Diary Entry

Day1
"It’s fine…everything is..ok?

Maybe?

I..I don’t know….

No…

It’s not…

They don’t need to worry…I’ll act as if nothing is going on..

yes I’ll hide the tears with laughter…and the pain with a smile….

I sleep but get no rest…I dream…but I only have nightmares….

Why?”

“So..confusing…
My head hurts….
The dreams are horrible..some about the past..some maybe of things to come
…my own calls often wake me up…
I like it here..but sometimes miss my old life..
I was such a simple creature back then..
Now so complex….
Things I did in the past..I reflect on..
I feel regret..animals shouldn’t have to feel, regret but I do…
…the only thing to do, is to tell myself…things worked out the way they were supposed to…..
…and maybe I was never like the other deer to begin with..no..I rebelled
..Thats why I’m here after all…
I can still feel them…the antlers tearing into my hindquarter…
And…
Sometimes..it still hurts.
I still hate him…
But…I miss my herd…
I hope they are well…”

Day2

[=gold]“I had little time to think today..I had very few minutes to myself…

..Many deer wished to play today, and I enjoyed their company..I did not recognize many of the deer I met today…however there was one face I recognized..how could I forget…it was imitate.

.I haven’t seen him for awhile…I must say this unusual deer amuses me….once again I had no time to myself. He followed me everywhere…I must say it was kind of comforting having him around…

Knowing someone was nearby helped me sleep better than I have in the past few days.

Gonna kick myself again for letting them build up some. XD;
Maybe if I'm feeling less lazy, I'll copy-paste (and edit the tense of) what I wrote about what was happening on these days. It's what I've started doing in my updates blog. =]
Proceed to the usual image heaviness.

nnnnom.

Have a nice pile of nice happy deer. Feel the love in your guts.

Quamar: *being bullied and pressed underground* ;___;
Minideer: *bullies* >8D

Quam: *lifts* D8<
Minideer: ... D'8

Minideer: *shows Quam who's the boss* Take me to the river D8<
Quamar: Y-yes, my lady...

Epicfawn: *facecrashes to Quam* mfff~

Epicfawn: W-Wait!! D8
Quamar: Never facecrash to me againnn!
Stellmaria: .__.

Quamar: *sends flying*
Epicfawn: Nyaaaaa~
Stellmaria: Uuh, a penny!

This is art.
Stellmaria: *Not impressed*

Fawn: *fails*
Stellmaria: Aw darn, what a let down! I want my money back...

Quamar: IMMA RIRIN' MAH~
Yori: Oooh, a penny!

What's wrong in this picture?

Two sides of Riptail finally meets.

Cutlass: Say, ya afraid of zombies?
Riptail: S-s-saaay w-whaaat...? o___o

Riptail: Y-you poor excuse of a man, how dare you blahblahblah nagnagblah~
Cut: *really pays no attention*

Quam: Whoa, check this out.

Here's to hoping all have a Merry Merry holiday break!
May your days be filled with all sorts of happiness and family blessings.

(and yes.... even the 'drive you up the wall' family members can bring you joy...however small that joy will be...it's still joy ^_^ )

Enjoy! And a Merry Christmas!

**
***update***
For those who are wondering about their artz from me and the tiny minie deer...I have good news!

Since my old computer has finally called it quits on me and has gone on into the great computer place in the sky... my mother has wonderfully said that she shall buy me a new one! Which means...I can finish the artz for all!

HUZZAH!!!!

Now... I must save my money to pay her back of course,
(because that's just to expensive not too)
...but!...
all is well because luck is on my side!
I have an interview next week, with a possible job attached!

DOUBLE HUZZAH!!!!

Its seems with one bad ending, a brighter good shows up on the horizon.

Wish me luck!

Edmund

I don't screenie dump enough. These'll just be ones from today, I don't have time to go through the thousands of screenshots that I've never posted here. |D

Please do tell me if you see yourself

~I'm finally on Winter break. Now i can sleep in a little more than on school day and color things I owe, like the prizes ^w^ This break i am gonna have xxFooHeadxx on DA, Claire, and her sister, come HERE to MN to see where I live :excited: Well xxFooheadxx on DA hasn't seen it, the others have XD IM EXCITED!
~Today we had a hockey game against Farmington. My coach is a jerk so here, even though i doubt he'll see this, but; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cu_3Tvnx6IA this is for making most of my team mates feel bad and not being the greatest coach in my history. seriously he says negative stuff almost every game. Me and 3 other girls barely play. Either cuz we're new to the team (my reason) or we're not good. But really he needs to start realizing that not everyone is perfect at hockey.

Anywho enough rant, gotta sleep at the moment, but i don't wanna. TOMORROW; i go to eye doctor for now im gonna get CONTACTS! i get to learn how to touch my eye balls XP
also, seems i gotta make both Christmas AND New years pictures X3 gonna be fun.

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