{:: SMOLDERING BONES ::}

Tuhka's picture








12.11.2017
Long time no see, huh?
I'm completely taken over by an urge to start RPing again. I have this guy who's been floating in my mindworld for a long while. I also reread Marrok's old starting RP's and kind of feel like bringing him back as well - though I have no idea how that would work out. I forgot about him in such an early state, he had only just arrived and made a couple of acquaintances and now there are years of not touching him. I'd like to continue somewhat where he was left but lkxsdhfsd.

And the whole RP thing anyways. I tend to be super tired every day from work etc. Now I was sick so had couple of days to regain my strength (hey, I even picked up a pen and scribbled things) but I don't know how will things work out when returning back to the usual.

Aaaagh I want things, I want pretty things and I want them scarred beautifully. Off to work I go. =_=

~Quamar





ABOUT ME





Nicks:
Quamar, Smolderbone, Routalanka

Real name:
Tiia

Age:
29 [21.05.1989]

Country:
Finland

Orientation:
Straight

Status::
Taken

Aspirations:
Go around the world and see and experience as much as I can.
Meet awesome people and force them into a beautiful friendship with myself.
Getting better at various of things and somehow finding a way to prosperity.

Traits:
Shy, adventurous, creative, deep, gross, worrywart, laid-back, easily excited, stubborn, childish, playful, lazy, obsessive, awkward, ambitious, proud, curious/nosey, caring, sensitive,

CONTACT:
Skype: Routalanka
email: tinzuli89(at)hotmail.com
(Don't mind this horrible old email address)
DA: smolderbone.deviantart.com














CHARACTERS


















Kaoori's picture

HELLO DAD.

HELLO DAD.
Tuhka's picture

HELLO GRANDMA. HOW WAS YOUR

HELLO GRANDMA. HOW WAS YOUR DAY AT SCHOOL?
-rushes to take your coat off wearing an apron himself-
Kaoori's picture

-stomps around in giant

-stomps around in giant workboots- ALL THE REINDEER PICKED ON ME.
Tuhka's picture

WHAT. YOU LET THEM DO THAT TO

WHAT. YOU LET THEM DO THAT TO YOU, I'M DISAPPOINTED OF YOU.
NOW, BOY, YOU'RE COMING DOWNSTAIRS WITH AND I'LL GIVE YOU A LESSON, YOU LOOSER. D8<
Kaoori's picture

I love how I've turned from

I love how I've turned from grandma to a boy ;_; ROFL
Tuhka's picture

B-but you're them both of

B-but you're them both of course, I thought you knew that! You're everything now and you'll get yer bum spanked for letting those pesky deer pick on you.
Daddy will teach you to be a man.
Kaoori's picture

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF ;___;

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF ;___;
Tuhka's picture

-smacks with a newspaper-

-smacks with a newspaper- STOP CRYING. TRUE MEN DON'T CRY.
shaku's picture

What exactly is it doing? If

What exactly is it doing? If it's just flickering on for an instant and not even loading a black screen, it could be the power supply. That happened to my old compu >> If that's the case, your harddrive should be just fine, along with all of your stuff.

Tuhka's picture

It tries to start itself but

It tries to start itself but it seems some files are corrupted or something, the computer itself stays on but it won't load. it gives me the windows logo in the start but after that all it gives is just a black screen. It won't turn off on it's own or anything, it just seems to fail loading Windows itself.
shaku's picture

That's superlame ;A; I still

That's superlame ;A; I still think it's possible to pull files from that, but you'd probably have to take it to someone professional, and that's never cheap. Sorry it wasn't something easy.

Tuhka's picture

It is, it definitely is ,__,

It is, it definitely is ,__, -cries to your shirt-
And yeah, I believe it would be possible but there wasn't anything worth a life or money I'd need to dig out. But it still pisses me to lose all of my things, art and everything. Bloaa. u__u,
Luckily I've still got at least some things on another hard drive. Now I'm waiting to get the new computer even more. D:
Narina's picture

Well that sucks big time. D8

Well that sucks big time. D8<
Do you know already if you get your new computer today? Damn good you had it ordered and all and it'll be soon yours now when your old one retired.

Guhhhh bitchtits D: I'm sorry

Guhhhh bitchtits D: I'm sorry to hear that, I hate not having files.
Maybe it would be worth look into getting an external hard-drive to save your really important art on?
Pegasicorn's picture

My computer died on Saturday

My computer died on Saturday night, so I know exactly how you feel. I can't turn it on to grab my art files or music, or anything. I was a mess on Sunday. |D And now I'm mooching off my dad's laptop.
Tuhka's picture

Narn: -sucks your socks just

Narn:
-sucks your socks just because you know everything already-
But yeah actually it was pretty damn lucky I got this new one today.

Tera:
Actually I do have an external harddrive in my use. But I had a lot of files on my computer as well, art files and music and such I hadn't bothered to put on the harddrive. I was so lazy. From now on I'm wiser. :B
What peeves me the most is the unfinished commission work I now lost... fruuuustrating. 8D

Pega:
This some kind of computer breaking season, I swear. Conspiracy! D8<
I'm sorry to hear about your files as well, it sucks hell of a lot. Hope you'll get your comp fixed.. .__.
Pegasicorn's picture

I don't know if it will get

I don't know if it will get fixed. I'm just hoping my sister doesn't make me wait too long for a new computer (cuz she would D8< ) so I can stop mooching off this one. It just feels...wrong to be on it. |D
I would love to get my files off the old computer, though. It just won't turn on (I can tell it wants to, but something is stopping it), but the hard drive should be ok.
Here's to mourning our files? 8D;
Tuhka's picture

Well. A new computer is

Well. A new computer is awesome. : P
-tatally not spazzing with this one uhuhuhuhufastframesuhuhu-
I always feel very wary of using other's computers. I mean feels like I'm nosing in someone's personal space and I feel like I can't do just anything. jsfhs. :'D
Yeah. I'm not sure did my hard drive survive. The computer itself turns on but windows wont start.
Yah, let's mourn here, make a campfire and cry against each others shoulders. 8D
Pegasicorn's picture

Small mercy that I had no

Small mercy that I had no WIPs that I had planned to finish. |D
D= *pats your possibly-fried hard drive* Mine just won't turn on, period. I think something needed to turn it on fried. |D It lasted 4 years though, so...

I'll get the marshmallows to roast!
Tuhka's picture

Mrrrf, lucky you. I suppose I

Mrrrf, lucky you. I suppose I wasn't so lucky with my stuff, there was many unfinished work and sketches I would have liked to finish or at least post somewhere as a dump. D: -cries after-
Well, if the hard drive isn't fried, then it might not be as big of a thing to fix maybe? Or I don't know, I don't know much about computers, just all I need to know. I'll let my bro solve my problems always :'D
I think my old one lasted around that time as well. Then I did something wrong apparently and boom.

I'll get the blankets, we can cry under them not showing our tears of desperation to the world.

Not sure if the art in this

Not sure if the art in this users display picture is yours but it seems really similar. Just wanted to draw your attention to it if you didn't already know. If the art isn't yours, my mistake >_<
Tuhka's picture

It was my art, Narina pointed

It was my art, Narina pointed it out to me earlier. Thank you for informing, appreciate it. <33
Starling's picture

Merry Christmas to you toooo~

Merry Christmas to you toooo~ Ooh
shaku's picture

MERRY CHRISTMAS &hearts;

MERRY CHRISTMAS ♥

shaku's picture

Whineeee ;n;

Whineeee ;n;

Tuhka's picture

Eep merry Christmas wishes I

Eep merry Christmas wishes I haven't noticed. D8>
-huggles Starlings and shakus-

And don't you whine, dear, you won't get rid of me as easily as you may think. -giggles to her beard-
shaku's picture

"Maybe it has just grown too

"Maybe it has just grown too big for my tastes."

Lmaaaooo. I crack up every time I see something like this XD This is still one of the smallest communities I've ever been on, haha~ ♥ And by far the sweetest. I love being somewhere that people don't automatically flame you when you ask a semi-stupid question~

Tuhka's picture

Phaha, well maybe it's

Phaha, well maybe it's because I -really- loved it here when this community was even smaller. : D
It felt like a family back then, before the community site was even created and some years after as well. -is an old fart-
Now I feel like everything's just drowning under the masses, blogs gets bumped to next page in like fifteen minutes and it's harder to get yourself rocognized among people I suppose. But it's just my personal feeling. : D
I also haven't been in other communities like this really so to me it feels awfully big at the moment, it's grown so much over a year. o_O
I'm still glad it has remained a friendly community, still. Like you said. :B
<3
Munkel's picture

I actually think the same.

I actually think the same. Even if I'm not here as long as you are it really grew damn big over this year only °_°'
I also liked it better when it was smaller (even if it wasn't that small like you know it) one year ago, it was nicer.
Tuhka's picture

Well it did awfully lot in

Well it did awfully lot in one year o__O
Though, I'm not saying this is a bad community, it's still friendly and such with great people in it. But it's growing a little big for my preferences, I felt more at home way back, it doesn't just feel the same way it used to and I'm not feeling the same fondness to it anymore. -shrug-
Verycrazygirl's picture

You've been saying the same

You've been saying the same things in your blog for a long time now. Instead of complaining how about you do something about it?

Not trying to sound mean, sorry if it comes across that way. :x

Tuhka's picture

Well, this is my personal

Well, this is my personal blog and I complain here just as much as I like. This is just where I'm writing up my thoughts and feelings, they're not even meant to be constructive or such. :]
Verycrazygirl's picture

Okay, sorry. I just wish

Okay, sorry. I just wish you'd feel better.

Tuhka's picture

It's okay no worries : D And

It's okay no worries : D
And I feel quite alright, just little things and thoughts there and there~
shaku's picture

I was once the founder of a

I was once the founder of a small Weiss Kreuz group on Gaia. I think it was its most fun when it was only about 10-ish people. When it got bigger than that, I ended up moving on, despite how many happy memories I'd had there. It felt like all the memories I'd created no longer had a place :3 Newer members probably couldn't understand XD

So yeah, I totally get that.

Tuhka's picture

that's exactly what I mean :

that's exactly what I mean : D
Somehow it's feeling so much safer and comfortable in smaller groups.
Tef is not a bad community, but it doesn't feel the same place to me personally anymore, even though I still like it more than any other communities around. -shrug-
Well, as long as it remains friendly still, it's just me not too fond of bigger amounts of people so I suffer here sometimes xD
And happy birthday, Shakuness <33 -stuffes herself in your socks-
shaku's picture

Yes, indeedy~ And once I get

Yes, indeedy~ And once I get comfortable with the friends I've already made, I often don't feel like expending energy making new ones XD;; So I felt like since I was the group creator, I should be kindly greeting the new people. It became a chore. I'm not sure if that relates at all... but I'm having fun now looking back at my own reasons for leaving.

I hope that instead of seeing how TEF has changed, you find a way to create something new out of it. Renew the excitement you had initially~

And thank yoooou TuT I'm getting olddd~ Fuuuu~
My clean socks, I hope >>

IoRez's picture

Couldn't agree more, for the

Couldn't agree more, for the reasons you mention and others... I'm happy for the success of this game, but lately it's begun to feel rawther crowded. Sometimes with the server seems absolutely full-to-groaning with players.

As IRL, a biome is only equipped to handle so many organisms before it begins to fail. Unchecked (i.e. without the addition of more/bigger/faster servers), TEF's massive popularity could be its undoing.
Starling's picture

I agree... and I hope I can

I agree... and I hope I can get along with the community on that game.
You know it has actually released, and it's possible to download. But the server in game keeps crashing, so no one can play online.

But you might already know thaaat x:
Tuhka's picture

Again, I'm glad to notice I'm

Again, I'm glad to notice I'm not the only one with the feelings, it's always nice finding there are people who feel the same way, makes me feel less ridiculous.. xD
I don't think I have anything else to add, can only wonder what it's going to be after another year o__O
At least at this rate TEF calls for stronger servers at least if nothing else.

And I don't think I'm going to be involved with the community of FH myself... not my kind of community :B
But I hope you will, no idea what kinds of people around there, never was involved with IT community either.
And it's already downloadable?
I read there was too much people trying to download the game the servers crashed so they put the site down temporarily. But you can download it now? D8
Starling's picture

Yeaah:

Yeaah: http://www.feral-heart.com/
It's very slow and sometimes crashes. The game server keeps crashing too, so it's very rarely online x:
Tuhka's picture

Yeeeah, been sniffing around

Yeeeah, been sniffing around that site but it seems to be lacking download links to the game, heard they took it off for a while. Tried looking for the game download but it's nowhere to be found atm it seems. u__u
Kaoori's picture

&hearts;

Starling's picture

Nope, I'm pretty sure it's

Nope, I'm pretty sure it's still there :n
Just click 'Official Downloads' and then click 'Mirror' which is underlined and links you to the download.
Shanol's picture

Hii!! I wanted to tell you

Hii!! I wanted to tell you Happy late New Year and Christmas!
Sorry for being so late .. how are you? ^^
Long time no see ))
Mel in ore, verba lactis,
Fel in corde, fraus in factis.
Tuhka's picture

Kao:

Kao:
<33

Starling:
I bet that waterdragon didn't even notice us kicking it's belly. :U

Shanol:
Hey, happy New Years to you too. Nice seeing you around. :]
Starling's picture

We were just tickling it to

We were just tickling it to death ;D
Tuhka's picture

"Just so you scratch with

"Just so you scratch with your little knives, assassins, just so you scratch. A little more to the left. =.="
He might have died in a week if we were hard working.
Kaoori's picture

I know how you feel though,

I know how you feel though, Quams. Some days I don't feel very welcome on here anymore either.
Tuhka's picture

-hugs- Well, I don't think

-hugs-
Well, I don't think I'm going to complain more about the subject around here. Things are how they are now, popularity prevails and we can't do a thing about it.
Just gotta stop yearning for the community it once was, stop whining and accept things, that's all.
I've been whining too much anyways. Because I don't feel as good and welcome around here as I once felt thus I'm taking a break every once in a while when I start feeling all blergh again.

The forums seems such a nice place still with old players as well but it's so much less active, and it's lacking all the beautiful art and writings and screenshots.. u__u