has become common practice in some households.
Wars are unavoidable
Parents do the unthinkable as they bury there sons and daughters.
Chaotic in others words that is what we have become
Greed has taken some of the week souls in this worls

Mother Nature fights back to presrve what is rightfully hers
Yet we destroy it without a second thought
Animals die for our own need
How much more can the earth take till it finally says no more
Are my words meaningless to you the reader
Or perhaps by know you have already flitted away to another page.
Thinking that this is another rant and perhaps you even rolled your eyes.

At this I laugh
Tiss but a bit of humor that I see.
A rarity in fact that I smile
These days that expression seems to be so foreign to me
Don't ask me why
Because I don't know that answer
Jus

Going to store, he is sleeping by the pine tree near the lake.

Please feel free to spam pelt spells off of him, and change his colors too!!!!

Trying to find a set. Not sure what yet, probably want the antelope pelt, since it has the three stripes down the back, and looks most similar to drawrings of him. If you can cast something fantastic though, he would love to try it on.

http://www.livestream.com/zeeze

Today: Screenie editing

Warnings: Music

I am finally back!

Just wanted to say... Now I will be in the forest with Eagle so someone who wants to meet him??

He will sit under the willow tree on the high side of the pond

John and I have for a while been talking about the wall in our kitchen, and that it could be fun if I painted it. I couldn't get any good idéas of what I could paint, but then one day John came at told me about this huge watch that only was the "hands". I thought it was a great idéa to paint a giant clock that actually showed the time, so we bought it right away. And the idéa evolved into a giant clock tree with clock birds on it!
And there is 66 clock birds!!! (Wanted it to be 222, because that is my signature number, but that was far too many)
Here is a bunch of pictures of some of them.

I had a dream about my character Sierra,and two others Jeremy and Jareth last night.Up until know I kinda experienced a writers block but that wall has been torn down.
Anyway unless your Dannii or are a sneaky follower of my previous writtings on them you might not understand it.

{Soon to come }{in stores near you,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,not likely just hereXD}

To improve my writings and character development, I wanted to ask if you could answer some questions for me. And you won't hurt my feelings with whatever you say, I really need the critique so please be honest Any responses are appreciated!

For more info on my characters:
Quad's Updates and Stuff has links to their bios
The Deadly Trio Database
Introducing Rock Hounds

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Question 1 - Of my 'good' characters (Quad, Blixt, Trunks, Caw, Pent, Hex, Zephyr), who is your favorite and why?

Question 2 - Of my 'evil' characters (Iugulare, Anirapio, Nekumbra, the Rock Hounds), who is your favorite and why?

Question 3 - Of all of my characters, good and evil, who is your least favorite and why?

Question 4 - What do you think about Iugulare's infection? Is it inappropriate for this community? Why or why not?

Question 5 - I sometimes have characters hurt, suffering, or eaten alive in my stories. Is this inappropriate for this community? Why or why not?

Question 6 - What do you think about the Rock Hound event?

Question 7 - Is there anything I can improve on my characters? Do I need to fix anything about any particular character?

Question 8 - Is there anything I can improve on my writing? Is there anything you'd like to see in my writing?

Question 9 - Is Quad in any way considered to be a 'mary sue' character?

I had a writing muse, so picked someone I wanted to write for. Sorry if I get Teradeer's personality wrong...

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The fog is thick in this forest, yet I am not afraid. I see hoofprints buried on the path, and know you have been here recently. I follow the direction they go, peering deeper past the trees for you.

A slight form passes by. I stop and look. Your form looks like a deer, but...where are your antlers? Are you missing your jaw? What happened to you?

You stop and look, your eyes are collected yet haunting. Your fur...is it even fur? You are covered in pale pink like the muscles that hide beneath the skin.

What are you? Are you a monster? Are you a demon or a zombie? Or...are you my guardian?

You approach. My heart races. I stay still, and you stand before me. I see your form here as you look upon me, yet I have no fear. You pace around me, studying me as well. What are your thoughts? Will you reject me? Will you harm me? Or...

You walk away, back the way you were coming. I watch as you turn toward me, not speaking (though how could you without your jaw?), but only peering to me. Do you want me to follow you? Will you protect me from the horrors of this forest? Can I trust you?

...Yes...yes, I will trust you completely. I see your true nature. You are beautiful, you are mysterious, you are...me...

Lead me away, Teradeer. I will follow you to the ends of the Earth.

Lead me away.