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"Wanderer, your footsteps are the road, and nothing more; wanderer, there is no road, the road is made by walking. By walking one makes the road, and upon glancing behind one sees the path that never will be trod again. Wanderer, there is no road-- Only wakes upon the sea."

-Antonio Machado





22.2.20

"I have the floor. Love asked for more."


I feel I will return. I feel an urge to explore my characters here again...
It feels nice, freeing.

Need some simple css to commission though and redo the bios. The big epic bios were fun but I'm a bit over them I think. It feels connected to an old self I struggled to be on here and I just don't feel that way anymore.


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Congratulations on that c: I

Congratulations on that c: I dearly hope things continue getting better for you, even if it is just bit by bit.
Hart's picture

Thats excellent news! I'm

Thats excellent news! I'm glad to read things are looking up for you. Smiling
parrotsnpineapple's picture

Thankyou guys. Im really glad

Thankyou guys. Im really glad Ive found a place, Ill have to post some images once I have moved in!
Hetrin's picture

Shit. That's just awful. I'm

Shit. That's just awful. I'm sorry all this crap is piling on you. I hope for the best for your aunt. :c
Mis's picture

Your feeling that noone cares

Your feeling that noone cares is just that, a feeling. We all care. But we can't help, and that hurts. But we're here for you, if you need to blow off steam or rant in general. Don't feel like you're a bother, because you're not. Compaired, frankly, I find many of the first world problems people here complain about so silly and small compaired to all the shit you have been going through.

I can offer you only a shoulder love. I can't carry your burdens, heal your aunt our get you your granddad back.. But if you do need that shoulder, I'm here, and no day goes by I don't think of you and worry about you.
Now don't be silly. We care.
Hetrin's picture

Backing up what Mis said, we

Backing up what Mis said, we do care, hun. You're going through a very shitty time, so you have every right to "piss and moan", as you say. It's only natural, and besides, you can't keep it all bottled up. Not this time.

And about your aunt, you didn't know what was causing the change in her behavior. I don't think anyone did at the time. So don't go beating yourself up about it. We all make mistakes.

Also, you know you can talk to me anytime. I'm pretty much sitting at home these days, so you can talk all you want. Get whatever you need to off your chest, and don't be shy to do so. <3
Hart's picture

Welcome to hell! ;o;

Welcome to hell! ;o;
Freyja's picture

I think that image is

I think that image is appropriate!

OHGOD I LAUGHED SO

OHGOD I LAUGHED SO HARD.
AREDPRESENT. RETURN TO SENDER. DO IT. NOW.
SO MANY WONDERS AWAIT.

Signature by Terabetha
Hetrin's picture

YOU'RE A REAL WOMAN NOW. YOU

YOU'RE A REAL WOMAN NOW.

YOU HAVE BEEN INITIATED INTO THE GREAT CLAN OF WOMANHOOD.


Also that gif. BEST REACTION.
Melusine's picture

Happy Christmas wtf you're

Happy Christmas Laughing out loud

wtf you're magic.
FaunGrae's picture

Awwh Dear, you will grow to

Awwh Dear, you will grow to not mind that present all too much.

Welcome to womanhood, here is your gift basket: Chocolate, a warm snuggle-spot, lots of books and alone time.

Smile, baby, you're growin' up!

*lots of hugs*

ForTwoLifetimes, Moonsoverwater, PandaXiongMao, MissButterflyCaught, FaunGrae, All the same, a friend with many names.
Avatar by Meadow Sig by SightHoundLady

CONGRATURATIONS Make sure

CONGRATURATIONS

Make sure you drink lots of water and eat chocolate and stretch often and DOUBLY make sure you move around! Activity will make it a much nicer process 8U
ocean's picture

-hands chocolate- ;; Quick,

-hands chocolate- ;;

Quick, return it to sender! DDD:

....That was my body's

....That was my body's Christmas present to me. 8/
parrotsnpineapple's picture

THANKYOU FOR ALL THE ADVICE

THANKYOU FOR ALL THE ADVICE AND CONDOLENCES my SISTERHOOD WOMAN CLAN/PACK.
It didnt last long and I got no cramps, butI guess that will change. it was only the first

8C
Iaurdagnire's picture

A fridge? Shit son, your

A fridge? Shit son, your place is going to be pimped!
Hetrin's picture

I DO BELIEVE THIS CALLS FOR

I DO BELIEVE THIS CALLS FOR CELEBRATION.

Big feathers, you say? WERE THEY RED? IF THEY WERE NOT RED THEN I AM DISAPPOINT.
parrotsnpineapple's picture

Dag: IKR? If you ever visited

Dag: IKR? If you ever visited I can offer you cold beverages and food BECAUSE FRIDGE.
Kiwi: They werent even red :C They were the same colour and shape as Sterres but really big.

BUMP FOR OPINIONS.
Hetrin's picture

I sit on my butt and play my

I sit on my butt and play my Wii games like a wanker. There's actually not much movement aside from your arms, really. :B

But in general, your choice of console depends heavily on what games are available. And whether you want the sharper, better graphics that PS3 and Xbox offer (A word of warning, though, PS3's seem to be the most expensive of the console trio). So I advise weighing up the pros and cons of each console.

And in reply to your previous reply: Omg not reeeeed. But not disappointing since LOVELY SPARKLY STARRY STERREFEATHERS

All are great systems. Look

All are great systems. Look at what games you want and also compare the controllers for the PS3 and Xbox to see which is more comfortable for ya'.
I have a wii and a PS3. The wii has lots of great games, but it isn't powerful enough to display HD and high resolution textures in its games.
Can't really say much on the 360 since I don't have one, but my PS3 has served me very well. And I'd be able to play games online with you if you got that system versus the Xbox.
parrotsnpineapple's picture

Yeah, Im honestly considering

Yeah, Im honestly considering either the xbox or the PS3. Im a fan of nice textures and the performance on either accord is astounding. Controllers do not bother me as much as they are all fairly similar. I do like Playstation controllers as I have grown up with those whenever I visited friends. Spyro on the PS1 ♥

and then if I get PS3 WE CAN PLAY ALL THE GAMES.
Hetrin's picture

Also, I'm not sure if ti

Also, I'm not sure if ti still exists (since they revamped the design a bit), but Xboxes used to have a ton of overheating issues which would lead to hardware failure. I think those have been more or less worked out, though. At least, I hope they have.

But yeah. What Shimmy and I said. Consider it carefully. Consoles are kind of expensive, after all.
Iaurdagnire's picture

New Years with you would be

New Years with you would be so awesome. EVERYBODY SAMBA~
Hetrin's picture

^Agreed with Dag. Instead of

^Agreed with Dag. Instead of sitting all cooped up here playing video games. BC
ocean's picture

Hey, the layout changed. >u<

Hey, the layout changed. >u< I love this one, the simplicity is nice.
parrotsnpineapple's picture

Yep. Changed again. I have

Yep. Changed again. I have design ADD.
Thankyou C:
Hetrin's picture

Girl I think you've become

Girl I think you've become emotionally exhausted. Considering the insane amounts of utter bullshit you've gone through, that's the only logical conclusion I can come to.

Also, never feel you cannot bug me on MSN. I'm always there for you. You take a good long look at that picture of Kual I drew for you and remember that.<3
ocean's picture

I agree with Hetrin on all

I agree with Hetrin on all counts. It's not surprising you're feeling like this at all.

Take care, Ravy. We're always here for you.
parrotsnpineapple's picture

Thankyou guys, it means a

Thankyou guys, it means a lot. Ill get there, I always do.
Hetrin's picture

Omg I assume you got the

Omg I assume you got the really awesome option you told me about?
And it better run TEF. BI
parrotsnpineapple's picture

Negative. Couldnt get the 120

Negative. Couldnt get the 120 gig because they didnt want to offer that in the shop...or something. I got a mobile wireless thingy with 16 gig a month. Which in all honesty is what I can safely use, seeing as I could juuust make 12 stretch out. So 16 gig is perfect for me.
Its not the greatest and drops out on occasion but I mean you get that living in a rural area.

And it runs TEF, at least on the odd times Ive tested it. We both know how unpredictable that can be though.
Hetrin's picture

Awww. Ah well, better than

Awww. Ah well, better than nothing! And yeah, mobile tends to do that. Hopefully you'll also get plenty of good days where it works perfectly.

I'm glad. C: And yeah.
Freyja's picture

From my experience, Optus is

From my experience, Optus is pretty good with some wierd problems. My internet used to drop out every half an hour for about 5 minutes, and then come back up again with no warning. It suddenly stopped doing it once day, and i've never had an issue since then.
parrotsnpineapple's picture

Yeah I know what you mean

Yeah I know what you mean Frey. I think the deciding factor is what company owns what monopoly. Telstra may dominate in one region whilst Optus signal works over Virgin, and so on.

But then again. Telstra Next G
"works better in more places"

LIEEEESSE
Mis's picture

^ "Works better in more

^
"Works better in more places. Like, maybe two."

Sorry I don't know anything about australian internet. *Scurries off XDD*
parrotsnpineapple's picture

ROFL. It seems to me you

ROFL.

It seems to me you know all the things about australian internet.
Mis's picture

STERREPLUSHY! I can't wait to

STERREPLUSHY! I can't wait to see that! Progress shots progress shots!
I hope Ravey can get what she needs in the end too. She deserves as much. ♥
Fincayra's picture

That is adorable. I love the

That is adorable. I love the material you used for her body. It looks so soft. ♥
Iaurdagnire's picture

Eeee the ears are so cute!

Eeee the ears are so cute!
Sighthoundlady's picture

*grabby hands* Sterre

*grabby hands* Sterre plushie! I love her! <3
Hetrin's picture

Asdf it's looking fab

Asdf it's looking fab already. I love that blue material you used. So smooth looking and beautiful <3
parrotsnpineapple's picture

@ Mis: 30 MINUTES LATER the

@ Mis: 30 MINUTES LATER the shots were uploaded Cool
Me too. I hope she does.
@ Fin: afdsfas thankyou <3 It is really quite soft, kind of velvety with little glitters in them C:
@ Dag: EARS ARE ALWAYS FUN.
@ Sight: -shares- Thankyou <3 Shes nearly done C:
@ Hetrin: Thankyou brah, it really is <3
ocean's picture

-steals them all and runs- So

-steals them all and runs-
So beautiful! I love how well-crafted the legs are.
Iaurdagnire's picture

-hug- For lack of anything

-hug- For lack of anything useful I'm able to say.
Hart's picture

Awww, you looked so

Awww, you looked so shy!
Thats some cool footage you have here!

I also love your aussie accents! omg
parrotsnpineapple's picture

Dag: -hugs- I know you mean

Dag: -hugs- I know you mean well. Thankyou dear. Really.

Vee: I was.
He was getting all up in my grill with his camera.


IM ALSO PARADING TOO. SPOT ME THERE TOO?

Yes. I do like how they put it all together Cool

God Im so sick of them. I want to hear some cute british accents.
Hetrin's picture

I SEE KATE ! ! ! ! ! ! !

I SEE KATE ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

B]

EDIT: No silly website I did not want an emote
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Hetrin's picture

Probably the prettiest

Probably the prettiest pictograms yet. So nabbing myself one kdfhgkfjgf.

Also, I hope the development works out this time. And hopefully the gorgeous picto really inspires a great character.