{:: SMOLDERING BONES ::}

Tuhka's picture








12.11.2017
Long time no see, huh?
I'm completely taken over by an urge to start RPing again. I have this guy who's been floating in my mindworld for a long while. I also reread Marrok's old starting RP's and kind of feel like bringing him back as well - though I have no idea how that would work out. I forgot about him in such an early state, he had only just arrived and made a couple of acquaintances and now there are years of not touching him. I'd like to continue somewhat where he was left but lkxsdhfsd.

And the whole RP thing anyways. I tend to be super tired every day from work etc. Now I was sick so had couple of days to regain my strength (hey, I even picked up a pen and scribbled things) but I don't know how will things work out when returning back to the usual.

Aaaagh I want things, I want pretty things and I want them scarred beautifully. Off to work I go. =_=

~Quamar





ABOUT ME





Nicks:
Quamar, Smolderbone, Routalanka

Real name:
Tiia

Age:
29 [21.05.1989]

Country:
Finland

Orientation:
Straight

Status::
Taken

Aspirations:
Go around the world and see and experience as much as I can.
Meet awesome people and force them into a beautiful friendship with myself.
Getting better at various of things and somehow finding a way to prosperity.

Traits:
Shy, adventurous, creative, deep, gross, worrywart, laid-back, easily excited, stubborn, childish, playful, lazy, obsessive, awkward, ambitious, proud, curious/nosey, caring, sensitive,

CONTACT:
Skype: Routalanka
email: tinzuli89(at)hotmail.com
(Don't mind this horrible old email address)
DA: smolderbone.deviantart.com














CHARACTERS


















OokamiAzura's picture

Metal Gear Solid, how I love

Metal Gear Solid, how I love thee.

I seriously need to play those games again. I haven't touched a single one of them in...months. xD;
Tuhka's picture

Mmm~ playing through the

Mmm~ playing through the fourth one at the moment. Again.
Should install the first one on this PC to play it through again. Agh, haven't touched the games for a while either, suddenly got the inspiration again.

Lovely game series is lovely.
-rolls on-
OokamiAzura's picture

I don't have a PS3, so I

I don't have a PS3, so I wasn't able to play the 4th one; got stuck watching the cutscenes on YouTube instead. Which is something I still have to finish. Long story/cutscenes are LONG, lol xD

I was really lucky to have found a MGS collector's box that had MGS 1, MGS 2: Substance, and MGS3: Subsistence in a bundle for only $20. I tell you, I was like a kid in a candy store with that.

And yes, indeed, fksfkskfsk &hearts
Tuhka's picture

The cutscenes in MGS4 are

The cutscenes in MGS4 are indeed hell of a long.
It's almost like half-movie or something... : D

Ahhh I would like to have MGS1 on PS instead of PC. It's a little annoying to play a game like that with PC. And my MGS2 Substance isn't working anymore for some reason. Maybe the disc is broken or something... ;___;
But ah MGS3 is lovely, one of the best ones from the series, along with the first one.

ksdhfsd. <3

I love how this looks, the

I love how this looks, the colors looks nice together and even if it looks complicated I think it looks simple and easy for the eye at the same time. :3

-overuse the word looks- Ö3Ö
Narina's picture

Vauugh love it. Great choice

Vauugh love it. Great choice of colors. The header is awesom-o too. Cool
shaku's picture

Lookin good >u> I love the

Lookin good >u> I love the color choices.

Tuhka's picture

Dec: Good to hear. I'm a

Dec:
Good to hear. I'm a little worried it looks too messy/full of everything, augh I always have to over-do everything D8<
But good it looks good for the eye :]
and hope it's not ksdhfskdf on other browsers.

Narina:
CutRip headers pwn.
You know this site is great for seeking inspiration for colors and patterns.

shaku you ninja:
Thank yarr. Hope anything's not jumping off too much :]
shaku's picture

Buahaha >3 Nope, it's all

Buahaha >3

Nope, it's all fitting together perfectly.
I love that site you linked to, btw. I've never been able to use it properly *sucks at color theory* ..But still~ ♥

Tuhka's picture

-steals your ninja

-steals your ninja socks-

Gewdiegewwwwd~
Argh I know, I suck at combining colors without making them to blow up the watcher's retinas. But in that site there's quite nice color combos, it's kind of inspiring to browse them through. 8D
J!n's picture

This is looking great.

This is looking great.
Tuhka's picture

Thank you, nice hearing : D

Thank you, nice hearing : D
Seele's picture

Wondering the same, actually.

Wondering the same, actually. I also wonder about the amount of comments these "placeholder" blogs get, whilst something that someone worked on gets ignored.
What's up with that people? Why does someone typing only a dot get 25 comments over someone who wrote a nice piece of art?
*Sneaks out again*
IoRez's picture

Hear, hear.

Hear, hear.

Always been curious bout that

Always been curious bout that myself, the only thing I can think of is the blogs are made to test CSS?
Tuhka's picture

Ah yes the comments too, it's

Ah yes the comments too, it's very sad seeing the empty blogs getting so much more comments than something with actual content and hard work.
Maybe it's popularity testing? Just a thought. :'D

And I understand CSS testing blogs really, they have a purpose of only testing some things one wouldn't want to test with their actual blogs, in case they'd mess something up. Well. That would suck.
But those place holders with only a dot or few words, I just don't get it. Hah.
Oh well. Maybe I don't need to. 8>
bubblywums's picture

I agree with you 100% Quamar.

I agree with you 100% Quamar. I've felt this way for a long time, it's why I don't post very much here... Sticking out tongue
Narina's picture

So much agreeing. I hinted

So much agreeing.
I hinted about it in my blog a while ago, been wondering it for a while as well. : D

Maybe it's a new trend, just like 'tracking' instead of 'commenting'.
Tuhka's picture

Yah. Not like it's any

Yah. Not like it's any serious issue but I've just been wondering what's the point, really.

Ah really? Well I've been wondering for long enough I just had to say it out loud. Pfff.
I'm starting to hate more and more these community trends, they're getting more and more ridiculous. o_ô



shaku's picture

I can give a personal

I can give a personal response to this... I made a placeholder blog when I was having to work up my confidence for something XD It was sort of a, "Well, it's there. Now I can't run away from it..."

Tuhka's picture

Hah, suppose that's one side

Hah, suppose that's one side of it, then. Nice hearing from both sides. :'D
I've been feeling rather curious of the reasons for them, really : P

Oh OuO I see you brought up

Oh OuO I see you brought up something that I also have been woundering about for so long. Though I'm to shy to ask people about it xD. I agree with you a 100% :'3
shaku's picture

;n; *snugs and whips the

;n; *snugs and whips the postperson to make him/her deliver your compu faster* Or do you mean... you're going to pick it out this week? Congratsss~ New computers are so much fun XD

Calinka's picture

*has just posted on Cutlass'

*has just posted on Cutlass' blog*

Ugh, sorry... I didn't want to add to your moodiness or such... I hope you get better soon, though. Besides, I get always deprived of sleep... because of me. xD
Tuhka's picture

Merrick: Well, we're not the

Merrick:
Well, we're not the only ones wondering :'D

shaku:
I'm going to pick it up when it's built and finished. The computernerdguy will call when it's finished, he said it would be around this week so nnnnghhh I can't wait! -squeal-
It's going to work smooooothly with all sorts of games. Byebye lag and horrible frames. Cool
-spazzes-

Calinka:
Phaha, no you're not bothering at all, don't be sorry, geez :'D
Thank you, this day was a little bleh and made me quite cranky for a moment but I'm better now, no worries~
Phahaha, it's hard going to sleep when all the interesting is happening when I should. Gosh, some nights I stay awake till early morning. Healthy living styles, they don't live here. 8D
shaku's picture

Eeee, that's so exciting! XDD

Eeee, that's so exciting! XDD So it's gonna be all purdy and customized? *u* That's the besttt~ *purrs*

Tuhka's picture

Ahhh yes, custom desktop

Ahhh yes, custom desktop hawtness, my new man. ///sounds almost sad
You can't even see Cutlass in the forest anymore since he's zooming past with 1000 frames. Ohoho. >8D
IcantwaitIcantwait. -eats her pillow-
shaku's picture

Cutless, the new Flash... TEF

Cutless, the new Flash... TEF superhero *A*

Tuhka's picture

DU DU DUNNN STRIKE A POSE,

DU DU DUNNN STRIKE A POSE, BABEH!

He won't save anybody, he'll just steal their purses and wallets.
shaku's picture

Lmaooo... you know, because

Lmaooo... you know, because we all carry those... *installs pockets on my deer*

Tuhka's picture

It's the Endless Forest,

It's the Endless Forest, everything's possible. Next to a magic and spells and flying goldfish, does deer with wallets and purses feel so unrealistic anymore? HUMANFACED DEER ON TOP.

*installs as well just so Cut would have something to do with his superpowers*
shaku's picture

YES IT DOES. Now, if you'd

YES IT DOES.
Now, if you'd said he was going to steal their magical unicorn horns, that would've been acceptable =3=

Tuhka's picture

WELL OH DAMN, Magical unicorn

WELL OH DAMN, Magical unicorn horns and magical magic potions and spells and magic abilities it is then that he steals!
He's gonna be glittery for the rest of his life with that stuff, beats Edward Cullen at that. D8<
shaku's picture

*wipes away a tear of pride*

*wipes away a tear of pride* ;u; That's the spirit, lad. That's the spirit.

Tuhka's picture

*Weeps the tears of

*Weeps the tears of desperation for everyone thinking he's a sparklevampire*
Y-yeah... If you s-say so... ;___;
shaku's picture

;A;;; *makes a cocoon of

;A;;; *makes a cocoon of protective love around Null*

Keepiru's picture

Null =< hard to play more

Null =< hard to play more than 1 or 2 characters yaah (3 is always too hard for me :'D)
Tuhka's picture

Null: -tatally diggs the

Null: -tatally diggs the loveattentioncocoon- // attention whore

I'm not burying him under the ground, don't worry. I just play him too so rarely... because really now, that guy even annoys myself sometimes. 8D

Keepiru:
You too. : D
And it certainly is. The best it is to concentrate on only one character, which I'm pretty much doing with Cutlass but since Cutlass is an antisocial grump, it's nice playing Quamstersson too once in a while.
But more that two characters, it's getting really hard to share attention to more characters, at least for me the other ones tend to get rather forgotten.
Life is easier with just a few charries 8U
Narina's picture

"and as for Quamar in my head

"and as for Quamar in my head he's becoming more serious business again instead of being my random OOC character.
Idk, I miss him a little sometimes and have some inspiration left for him as well again. :'D"


And I really wonder why you got that kind of tickling..


Fix your msn, I'm dying alone oh you already did while I was typing this.
Tuhka's picture

Well certain things helped a

Well certain things helped a little maybe perhaps. I admit nothing. 8D
Besides I might have some plans for him anyways, not sure will I carry them out. Since Cut is still my main focus. As you have noticed maybe.
But it's nice playing him sometime, and it's also super fun seeing Rau around as well. We need to lolRP them sometime. >8U

And fuck this msn, really. It's time for Skype soon if this continues. -RAGETHIGHS-
shaku's picture

I know exactly how you feel.

I know exactly how you feel. I don't think you can do anything but wait it out. I don't know what your life situation is, or whether you've made any choices you're unhappy with, but from what I've seen, you have every reason to be proud of yourself.

Tuhka's picture

Thanks, shaku. Means a

Thanks, shaku. Means a lot.
Just a little bleh week this one. Suppose it will pass, just needed to complain again in this blog to get some steam out.
But in general I'm putting myself down quite a bit, I'm horrible when I'm continuously comparing myself to others. I don't want to do that, it really stomps me to the ground but I don't know how to stop it either. I'm just always in the shadow of everyone else, or so it feels. Arr. /rantrant

Goooods I sound so difficult again. ö__ö
-smacks herself with a whale-
shaku's picture

If it makes you feel any

If it makes you feel any better, your shadow is very soft and comfy, and I'm happy to be here :3

I have this feeling that you aren't able to see your own art properly >> I'm not just saying that to be nice. Who on earth have you been comparing yourself to who's actually better than you? XD I'd love to see their stuff.

Tuhka's picture

-roasts the whale and gives

-roasts the whale and gives you some- Your shadow is warm, darling.

I'm not happy with what I do these days so you might be right. But my imagination is dead, I can't come up any epic ideas really. I can only draw a bunch of nice deer or some fur. :B
And all you need to do is to go to DA. Epic artists parade. Though there are some friggen impressive ones in this community as well I'm helplessly jealous of. I'm too jealous, I know I know. Damn. :'D

I just gotta get a grip. And concentrate on my own stuff. Sometimes it's just hard not to compare. Artist problems.
Draak's picture

Draak was really happy to see

Draak was really happy to see Quamar today, he hasn't seen him for a while D8
Draak: *streaks around and dive bombs into pond*

>8| my internet keeps making TEF crash though bleh. *kicks it*
Tuhka's picture

skjghskgjs I think I spinned

skjghskgjs I think I spinned at least hundred times on my chair when I checked my forest window and saw Draak and suspiciously dressed up Quamar.
And Quamar was just as happy, I promise you. :'D
Quam: *Giggles all in girly way with stubby antlers and flutters his long fake-lashes that keeps dropping* [I tatally did not lose his color code somewhere..]

And I noticed. That fearsome tree kept killing you. D8<
And then I had to close the forest, it's so late I should go to bed... u__u,
Draak's picture

8DDD asfdsfdff. Yaaaaaaay! 8D

8DDD asfdsfdff.
Yaaaaaaay! 8D happy times everywhereeeeeeee
Draak: *puffs out chest and is manly*...*scares himself with too much manly*
8o GhostMitra ate it.

Yeah D8< Someone tell that tree to behave or it'll become firewood.
XDDD I thought so, consdering I remember it'd be really really late over there now.
shaku's picture

Ffff. &hearts; You don't fit

Ffff. ♥ You don't fit inside my shadow, darling =3= Your feets are poking out.

I feel like dA is a blessing and a curse. On one hand, it's incredibly inspiring, and on the other, you'll always be able to find artists better than yourself.

Even the best artist in the world can find a better artist on dA, simply because of a stylistic difference.

If dA isn't inspiring you like it should be, I'd say put it on the back burner for a while and find something that DOES inspire you. ♥ And if deer don't do it for you anymore, you can always become my personal drawing slave go out searching for new inspiration. Just don't stray too far :3

Tuhka's picture

Eeeeee HAPPY AND FLOWERS AND

Eeeeee HAPPY AND FLOWERS AND RAINBOWS, QUAM FARTS THAT SORTA STUFF. 8D
Quam: *eats his fake lashes just to continue on the footsteps of his bizarre sister* *then borrows his antlers to Draak to give him some manliness boosting*
Mitra is michevious even dead, dammit. >8U

Quam pees on that tree. And I tell you that stuff is like acid I bet.
Annnnd I don't know do I even dare to mention what the time is. You know I think I'll go to bed now and AHAHAHA yeah sleep. Cool
Talk to you laters~ : D


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SHAKU YOU NINJA YOU WON'T LET ME SLEEP JUST YET. D'8<
I fit well in places I want, i tell you. B) -cuts feets off-

And exactly. DA also teaches well but oh the jealousy oh~
I'm your slave already, dear. Place your orders, sir. Cool
Though indeed, deer are starting to feel a little dull sometimes, I've drawn them so much... I've tried my hands on humans but they're incredibly frustrating really since my skills on that area are... well, I'm very noob in that area. Hard subject to learn.
Aw only now I realize how clueless I am, haha! Oh well, I'll do something, I bet I can figure my way out.
Just had a small slump earlier about random stupid stuff, I'm better now in overall, no worries. Stress is probably the cause. : D
<333
Draak's picture

8D IT'S A CARNIVAL Draak:

8D IT'S A CARNIVAL
Draak: *is now super antler mandeer* >8D
XDDDD She haunts by eating things D8

D8 acidic rainbow pee.
Sleeeeeeeeeeep is gooooood >8| XDDD