Thought I'd vent my frustration out in this small entry seeing as I can not do so in any other fashion on my computer.
Why you ask am I so distraught? I'll tell you....
...my new computer.
The one that is replacing the one that died not so long ago.
It has decided to go the way of unholy evil by keeping me not only from going into my messenger to speak to friends, but also, this oh so lovely mechanical companion of mine, has decided to no longer run photo-shop.
Which means...
...the minis that I was working on are no longer accessible, the picture in trade with Rell has been deleted from existence(was almost done too... XD ), AND all saved artwork has vanished from the hard drive!
Needless to say I am... frustrated.
Sadly, I did not think to save to another drive, so no hope there.
To those who I owe minis too...this may sound like a repeat but...I am sorry for your wait. I shall try to get things rolling again as soon as possible.
To Rell, please do not loose patience with me; I shall keep trying with your deer until the very end. This trade shall be a success. I will not fail! ^_^
...I think I'm done ranting now. _sighs_
Sorry for the trouble; I shall now return to hunting down the culprit for my computers error.
Very slight blood/gore warning.
Jazz's past/how he came to the forest
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How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I can remember it so clearly.
The pounding of my heart, the screeching, the yells.
It wasn't long ago that I was a human. My life was great, wonderful.
I had my own apartment, great grades at school.
I was the DJ at the club on campus, and had lots of friends to spend time with.
Na na na na...
It was on a normal day, I was just getting onto my bike to go and head to the club.
My night to DJ. I already had run through the playlist, had picked out the best songs that I would play for the night. I knew the place would be rocking, lights would be flashing, people dancing and getting high off life.
It was then that my cell rang, "I gotta feeling" playing softly before I picked it up, answering.
My friends were in trouble. Their car had broken down on the side of the road, they needed help with the engine. I wanted to help, I knew some about fixing engines. I could go and help them.
I revved my bike, speeding out onto the streets.
I was glad that I had my jacket, the winter afternoon was chilly, my breath left clouds of mist behind me as I dove. I was glad that they weren't really far down the highway, I didn't wanna be late for work. It would be dangerous.
I looked ahead, coming around the corner of the highway, they would be just ahead, another corner at the most. That was what they had said.
It was then that everything went wrong...
I was going to fast. The corner too sharp.
Their van came into the view a momet later. I can still see their burgendy van parked on the side of the road.
Well, today Bonnan woke up in the forest and within minutes ran into a wonderful surprise: his ol' buddy Raffles. There was much fear and nerves at first
Ok so…this was very spur of the moment XD’ So if it seems random it’s because it was, but…I felt an overpowering urge to write it anyways ^^’ Mainly because I’ve always felt this way on the subject, and recently I’ve had some…new experiences in the forest with friendship I would like to get off my chest. BUT! Instead of just going on a rant and pointing fingers and all that unnecessary-ness, I thought instead I would write it as a simple, happy advice blog, MAINLY because I know I can’t be the only one who feels this way. Surely I’m not the only insecure one out there? XD Hopefully it will do more positive then negative because I don’t think we really need more negative at the moment…
Anyways, this is written mostly by my characters so there may be differences in opinion, obviously. If YOU have some friend advice, or heck any sort of advice to other players and their characters out there do not hesitate to post them as a reply to this!
That now even I am getting sick of the violence and 'evil' and 'blood' and all that stuff that has been spewing out this last several months?
Especially considering on Deviantart I'm participating (and moving to the second round) in "Blood Sport 2"?
I think I'm actually getting tired of all this violence and negativity. I don't even feel like going in the forest anymore at this point. Crazy as it sounds I played my secret new deer a few days ago for the first time... and right away it was met with 1.) Being attacked by an adult deer, 2.) ignored by others, 3.) shown hostility, all within the first 5 minutes of play? (And all without provolking others!)
The constant need to RP in forest is starting to wear me out too... It's like... you can't play OOC anymore. You can't walk up to others and just have fun, unlike it used to be.
We need an OOC day or something. 8/
I mean, I'm at a point where I half want to shoot down my own "Darkweaver", "Ebony"(even though she's not caused any trouble yet), and "Spill", just to somewhat lower the amount of evil deer. 8<
Seriously, I get my fill of blood and violence on DA right now... Do I really need to also deal with it on what was supposed to be a peaceful game? Can we not turn it down for a day anymore?
Who was I just playing with in the forest?
First Deer:
Pelt: Peacock
Antlers: Peacock
Mask: Dead Deer/skull mask
Second Deer: (we helped you get your antlers and pelt and mask ^^ )
Pelt: Grey
Antlers: Claw antlers? Idk what they are called
Mask: Long white and red mask
I was the fawn with the poppies ^^
We were at the ruins for a while dancing around in the cage and attempting to air-sit. Then we were at the pond and met another fawn and then I left, we were also at the trees that had masks, antlers and stuff on them.
Just a random little update, trying to find the names of all the pelts and masks and antlers, if anybody has a link to the page containing them? if not I'll just continue to learn by watching and reading.
Alright so this is kinda an idea of mine. I was doodling some head shots of deer Evo and I saw in the forest today, as a kinda hopes of perhaps meeting them here or recognizing them again, should we cross paths once more. So the idea kinda evolved that I could do this often, sketching out head shots of deers as kinda memories of Evo's time in the forest, and so it's a kinda visual diary of Evo's day...
And a final-ish note before we get started: If your deer is one of them, let me know! Name, Pictogram, even a picture! I might draw them again, or if they have something that is unseen in game, I can drawn them properly!
A full collection can be seen at DA, or rather will be able to be seen, since there is only one day so far... XD Oh and if you'd like the head shot of your deer(s) please feel free to ask and I'll get it to you, perhaps even colored. ^^ I'll not have this big ol' message in the next times, promise.
