I promised myself today that I wouldn't cry
But it's an emotion I can't control
I would gladly die
Just to see you alive

2 years to the day
Since you were so cruelly taken away
This day haunts me like no other
I wish to see you
Beside me and my mother
The two people that are near and dearest to my heart
This will never change

I feel your prescence but it still doesn't prevent me from shedding tears
Time has healed little
And coping is all I can try to do

I miss your smile your laughter
I miss you darling big brother.
This human separation is painful to bare
And all I can do is take life minute by minute

Today I can't hold back the memories
The tears they overflow
This anniversarry is planted deep within my soul
For it won't allow me to be strong
I break down
At the memory of the call.

Darling brother I love you
And wish your life hadn't ended is such a way

To the readers of the community I wish to express my sorrow
I'm sorry you must witness the greiving of a survivior
But today it seems I can not be strong,I apologize if you dislike my prescence here in this grieving time.

I think I spend too much time in the endless forest and on this site, while nothing really happends. therefore, I'll try not to be here so much and instead do other things, like take a walk, paint or other things. I know everyone have something they are addicted to, but it can also destroy life.

Haha, and I know that when I get Pokémon white (or Grey if it may come) I'll be addicted to it. If actually feels like I am just waiting for it.

This is a gift for Auxentius, about The Emperor.



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Waiting to be adult deer and getting impatient...

I've noticed that... the deer in the forest have very big PUFFY chests.

Anyone notice that too? Or is it just me?

They Call Me Echo

This is where I got the idea from.

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This is the Fawn Project! It is similar to Quad's Project, but with fawns, and instead of one person, with ten people.

I was reading the comments on Quad's post and I remember seeing someone's comment saying that they treat fawns worse.

I've decided that while Quad tries out his Nameless project, I try out the fawn. So then we'll see the results of how people treat both Namelesses and fawns.

But I've changed something. I do not want to do this project alone.

I want ten people to be a fawn.

Any ten.

But I don't want to use the same pictograms for a deer one has, for a deer might recognize it and treat the fawn the same way he would treat him as an adult.

I'm making three accounts (which I am too lazy too make right now XD), named test one, test two, and test three. The first three people to participate will share account one. Four, five, and six will share the second account. Seven, eight, and nine will share account three. I will be the tenth person, and I will be using my newest deer, Aiattaua's picto, as he is still a fawn so I have not entered the forest with him yet, so no one will know it's me.

You can still help with this project, but you cannot go into the forest with your accounts yet for I have not made them. I'll let everyone know once I have made them.

This project will go on for a month.

(Please, help. Lol.)