Diary Entry

Valdryion lost his set D: I was able to get the candle antlers back due to the abio last night, but he's ratherp plain now D: don't know when he'll be on next as my computer is deciding to not like it when I run the game.

Diary Entry

kestral's blog
Login to post comments

I was never a deer of the forest.
I suppose in some alternate reality I too might have survived the night to be with the others.
Join them in frolicking, exploring, yelling and playing in the mysterious land that I could only see through their eyes.

was to be born in the late spring.
I was to be named

I was not.

What an odd day it was.

When I began to stirr from an afternoon map, I awoke to see something very odd. Is this what they call snow? It was so white and clean and odd. Very different. As I stood up, I felt a cold shiver as I saw it had piled up on me. ....Odd. It must have been falling from the sky earlier.

Casually going out into the forest, I headed towards the pond for a quick splash, only to be disturbed again. Such odd sound...I lurked through the trees and grass for a few minutes before locating it. The Gods. They were making such beautiful noise! Oh I danced around the twins for a long time, and was very happy to be accompanied by a new friend.

Haha, I had fun :3 I went in the forest as Sorrel first, and gave her antlers with candles xD Then I had to leave, and when I came back a few hours later with Totlecatl, the candles and snow were gone, but there were big plants and mushrooms, and the twin god statue was playing odd music.

I remember before I left there was fog! And wolf howls. Odd~

Diary Entry

Freyja's blog
Login to post comments

[Seeing as it's New Year's day and all, I'll warn you that this is somewhat depressing! Sorry. >.<]

The Fawn

Weakness, of body and of mind. I am falling to it. I have sold my soul to the traitor, with less remorse than I should have. Darkweaver? You'll never know. You'll never know that I've let myself trust him, let myself grow closer to his mate...Even knowing what he's done to you, all the horrible things.

And you, Darkweaver, were my first friend.

If he knows a way out of here...then so be it. I want out; I'll do anything to escape this endless prison, to get back to mommy and daddy.

They must...miss me...
Unless they've forgotten.

My peacock friend, Ducky? Where are you now? Are you still so frightened? Have I betrayed you, leaving you behind like this?

My kindred soul, Anko. Where are you? Do you lurk within the shadows still? Do you still look for me, wait for me? Or have you forgotten?

Ah, Leonard, Listless...Leonard. I remember that I confided my soul in you. You and I are kindred souls as well, in mind and in body. Have you fallen to your brother's control, Leonard, and forgotten me? Have you forgotten what I told you?

Have you forgotten that I am dying?

Worse, this illness gets. Worse. I am losing ground. I have my good days, but...not lately. I cannot move much anymore. Not without fits of coughing, dry and prolonged, so long that I think they might never end, fits that bring about rolling headaches...

My body, too, is weak. I fear it cannot hold me anymore. I don't know. It's such a frail balance, a scale weighted against me. Cold winds come to steal my breath even farther away.

I am losing the fight.
I must get out of here, must escape the pull of the Twins.
If I don't...
If I don't...
I don't know what will happen.

[Again, it's early in the morning, so I have no idea how this sounds. >.< ]

The Priest

They have all heard by now, I am sure. I see the looks upon their faces, ones of pity, ones filled with sarcasm, hatred. 'I told you so', their looks say. 'It had to happen some day'. My enemies watch me, knowing that I have lost the thing so dear to me, my very purpose.

My Gods have abandoned me.

The last words they spoke to me, so filled with disappointment, so filled with power, spoken in tandem:

"Priest, you have failed us.
You have not heeded our warnings.
Priest, go now from our sight and do not return."

I went. I left their sight. I have returned, many a time, only to see their faces, cold, hardened stone, looking at me with disgust. I did not heed their call to an end to violence, so they have ended me. My soul, perhaps, though my physical body remains.

I watch the world go by. How many days has it been? Weeks, perhaps. I am not sure. I watch and wait, empty of purpose, empty of being. What am I waiting for? A sign? An end?

I wait.

Then it comes, one day, as I lie beneath the trees, watching the sky through ancient eyes. I realize that perhaps...I have been given a second chance. I have been granted life; a changed one, but a life.

I stand, breathing in the smells of the forest, of the myriad of deer that live here. This is my home, my life, my brothers.

I refuse to be broken, to waste away. I will find my Gods again. I will regain their favor. Somehow, some way, it shall be done. I will not fail my brothers.

"I will find a way."

[Not sure how this sounds, seeing as it's early morning. |D Happy New Year's!]

Alright, so I signed up and choose my pictogram.
However, I was playing him in forest and his pictogram was different. He had a little ~ thing over the two circles on the pictogram, but it's not there when you click the link. Which made me a little mad, because I don't want it there, and that wasn't there when I registered. ><
Has anyone else had these problems?

I do believe I have just met the one they call 'Nightshade'?She was quite fun, and didn't mind at all my craziness.In fact, she seemed to encourage it, ahahaha~
I was quite sad to see her have to leave.I really do hope we meet again.

“Tonight I looked for beauty…
I found it in the flowers….
I found it in the candles…
I found it in friends….
I found it in the snow….
However I did not find the beauty I searched for…
A beauty few appreciate…..
After all, beauty is in the eye of the beholder….
The Night is lovely…
The moon is bright…
I will continue to search for the beauty….
Perhaps I will find it…
Or perhaps not……….
Maybe I won’t find it tonight….
But I will find it again…
Then I can rest….
And my heart will be happy…..”

Happy new year everyone XD..I’m just working on a little writing again…

“I did not find beauty..
Indeed it found me
It only stayed for a short while..
But
I am
Happy It stayed with me
It was good to see it once more..
Now my mind can be at ease
At least for awhile….”
XD *shot*

I just want to wish you all a happy new year! <3

Sorry for not being able to go to the forest today but hopefully I'll see you some other day!

Hehe.. strange picture I made for my mother for New Year :'3
It wasn't really ment to be put up here but I had to do give you all something fun except for a
Happy New Year

erhm... and for all who couldn't gues :3 Gott nytt år means Happy New Year... as I said it wasn't meant to be put up here ^^ <3<3

The Endless Forest

lost his set!

Álmos; Opportunity

Snow through song

Fall [Depressing Warning >.<]

Rise

Pictogram problems?

First day's events

Tonight I looked for beauty

Happy New Year Everyone!

child of the pond