{:: SMOLDERING BONES ::}

Tuhka's picture








12.11.2017
Long time no see, huh?
I'm completely taken over by an urge to start RPing again. I have this guy who's been floating in my mindworld for a long while. I also reread Marrok's old starting RP's and kind of feel like bringing him back as well - though I have no idea how that would work out. I forgot about him in such an early state, he had only just arrived and made a couple of acquaintances and now there are years of not touching him. I'd like to continue somewhat where he was left but lkxsdhfsd.

And the whole RP thing anyways. I tend to be super tired every day from work etc. Now I was sick so had couple of days to regain my strength (hey, I even picked up a pen and scribbled things) but I don't know how will things work out when returning back to the usual.

Aaaagh I want things, I want pretty things and I want them scarred beautifully. Off to work I go. =_=

~Quamar





ABOUT ME





Nicks:
Quamar, Smolderbone, Routalanka

Real name:
Tiia

Age:
29 [21.05.1989]

Country:
Finland

Orientation:
Straight

Status::
Taken

Aspirations:
Go around the world and see and experience as much as I can.
Meet awesome people and force them into a beautiful friendship with myself.
Getting better at various of things and somehow finding a way to prosperity.

Traits:
Shy, adventurous, creative, deep, gross, worrywart, laid-back, easily excited, stubborn, childish, playful, lazy, obsessive, awkward, ambitious, proud, curious/nosey, caring, sensitive,

CONTACT:
Skype: Routalanka
email: tinzuli89(at)hotmail.com
(Don't mind this horrible old email address)
DA: smolderbone.deviantart.com














CHARACTERS


















Seele's picture

That video. I died. Multiple

That video. I died. Multiple times.
Laddergoat. Oh my god. ;_;.. HIS LAUGHTER. XDD
Tally's picture

I almost spit out my drink

I almost spit out my drink watching that video not even joking. ;3;

When he goes back to do it for the second time I just can't help myself.
Tuhka's picture

Over 1000 commentsssss

Over 1000 commentsssss *dances with ladder goats*

Roudapulla:
Humhum~ *still contenly humming for sum äksön*

Vee:
Oh u, how dare u thief u. >8U

Misako and Tally:
I know.. I KNOW. It isn't supposed to be funny, it's just a goat. I almost peed my pants last night watching this.

When he turns off the wall to see the goat down there again, I can't hold my laugh anymore. :'DD
Oh you. Ladder goat, you're so random..!

hai thar

hai thar
Tuhka's picture

Ohaihai thar : D //Shameless

Ohaihai thar : D

//Shameless bump, noooo D:
Narina's picture

I ish loving this layout. All

I ish loving this layout.
All colors look good in my screen and it's pretty and long and dandy~

I second Narina. It's soft

I second Narina. It's soft and nice for the eye. I love it :3 <3
quadraptor's picture

Stupid question if you don't

Stupid question if you don't mind me asking:

Do Cut and Rip not like it when others sit next to them? I sat Quad down with them because I recognized your picto, but I think one of them lowered their antlers at him. I don't roleplay so I didn't know what the problem was. If I was invading your space I apologize, I was just trying to find someone to hang out with.
Tuhka's picture

Thank you for the feedback,

Thank you for the feedback, I'm glad it looks fine for others as well.

And Quaddy:
Wow, I don't recall ever lowering antlers at Quad, ever. o__O
I've always welcomed you in our company and everything, regardless the character I'm playing.
If I've ever accidently showed angry emote at you, I assure I've done it totally unintentionally, you're always welcome in my company, roleplay or not. Shocked

Though, Cut and Rip often shows angry emotes to each others playfully so maybe that has confused you, sorry if I've made you feel like you're not wanted in our company, that's not the case at all. skfhsa. : D
quadraptor's picture

Sorry, maybe that's what I

Sorry, maybe that's what I saw yesterday. I thought it was something to do with the rut *shrug*

Anyway, Quad'll come sit with you two sometime, I was having a bad meltdown last night so I must have misinterpreted what I saw. I apologize.

Ohohohoh~ neat :3

Ohohohoh~ neat :3
Narina's picture

-pops in- I just remembered

-pops in-

I just remembered that when Quad came, Cut was annoyed up to his ears because Rip kept snuggling his invisible clone. Cut went around taunting and lowering antlers to show his bad mood but didn't target it to anyone. : D

And I'll say that I & Rip have nothing against your company either, feel free to approach. (8
Tuhka's picture

Thank you Estme : D And

Thank you Estme : D

And yessss Cut was throwing a tantrum. I don't actually remember seeing Quad around, maybe I just didn't follow my surroundings too well. It happens to me way too often, really. <'D
So yes, just feel free to join us like you usually do, it's always nice seeing you around. :]
-kicks Cut to dumpster-

-shy question up ahead- may

-shy question up ahead- may i add you on msn? :3 >////<
Tuhka's picture

That's why I've given my MSN

That's why I've given my MSN up there, so peeps can add me if they want~ Go ahead, go go. : D

-done- I feel so brave~ :'D

-done- I feel so brave~ :'D thank you <3 x3
Tuhka's picture

Oh you brave warrior. You

Oh you brave warrior. You don't know where you got yourself into right now. >8D

..... Ö^Ö -starts to shake

..... Ö^Ö -starts to shake inside of armor- ...m-momy... ; ;

xD -dead-
Tuhka's picture

Your mommy can't hear you

Your mommy can't hear you now. Cool

-sobs- ...I know... sh-she's

-sobs- ...I know... sh-she's sleeping....
HAHAHAH xD <3
Custard's picture

Welcome homee.

Welcome homee. <3 Hurhur. Yeahh, PW does get a little boring. I'm still surprised I find tef more fun though sjdfkd
Tuhka's picture

Eeee thank youuu. -rolls on

Eeee thank youuu. -rolls on comfy Cut couch-
I'm more into TEF myself too, in overall. Sometimes I just get these times TEF suddenly feels boring and then I'm taking my leave to try out other games for a while.
I'm always back in a week or so, it seems. <'D

PW is somewhat fun to play sometimes but usually get's boring after a while of playing. It just revolves around quests mostly. And killing monsters. Rather repetitive. But it's fun for a while. -nod-
Tenley's picture

Can you give me the link to

Can you give me the link to your deer lines? :3
Walking into a room and saying, " I should clean this! " Then walking out. -lily

Reyy's picture

Welcome back. (:

Welcome back. (:

oh hi again :> I gotta say

oh hi again :>

I gotta say I'm extremely curious about this PW game, but too lazy to check it out xD
But screen shots look cool.
Tuhka's picture

Tenley~ Here you go I should

Tenley~
Here you go
I should put the link here in this blog or somewhere maybe so it would be easier find them maybe Shocked

Ravynn~
Aw, thank you, Ravynn :]

estme:
Heyhey Estmensson. : D
It's a huge game. But I think it's worth a shot when everything else feels boring/dull.
If you're ever going to try it out, come to Raging Tides servers, there's few other TEF people as well. 8D

Quamarsson, thanks for the

Quamarsson, thanks for the server name. I wanted to try this a couple of times but was too lazy to download it xD But as I've been lacking some good games to play recently I may try it out next weekend (if I manage to find some time then) :3
Tuhka's picture

Estmenssonssens. Yarrr I

Estmenssonssens. Yarrr I might give you a poke if we ever cross roads in the game. : D
There seems to be very little any good RP games at the moment... TEF seems to be the only one worth playing... D:
Munkel's picture

-tracks- :3

-tracks- :3
Tuhka's picture

-GASP-

-GASP-
Flyra's picture

Don't you ever think of your

Don't you ever think of your art as if it's loosing its magic again. :U
Your art may not always be flooding out in a river out of you, but that's normal, we're human and nothing's steady or will remain as it used to be. I actually have the same issue with writing since... a long time. I used to write a hell lot, so many stories at the same time, so many ideas and inspiration in my head. ... I haven't been writing anything productive since something around two years now. But still, I am somewhat positive that this may return one day. Because it's the only thing I am somewhat decent at as well, and it's my passion, present or not.
I think it's very similar to your situation. And I wish you the best of luck with trying to return to the good ol' drawing times... Plus, I have absolutely no doubt that you're still admired by bunches of people, including me. Your art is still very unique, your anatomy with everything is to die for and your skills with Photoshop and colors and backgrounds and light will surely never fade, even if they may just hide for a while.

pfft, no idea if this was of any use to you eww
f l y r a b l o g avatar by tinkee, sig by Quamar
Reyy's picture

Please don't feel like that.

Please don't feel like that. :/
You are your art is fucking AMAZING.
Really... <3

Hm, looks like a slight art

Hm, looks like a slight art block to me.
You know, I know what you mean. I used to be happy with my drawings too. It's not like they were better than the ones I do now, but they used to bring me much more satisfaction, I felt more happy about them. And now I don't think I can draw anything special (not that I could draw anything special previously anyway x'D).

But I gotta admit it's hard for me to believe how you can feel this way. I seriously thought you're in your best drawing years. Well, for me you are extremely talented and very experienced. Your art is amazing and unique. And you know, you shouldn't compare it to anyone else's style, because style is a very personal thing.
Just try to do your best!
Redkora's picture

I'm sorry you're feeling this

I'm sorry you're feeling this way Quammy. Maybe you need to draw things other than deer and dragons? You might be burned out on it.

Also, do you think this has anything to do with the stress of having to add everyone in your Calendar picture? Don't worry about it. Only draw those people that you said you would draw initially. The others (including myself) will just have to do without or do an art trade with you if they want their deer drawn by you. Smiling
[pixel deer by Aldebaran]
Tuhka's picture

Flyra: Thanks, no really that

Flyra:
Thanks, no really that makes sense, I really hope this is just a phase and I'll continue improving later.
It's just feels a little eww at the moment, not happy with anything I do. And it's been going for so long. >__>
Ah, I think I've never seen your writings. Good luck with it and thank you, Flyraaargh <3

Ravynn:
Awgh, thank you for the couraging words, Ravynn.
means a lot... <3

estme:
I suppose it's hard to be special/original in the community full of awesome artists. <'D
I'm silently stalking your art blog, I love seeing your stuff.

My best drawing year was maybe two years back, I was most productive back then.
Now I'm a little bleh, all I manage to do are just small, lazy doodles really.
Hmm, I know it's one of artists worst mistakes to compare to other artists but sometimes I can't help myself. It's stupid really.. .__.
Thank you, estme. You made me want to try better. : D
<333

Redkora:
Yah, well, I'm in progress trying to learn drawing other things as well, humans mostly are under some work. : P

Naww, it has nothing to do with the calendar picture, this is something that has been going on for maybe even a year. I'm just not happy with the stuff I do and it stresses me. -shrug-
I don't think I'll get the picture finished in time for the calendar competition, though... such a big work, so little remaining time. :/
But I think I'll do it anyways, it can be in the next calendar if nothing else. : D
Redkora's picture

I understand not being happy

I understand not being happy with the stuff I make. Whether it's drawing, clay work, or a proposal for a project, there are times when I can't stand to look at my stuff.

If it helps, just know how awesome everyone (myself included) thinks your art is. When you're down and thinking your art is sub-par, just remember how much everyone here admires you and your work.

If anything else, challenge yourself and try to surpass yourself. I, as well as everyone here, will be excited to see just how more awesome you can be. This only applies if you think you're not trying hard enough or are starting to stagnate at your current level.

However, only you can know your limits. If you need to, take a short break from drawing. I find that if I make myself sit at the computer to try to come up with what I want to say in a paper, I can't be as productive. Get out, run around town, go for a walk, etc. Inspiration and ideas will come when you least expect it.
[pixel deer by Aldebaran]
IoRez's picture

This may not be such a bad

This may not be such a bad thing. If you find your work lacking in some ways, and are seeking inspiration from other artists, it may mean that you are ready to grow creatively. Seeking to do better is always a good thing, and it's important to also look outside oneself, to others you admire, as part of the process.

(They say it takes 10,000 hours to become an expert at anything. That's two hours a day, every day, for fourteen years.)

Everyone has room to improve, and it's often the most brilliant and influential artists (Dali, Van Gogh, Gaugin etc...) who are relentless self-critics. The important thing is to keep trying and keep working and keep learning and keep going! Eventually these feelings will pass and you'll be able to focus on your work with renewed spirit.

Tuhka's picture

Thank you for the helpful

Thank you for the helpful comments. :]
I really wish to get over this and continue improving again...

I hate it how nowadays people

I hate it how nowadays people are trying to stuff everyone in the same concept of "how to play this game right" as in truth, there is no any right way.

Maan, I so agree with this. It is also stressful for me to play my so-called "villain" in game. I mean I have a very specific character who doesn't like interactions which include button smashing and such and he usually ignores others. But all the time I am so nervous that somebody complains about his behavior I can't normally play the game. And changing character's personality (especially if you have worked on it for a veeery long time) would be just bad.

But I think we both can be slightly mistaken. I don't think everyone in the community is oversensitive and makes the huge drama post (like "i'm leaving FOREVER" or "HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?") just because you taunted at them (are they? ._.)
But still you never know who you interact with.
Redkora's picture

Thanks for bringing this up,

Thanks for bringing this up, Quammy. I totally agree. I've been saying this for almost two years. Puzzled
[pixel deer by Aldebaran]
Fincayra's picture

It was so nice seeing Quamar

It was so nice seeing Quamar again~! Thank you for playing with Stella for a little while. (: ♥
Tuhka's picture

Eee Finnyy, yeshh it was nice

Eee Finnyy, yeshh it was nice having a small spin. Saw her alone there so wanted to pop in the scene to say hi. : D
<33

I'm tracking this d: You're

I'm tracking this d: You're playing with my gazelle Mina right now. I had no idea you were Qaumar xD
Tuhka's picture

Ah so that was you! 8D it was

Ah so that was you! 8D
it was nice to have some dancing company and silliness, thank you! : D

Yay I'm glad xD I got worried

Yay I'm glad xD I got worried that i might of bored you and sorry i sat down and went away, i was making something to eat
Tuhka's picture

Noooo you weren't boring at

Noooo you weren't boring at all! I got kinda busy myself, gotta get something to drink nao, then I can play more : D

It was fun playing with you!

It was fun playing with you! Thank you ^__^
Lyeekha's picture

Ta for helping out earlier,

Ta for helping out earlier, even though I messed it up by not quite getting the hang of the whole set-saving thing yet! :B
Tuhka's picture

Kitsune: Yapyap, thank you

Kitsune:
Yapyap, thank you too! :]

Lieka:
I knew I recognized that picto! I just couldn't tell who it belonged to : D
It was nice seeing you, been a while again I suppose~ : P
Lyeekha's picture

Indeedy! I missed seeing that

Indeedy! I missed seeing that bathtub on me deer-dar. :'D I see Cutlass all the time, but he's always just with that other deer, inne?