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I'm insane but i'm happy

I made this little thing long time ago when i realised that lots of peoples and myself was keeping their 'other self' inside of us ..Now i'm better cause like the tittle said:I'm insane now,but the hell with that cause i'm happy ^^


Running all alone...
Fighting against the world
Night is all i have
Lie and sorrow is all i can see
I am you
You are me
Living inside of you, i'm your true self
But for your friends,your familly..You are keeping me inside of your head
I am dying you know,buried under your lies
all i ever wanted was to be by your side
Running all around and share the light with you
But all i can see is darkness...
The darkness of your dying self respect !!...and for what?!
To be loved by those people who are doing the same as you!
I AM YOU...but YOU...never wanted to be me...


And again....Sorry for bad english (a)
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Sparx- Saving Serenity

It had been a week since Serenity had died, or been stolen. She was trying to save me as I was being chased by the Death God, it was all my fault. Latte had tried many times to convince me it wasn't but I knew deep down, if I hadn't run in their direction...
I sighed and looked miserably down at my hooves. Latte and I had settled down under our usual resting spot, there was a gap between us. The gap that Serenity usually rested in. I didn't know Latte quite well so we didn't talk much. My mind drifted onto Serenity...
Thats when it hit me.
Serenity had been killed by a beast once before and the gods had brought her back to life, maybe if I prayed to the gods they would help me! I had to tell Latte the plan. My eyes looked over to Latte.
" Err...Latte? "
Latte looked up, the one blue eye that was showing ( the other covered by her long fringe) was misted with sadness.
" Yes, Sparx? " She said , miserably.
" I've had and idea, to bring Serenity back! " I said, grinning
Her voice was doubtful.
" Let's hear it then? "
" When you and Serenity were killed by the beasts, the twin god brought you to life. If we prayed for Serenity and the god's help at the abiogenesis stones they may bring her back to life! "
Latte sighed, " Sparx, gods can only bring a deer back to life once, but its worth a try, I guess. "
We got to our hooves and headed for the abiogenesis stones.

When we arrived a lot of fawns were prancing around the stone, their pelts were a bright, dazzling white and they were surrounded by an eerie blue glow. Their white pelts were flecked with pink spots and their eyes were rimmed with the same pink shade.
I knelt infront of the great glowing stones and so did Latte. I prayed hard.
Then I heard a voice echoing in my head " There is only one way, meet me at moonlight " My eyes shot open and I stood up straight, glancing at Latte.
" Did you hear it to? " I asked, " The voice, I mean. "
" I did.
Aegle's picture

Breeze

[=10] She walked to the graveyard. Her steps were slow and desperate. The music of the dead hummed through the air. At least they had no reason to hate her. No reason to even care for her presence. How she wished to be wise and silent like them.

She fell to the dusty earth. Her fur barely moving in the winter air. The sun shiny down on her relectantly. Why could she not look at them? Was it a hate for them, or for herself? Why couldn't she run free like the fawns. Why couldn't she be free like the dead?

Her eyes scattered across the grave stones. The inscriptions were illegible, nothing more than a scratch here and there. This beings were forgotten. Would it really be better to be dead? To drift off into the dusty earth. She wanted to slowly drift away, maybe a seperation from all she knew would accomplish it. They would slowly forget her just like the graves were forgotten. All good and bad memories of her would blow away with the breeze.

She could return to hiding. To be alone was her wish. One day they'll think back about her, they'll remeber the a foolish doe. One who had not yet learned to love. One who thought she could fight like a stag. One who cowered and whimpered at others approach. One who lost her son. One who gave up her love. One that loved the sunlight and quite. One who told all her secrets to the koi. One who gave up her best friend. Oh that foolish doe. They would laugh and remeber the doe. Her soft waves and slowly darkening eyes. They would forget how she left, why she left. All they knew was this doe did want to love life. She did love life. But it was to late for her to live.

Her eyes stammered open. It was dark, the sound of crickets hummed in the distance. Her body quivered in the cold, her breathe escaped as a fog. And she laid there. The branches below her fur and the trees swaying above her head. She wished the wind would blow her away and lift her to the sky... and return her to the stars.

'Marks'...Queze's past

So it's been forever since I wrote anything, an absolute lifetime since I wrote anything about Queze.
A lot of the imagery in this little post has been floating around my head since Queze's past
was first developed but has only now been put done in any real solid form.
I hope you enjoy and if you want anything clarified or are curious about
anything pertaining to Queze's past, feel free to comment and ask, I'm happy to divulge!

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Dych chi'n moyn dawnsio gyda fi? [Furfur Diary 9]

This story picks up right where Walks with memory shards ends.
If you have just stumbled upon this story by chance then head over to the Story hub to get caught up.

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Sparx- The Forest Is Darkening [Continued]

I turned, and I ran. I ran without thinking, straight in the direction of Latte and Serenity. The Deer Of Death thundered on behind me, its haunting laugh and chattering teeth rang in my ears.
I exploded into the clearing where Latte and Serenity were sleeping
" Run, Run for your lives! " I yelled at them and darted off in the other direction to the way they were running, The Deer of Death followed me.
Our speed was equally matched , but Death was a god, he would never tire. I thought frantically of what I could do..
That was it!
There was only one way I could avoid the Death God, I ran in the direction of Da drinkplaats, my breathe already beginning to run out.
Trees and bushes shot past me, deer let out calls of alarm and horror , but I ignored that. I had to keep running. I was aware I was slowing down slightly, the gap was closing between us.
The hoofbeats of Death were like drumming in my ears, the echoes never fading out. Then I saw the da drinkplaats, and hope shot into my chest. I didn't have much chance, if it went wrong, if I didn't become a bird and fly to safety. I was doomed.
I leapt over the edge of the fairy circle, Death crashing through behind me. I could smell the water now, I could hear the water trickling down onto the platform. I bent my head down whilst running and opened my mouth. As I ran water flowed into my mouth, I gulped it down then waited. Death ran closer. A flash in the distance,I looked down at myself...
I had become a toad.
Fear shot through me keeping me frozen to the spot, Death leapt at me, laughing.
Then everything happened so fast, a brown flash leapt from the bushes, slamming into the side of Death.
Death got up and reared above the fawn...It was Serenity.
" No! " I cried, Death's antlers came down.
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Motherhood [Evil Kaoori Challange]

Warning: This is very cold, neglectful, and evil. You have been warned.

[=10]Kaoori laid on her side in the grove and watched her new child taking it's first steps. It was funny, five months ago she looked forward to this moment with hope and desire. The moment she would finally become a mother and bring life into the world.

And yet, as she looked upon the clumsy disproportionate creature before her wobbling to stand and falling repeatedly she could only feel shame. She had known Wesker had his bad hair days also, but she had been hopeful that his least desirable physical traits would spare her future child. The tiny fawn turned it's head to face it's mother with adoration and let out a muffled "mrrrrrrr". Not an adorable moo. Not a cute maww. a Mrr. She felt disgusted and looked away.

Wesker had left to find food for his new family and she was left alone to babysit that..thing. She had never thought herself shallow, but as the crippled child took it's first tentative steps towards her she could not have moved faster to recoil from it's presence.

"Mrrrr?" It stared at her with those large firey eyes and opened it's gaping jaw questioningly. "Mrrrmrrr?"

Kaoori reared violently and screamed in protest. "Get away! Get away you s-sick..you Get!" Shame. Fear. Desperation.

Another clumsy step and pleading call. "Mrrrr...?"

Wesker would return soon. He would make it better. He would take this..their son away and she could have time alone. She froze as she felt a wetness slide across her forleg and stared down at the protruding tongue of her godsforsaken child.

It was an impulse.
She couldn't explain it to Wesker when he returned.
She said it was an accident.
....
She said that she did not see their child.
That she had thought he were a snake in her confusion.
...
And yet she knew better.
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haunted past (Ra snippet one)

Been wanting to write something for him and couldn't think of what exactly so just let whatever come out through writing. It's just a snippet, something to help develope Rakkaus. Also, warning that it starts off dark and gore-ish, as a heads up. Hopefully it's not too dark but can show you what his past life was like and how much a difference being in the Forest is for him. I hope you enjoy! <3

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The battlefield reeked of death and the winged carrion seekers flew overhead, circling scavengers. Keepers of the souls, ready to take the dead to the next realm –whatever and wherever that might be. He could remember the detail of the carnage, of the dead littering the ground. But there was no noise and no movement but of the soul eaters in the sky.

It was like he was there, but not there. An observer who could not affect the moment frozen before him.

He could see the frozen faces of comrades and enemies alike, strewn about and riddled with holes and bathing the earth beneath them with blood. Sacrifices to the Mor-Ríoghain. To the whims of a king. Wasted lives.

As much as he wanted to walk away from the pain and failure he felt at this great loss, he couldn’t. He was pulled here often, to see what had been left behind. The carnage that he had been a part of. Found himself here, in this place, in his dreams and nightmares. It was were he went when he slept, to this blood soaked world and in a body he no longer possessed but was eerily familiar with.

He had a name, but he could not recall it.

Tall for his kind, his ancestors had been warriors and thus why he was one as well. Pale skinned and azure eyes that were dark like the night sky. Hair that was soaked with sweat and blood, black at the roots and fading out into silver tips. Whenever he dared to glance down, there’d be blood splattered upon his hands and forearms. Blood not his own, or so he assumes.
PleasureLine7's picture

Parceque parfois dans la vie on à besoin de dire ceci...

i wanted to make this post because there is someting i want to say but i'm gonna say it in French^^

J'ai eu pas mal de problème dans ma vrai vie ces temps-ci et j'avais envie de tout claquer.Je me sentais rejeté de tous et toutes et je n'arrivais plus à comprendre pourquoi nous continuons à vivre dans un monde pareille alors qu'il est évident que l'on doit tout changer. Enfin bref quand je pensais que ce monde n'etait qui futilité et absurdité je suis tombé sur une chose qui allait me redonner un peu de cette énergie qui me fallait pour me relancer et me permettre de reprendre ce combat insecant contre cette drôle de vie...The Endless Forest

J'y ai 'recontré' des gens amicaux et chalereux qui m'ont montré que c'est pour pouvoir connaitre ce genre de personne que je continue à lutter contre cette malladie qui est la vie ^^

Alors pour tout les gens qui m'ont donner un peu de 'banana connection'(en yaniss ca veut dire de la bonne humeur XD) je veux dire ceci:Merci du fond du coeur, Gracias,Thank you et que grace a vous tous,un homme peut continuer de marcher heureux le long du chemin qui le mènera vers la fin de sa journée ^^
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Sparx- The Forest Is Darkening

The rain on my back felt like millions of daggers, plunging into me. My head hung low, my eyes full of sadness, my ears drooping by the sides of my face. I squinted my eyelids together, trying to stop the tears from flowing. But I couldn't. My salty tears mixed with the rain droplets as they ran down my face, dripping onto the moist grass below.
I couldn't beleive it, he was dead....
My old friend lay on the floor in front of me. He was resting in his usual place, on the platform, next to the ruins. The rain droplets were covering his grey matted fur and ran down onto the gashes in his side. He didn't die a painful death, just passed away in his sleep. I found him here this morning.
Serenity and Latte had decided to go home to give me some time on my own. I thought back to the last time we spoke. A shudder ran down my spine; he must have known it was coming, his death I mean. What he had said was this:
'Young deer, please take care of yourself. The forest is darkening...'
I backed away from his body and went to wander around the forest. The forest seemed to share my emotions, the sun was hiding, the birds weren't singing and the deer weren't prancing around. They sat under trees, their heads bowed. The words seemed to echo in my head
" The forest is darkening, the forest is darkening.. "

I trudged a whole circle of the forest and then found myself at the ruins again. I dumped myself next to my friend's body and cried myself to sleep.

My dreams were dark and haunting. I was running through the forest..except it was different. The branches of the trees had no leaves, mist clouded my vision and the ground was dirt. My hoofbeats rang out loudly as I ran across it. Then out of the mist came millions of deer, surrounding me, blocking me in. I recognised them as my friends. Their fur had been torn off in places leaving bloody gaping wounds. They had no eyes, only two hollow circles that stared at me, haunting me. They closed in fullly.
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