CRUX [Stir]

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"Wanderer, your footsteps are the road, and nothing more; wanderer, there is no road, the road is made by walking. By walking one makes the road, and upon glancing behind one sees the path that never will be trod again. Wanderer, there is no road-- Only wakes upon the sea."

-Antonio Machado





22.2.20

"I have the floor. Love asked for more."


I feel I will return. I feel an urge to explore my characters here again...
It feels nice, freeing.

Need some simple css to commission though and redo the bios. The big epic bios were fun but I'm a bit over them I think. It feels connected to an old self I struggled to be on here and I just don't feel that way anymore.


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ocean's picture

This is mine. C: -hoards

This is mine. C:
-hoards page- ovo

Also, the text on the bottom of the square seems cut off in Google Chrome. Not sure why...It ends with "And now I want to watch" and the rest continues off the white, into the brown area of the background. Hm.
parrotsnpineapple's picture

@ Kiwi: Yeah, I hope I can

@ Kiwi: Yeah, I hope I can make something of that picto. I really do.
@ Ocean: ANOTHER PAGE YOURS. WELL DONE.

Also hmmm, it has nothing to do with the mp3 player does it? I know when it doesnt load it makes a bigger gap.

Im on Safari and Im clueless with coding.
Basically I was talking about how I want to watch MLP friendship is magic and I blame Vee and Mis for it.

Can you see the new text now?
Hetrin's picture

Oh gosh, that is horrid.

Oh gosh, that is horrid. Fuck, the last thing you need is more awful shit to witness. :[

Also, if it's the same daughter you told me about on MSN, she needs to get her shit together. If not, my comment still stands. I have no reason to see why she has to fight you about anything. It's pure and utter bull and something everyone can do without.
FaunGrae's picture

*just offers a lap to sit in

*just offers a lap to sit in and lots of hugs*

ForTwoLifetimes, Moonsoverwater, PandaXiongMao, MissButterflyCaught, FaunGrae, All the same, a friend with many names.
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parrotsnpineapple's picture

@ Kiwi: Yeah, life plays out

@ Kiwi: Yeah, life plays out like that I feel. Im sure I will see plenty more horrible things with uncanny timing. And yes. It is the same daughter (Aunt K's kid).

My text was completely polite asking her she should ring Grandma. After all. Thats GRANDMAS DAUGHTER is in hospital dying. Seeing as all she has been doing is Mrs Network, sending out blanket texts and asking me to do all the hard work and pass it on. Im sure she would ring her friends and tell them about Aunty K. Anywho, She replied and said yeah thats fine. And that she would Ring grandma.

I was with grandma the whole day. Not a single call was given.

After that Grandma rang Aunt K and K was telling her that apparently her daughter and I had a fight.
So she has obviously blown it all out of context to suit her the asdfdagd#$^%$^$#%. It makes me so mad.

(Her daughter is in her 30's)

/ rant.

@ Faun: Still means a lot. -hug-
Hetrin's picture

@previous comment: Ugh,

@previous comment: Ugh, daughter sounds like a huge bitch. I'd punch her if I could. >:I

As for the drumming, I've said it many times, and I will say it again - YOU WERE BORN TO BE A SAMBA BLISSTA.
Iaurdagnire's picture

Reading that made me pretty

Reading that made me pretty jealous. I want drums to wail on awesomely.

le dubstep for you:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVn7CVvIKW8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KBzsuiRktPQ
parrotsnpineapple's picture

SUBDTEP! -devours and breaks

SUBDTEP! -devours and breaks ALL THE speakers)
Um

Dubstep I mean.

MORE IMPORTANTLY.

DAG DAG

JIFFYBAGS ARE AWESOME TRAIN OF LOST THOUGHT WHOOO OOOOH.

Thankyou for the drawing and the books and those Hipster packets filled with goodness.
I love them all to bits ♥


Sighthoundlady's picture

Olivia Newton John?

Olivia Newton John? Seriously? That. Is. Epic. I'd be star struck too. Super amazing. What an awesome experience.

P.S. One of my all time favorite Olivia songs:

She is such an amazing performer and singer.
Iaurdagnire's picture

FFFFFFFFF That got there

FFFFFFFFF That got there quicker than I thought 8D

Glad you enjoyed my scribblings and that all the things are awesome. <3
parrotsnpineapple's picture

@ Sight: Yes, I am honestly

@ Sight: Yes, I am honestly so honoured. I can safely say that I performed alongside Olivia now.

And I love that sooooonggg.
Its hard to believe she is in her 60s.

@Dag: Yeah Im honestly surprised at how quick it got here myself.

I wish I could say something

I wish I could say something to ease the pain you must be feeling.
All I can say is I'm so sorry for your loss of a little friend.
Sighthoundlady's picture

Oh, poor Ricky. That's

Oh, poor Ricky. That's horrible. I'm so sorry. Sad

Oh Ricky was beautiful, I'm

Oh Ricky was beautiful, I'm so sorry for your loss.
Iaurdagnire's picture

Oh no... I'm so sorry Kate. I

Oh no... I'm so sorry Kate. I remember you showing me that video of him before.
I am truly sorry. -hug-
Hart's picture

So sorry to hear. He looks

So sorry to hear. Sad He looks and sounds like he was a great fella...
FaunGrae's picture

It's so sad that Ricky is

It's so sad that Ricky is gone... *hug* I feel for you.

ForTwoLifetimes, Moonsoverwater, PandaXiongMao, MissButterflyCaught, FaunGrae, All the same, a friend with many names.
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Flyleaf's picture

It is always hard to loose an

It is always hard to loose an animal ....*Hugs* .
Avatar @ Sluggs Siggy @ Amazegenalo
Bouncing Fly by Mary13
parrotsnpineapple's picture

Thank you all for your

Thank you all for your thoughts through this difficult time.
skychild's picture

Please don't ever forget that

Please don't ever forget that you are loved..
Hetrin's picture

Holy shit I want to punch

Holy shit I want to punch that girl in the fucking tits. What a huge bitch.
Iaurdagnire's picture

... What Hetrin said.

... What Hetrin said.
FaunGrae's picture

(No subject)

<3 Everyone is probably very confused during this hard time...


*snuggle* I'm sending lots of love your way.

ForTwoLifetimes, Moonsoverwater, PandaXiongMao, MissButterflyCaught, FaunGrae, All the same, a friend with many names.
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parrotsnpineapple's picture

I will never forget I am

I will never forget I am loved. Thank you all for supporting me.

Bump for important info.
Ourania's picture

*hugs tight* As long as she's

*hugs tight* As long as she's still in forest whatever you do is fine with me <3 <3
Mis's picture

It's quite alright love.

It's quite alright love. Don't feel bad ^^ It's your character and your decision.
Sighthoundlady's picture

Just happy to have you and

Just happy to have you and your characters around. Supposed to be having fun around here after all. <3
Iaurdagnire's picture

On the one hand, I'm sad to

On the one hand, I'm sad to see that there won't be anymore of her plot... but on the other, I'm really happy that you came to this conclusion so you could play her freely and be happy with her. I hope that she will still exist this way when I take Dag down a similar route in the end. I do miss playing tef with you and Ravenflight <3
Hetrin's picture

I just... Wow. That is

I just...

Wow. That is terrible to hear. :c

(Talking about the thing with your aunt btw so that there are no misunderstandings fkhgkfgf)
Mis's picture

That's really rough.. I

That's really rough.. I personally would not know what tumors do with a brain exactly, but if she has never been like this before it is hard to assume she means it. Our brain does control everything, after all.
GlobalBeauty's picture

... Tumors can do all sorts

... Tumors can do all sorts of things, none of them good.

Do they happen to be in her frontal lobe? That could be why she is acting so mean and uninhibited. Having anything invade that part of the brain makes the person extremely irritable and prone to just say anything, especially things they would not normally say.

It sucks that you have to go through this.
Siggies by Carry & Amazengalo
parrotsnpineapple's picture

@ Our: Im Glad

@ Our: Im Glad <3 I hope to have her see Miss Ourania again, it has been awhile!
@ Mis: Quite right!
@ Jess: Thankyou ♥ exactly!
@ Dag: Im sad too, I had a lot of great things lined up for her, but I think it was time for me to move on. Id rather have her fade into the background then have her constantly go through all these ordeals. It felt like people were getting sick of her stories (And I was too LOL)
I like the idea of her fading into simplicity. A mundane but pleasant way to play her.

Just as the way she is ♥

And yes. I will be (IF THE NET LETS ME HAAA). Dag and Ravey.
And dont forget, the Dag and Ravey minigames Eye

@ Kiww: (Yes I figured rofl) Yeah, it is a shame.
@ Mis: It really depends on where they are located to affect a person in certain ways. Hers are in the frontal lobe which is the main control center for anything personality related.
@ Global: Yes, that is exactly where they ware. Four of them. They have shrunk apparently, but she is still terminal. It just makes me sad that she would say those things to us, but to anyone else that visits her, they are greeted with open arms. I think she means it, but what can we do. Not much.
Thankyou for the thoughts though.
Hetrin's picture

DFGKLFKDGF DFGKLFDHGLFK SKFJD

DFGKLFKDGF
DFGKLFDHGLFK
SKFJDLKGJEWAAFKSDF

That new headdress. THAT. NEW. HEADDRESS. SDGKFHGERIGDFGF <33333
Sighthoundlady's picture

Even for someone like me who

Even for someone like me who has been married for 2 years and in a relationship with the same man for…7 years now? Valentine’s Day is still not my favorite holiday, there’s too much pressure to “OMG, be romantic, RIGHT NOW!” so it just feels stressful and artificial. It’s a day where if men don’t come home with flowers, they are in trouble. It’s the absolute WORST day to go out for dinner, the restaurants are too crowded and serve substandard fare as a result. And I remember the feeling of those Valentines Days where I wasn’t with anybody. “Singles Awareness Day” we called it. Absolutely wretched holiday.

So chin up, carry on with your day like you normally would. Don’t let some stupid holiday impose artificial timelines on your life. Can’t force any of it. Things will happen as they are meant to happen. I’ve always believed that. <3

(and btw I love that picture of Ravenflight!)
quadraptor's picture

*Nuzzlenuzzlenuzzle* I've



*Nuzzlenuzzlenuzzle*

I've never had a date, girlfriend, boyfriend, ect. But I'll happily celebrate valentine's day, because love comes in all forms. Here's my valentine XD

We love you Ravey, you're never alone.
Hetrin's picture

ALL ABOARD THE FOREVER-ALONE

ALL ABOARD THE FOREVER-ALONE EXPRESS

LET'S HAVE A PARTY

Iaurdagnire's picture

I give you... the nerd mating

I give you... the nerd mating call.

"Roses are #FF0000
Violets are #0000FF
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE GO OUT WITH ME*
*Will settle for being your "it's complicated" on facebook"

Looool but 4srz, room on that train for one more? My date is my television, beer and popcorn. If you're going to be a forever alone on valentines day, you gotta do it just right.

As for Ravenflight she is free to kick some ass at Dag's next ass kicking event of kickassory. Heh, when you type kickassory firefox wants to change it to "kickapoo"... How is that better?

parrotsnpineapple's picture

@ Kiwi: I WISH MY HEADDRESS

@ Kiwi: I WISH MY HEADDRESS MADE THOSE NOISES.

@ Jess: That is basically ALL of the reasons I feel its a silly holiday. Im glad there are other people that can see past the plastic and commercial exterior of the "holiday".

Thankyou, it means a lot. And yes, I do believe that if something happens, itll happen. ♥
(CHEERS BRU)

@ Quad: That image...THAT IMAGE.

Very true words there, certainly something I would celebrate as well.
Also best valentine ever.

@ Kiwi.

You and me. Alone on a train.

...

WHAT COULD GO WRONG.


@ Dag: I dig it.
MATING CALL SUCCESSFUL.

My Valentines day pretty much involved slicing and shaving meats. I ate two cookies, was given a cadbury rose chocolate by one of the staff randomly, THAT WAS NICE and now Im about to go to drumming. I wish your beer robot chicken popcorn adventures the best.

Now I want a beer.



ROOM ENOUGH FOR ALL.
I added you Mis because you asked for some room.

Kaoori's picture

OMG I WAS LATE FOR THE TRAIN

OMG I WAS LATE FOR THE TRAIN *CATCHES UP WITH THE CABOOSE*

I shall be spending my

I shall be spending my Valentine's Day as I always do.

Enjoying the fact that I'm single.
Hetrin's picture

ALL THE SINGLES PARTYING UP

ALL THE SINGLES PARTYING UP IN THIS BIZ
Mis's picture

WHIEEJ! *Waves with arms in

WHIEEJ! *Waves with arms in the air* I'm on a traiin!

XD

Yeahwell. I'm going to go to some place to see my own movie on the big screen. LOL. That's my valentine's. Pretty cool I suppose. (I hope)
parrotsnpineapple's picture

Excuse me, but this party

Excuse me, but this party needs some music.



(By the way that is very cool Mis. YOU MADE IT TO THE BIG LEAGUES.)

(No subject)

Hetrin's picture

BIG DRUM BIG DRUM BIG

BIG DRUM BIG DRUM BIG DRUM

Also sleep is wonderful. WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL SLEEP.
parrotsnpineapple's picture

Iammany: Thank you.

Iammany: Thank you.
Truly...whoever you are. That meant a lot.

Kiwi: YES.

Congratulations.

Congratulations. <3

Congratulations. C:

Congratulations. C:

Ohmy, congratulations! ;u;

Ohmy, congratulations!
;u;

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Sighthoundlady's picture

That's so wonderful Kate, you

That's so wonderful Kate, you very much deserve it. Work hard. <3