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Apeldille's picture

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z.m123's picture

I can't bare this much longer. [Non-TEF, real life]

Guys, I've been thinking that my mom may have some problems... She is never pleased with things, and is almost never happy.
Even if I'll clean the house or something, I always do it wrong for her, and she gets mad at me if I don't do anything... It f**cking confuses me! And my lil' brother, it's like, I'm the filthy big angry dog, and he's the cutest little puppy ever -_-
And things are always my fault, the cat pooped on the floor; my fault. My brother destroyed a glass; my fault.
And this morning, before I went to school, she even said "Go to school now, I can't bare seeing your face any longer"...
It's grandma that does the most for me, and my grandma means alot to me.

Sometimes I think about shooting myself.

Sorry for throwing my trash here.
Alphafrost's picture

Email

IMPORTANT, DANGNABIT~~~
Shisou's picture

Sets won't save/open - Help?

So, I'm still using version 3.31 of TEF and for whatever reason, the sets I had saved will not open on TEF. Even the Halloween Set that my friend had sent to me will not open like it did on my other computer. Whenever I log into TEF, it just appears with the last thing I was wearing on my deer, and usually it isn't my set since I tend to screw around with casting a lot.

I know I'm saving correctly and I'm pasting the spelldata into the userdata. Why isn't it working? Has anybody else had this problem?

Thanks. - Kisa

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Just re-sharing my msn:

Im bored/lonely/...

..so lonely.

please add me? or something...
BluedeerLegend18's picture

I have some questions...

First of all, I've seen people's bios all different colors and everything. I think this is what they call "css coding" or whatever. What is Css? How do I do it?

Also, how do you make your words different colors? How do you make your words green and when you click them they lead you somewhere? Thanks.
BluedeerLegend18's picture

Calling all good artists!

Since there are come better artists out there, I want someone to make a picture of Peirce. I can already draw him, but... my drawings of him are horrible. And it appears that I need to have a drawing of Peirce for his bio. So can someone help me here?

If you want to know what he looks like read his bio.

quadraptor's picture

Just need to know one thing...

I apologize for this, I know it's unnecessary, but I've gotten into a rut again and I need some more help.

No L'oreal jokes, please. Eye

The question I need to know is quite simply, Am I worth it?

I've told myself countless times how worthless I am, how much I hate the way things are in the world and how powerless I feel. My opinion has gotten me in trouble numerous times, and whenever I feel like I've offended someone I hide what I said, despite the damage being done.

I'm at the point where I just don't think I'm allowed to have an opinion on anything anymore. It's like one of the Buddhist practices I read about, that you 'detach yourself from your surroundings', that you 'let go'. It's part of trying to find a sense of balance, you have no opinion.

Sitting in church today, I had many thoughts and feelings about who I am, and I actually considered how much better the world would be without me. I just don't see the point of being a good person anymore, or rather, despite trying to do good things, I feel like they go unnoticed and my faults and defects are seen at a much greater scale. So why do I even bother trying to be a good person when people are going to continue to take advantage of me and then ridicule me for not being more selfish? Why is it wrong for me to be myself instead of a greedy, selfish, violent person like the world wants me to be?

I don't see myself as anyone of worth, I see myself as a pawn, an expendable human being.

So am I worth anything? Is there any value in trying to be a good person? Or am I just a waste of a life?


Better now. I'm sorry for this post. I will have some serious talks with myself, and I'm starting to realize how childish this was.
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