Diary Entry

This story picks up into the last few moments of Desperate to keep you near….
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Warning: There is violence and death present in this story.

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Shy deer are awful. Oh, sure, they think they're so vulnerable or whatever, but really...all they are is mean. Take today, for example...

I was playing with Virgil, trying to get my spells in order. And the deer wakes up. and she just starts backing away like I've done something wrong. AGAIN. This is the third time this week! What, do I smell bad? Did someone go around saying I'm a jerk?! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME, HUH?

And I do the nice thing, I really try. Really. I try to approach her slowly, and I try to keep my distance. All the nice things you're supposed to do for shy deer despite the fact that it's not you who has the problem with them, you know? I didn't mind -- I wanted to make a new friend. I don't really feel like I have enough friends. Virgil's a great pal, and all, but he and Vala and my parents are all there is in my life, you know? And that won't do -- I wanna be friends with everyone! Nothing less will do, ha-ha!

...where was I? Oh, yeah. And after a while, I started getting frustrated, so I decided to wait a ways off until she and Virgil were done. I could take a hint, see where I wasn't wanted, all that. If it made them happy, I...well, OK, I pretended I was happy with that, but I just started getting more and more frustrated. I hadn't done anything wrong, and I was the one being left out in the cold. I decided that I wasn't going to take no for an answer -- she was going to get over her fear of me, whether she was ready to or not! ...Or something like that. I wasn't really thinking, I was just sort of feeling whatever came my way. And it was just really angry and frustrated -- I wanted to be her friend, that was all! Why couldn't she accept that!? Anyway, so I started going right up to her,to get her to meet me face-to-face. And, to my shock, she started running. I started pounding after her too, and I think Virgil started running after me.

Okay I don't know does anyone care to watch these but oh well, here I go as I myself enjoy these.
Lame captions, I know.

Surrealism: Cut and Theo[with wrong picto but yes it's Theo] having a silly play on Rip.
Or maybe they're having a fist fight, who knows these guys anyways. Cut is losing.

Cut's fighting club for naked nameless guys.
Basic stance.

Nameless: Oi, that cloud looks like you!
Cut: Really? That one looks like you right after my hoof sank in yer face.

Nameless: Sir, would you like to swap flowers? I -hate- always getting confused with my twin brother... I'm so gonna show them all....
Cut: Hell if I cared. No.

Cut: -really dirty dreams-
Draum: ..... o__o;;

Rip: M-m-my lucky p-penny.... I-It's lost.... f-forever!!
Cut: C'mon, it can't be far. -checks Rip's guts-

Every party has a party pooper.
Others: Come oooon Cut. Dance with uuus~
Cut: -ignores the dancing vibes coming behind his back-

Fawn: IMMA FIRIN' MAH~
Cut: Uh oh, check that out, there it comes again.
Rip: .... w-what comes? Wait!

Space saving level up.

"Yes, join the dark side. We've got no cookies but we're having fun as hell."

People should pay more attention to their pictos and not leave them lying around, sheesh you guys!
Cut: .....

well, im born...my name...i think its mirouge...
but there is a sign...only a sign that makes me different...
its in my head...burned in my little soul.... i stand up slowly...
i can see other dears...playing with each other....
they are friendly.... but there! im shoked! A dear
with a creepy face! oh no...it is...it is a mask...
it is wonderful... i go a some steps... only to try
if i can do it... and there... an other currently born
creature. I stay in front of it... i bow...and it make
the same.... so we are playing, shy...than faster
and wilder... i love it and jump around like a little
rabbit. The adult dears come and play with us....
im so happy...

Now that that's out of my system...

Thought I'd vent my frustration out in this small entry seeing as I can not do so in any other fashion on my computer.

Why you ask am I so distraught? I'll tell you....

...my new computer.
The one that is replacing the one that died not so long ago.
It has decided to go the way of unholy evil by keeping me not only from going into my messenger to speak to friends, but also, this oh so lovely mechanical companion of mine, has decided to no longer run photo-shop.

Which means...
...the minis that I was working on are no longer accessible, the picture in trade with Rell has been deleted from existence(was almost done too... XD ), AND all saved artwork has vanished from the hard drive!

Needless to say I am... frustrated.

Sadly, I did not think to save to another drive, so no hope there.

To those who I owe minis too...this may sound like a repeat but...I am sorry for your wait. I shall try to get things rolling again as soon as possible.

To Rell, please do not loose patience with me; I shall keep trying with your deer until the very end. This trade shall be a success. I will not fail! ^_^

...I think I'm done ranting now. _sighs_

Sorry for the trouble; I shall now return to hunting down the culprit for my computers error.

Edmund

Very slight blood/gore warning.
Jazz's past/how he came to the forest

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How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I can remember it so clearly.
The pounding of my heart, the screeching, the yells.

It wasn't long ago that I was a human. My life was great, wonderful.
I had my own apartment, great grades at school.
I was the DJ at the club on campus, and had lots of friends to spend time with.

Na na na na...

It was on a normal day, I was just getting onto my bike to go and head to the club.

My night to DJ. I already had run through the playlist, had picked out the best songs that I would play for the night. I knew the place would be rocking, lights would be flashing, people dancing and getting high off life.

It was then that my cell rang, "I gotta feeling" playing softly before I picked it up, answering.

My friends were in trouble. Their car had broken down on the side of the road, they needed help with the engine. I wanted to help, I knew some about fixing engines. I could go and help them.

I revved my bike, speeding out onto the streets.

I was glad that I had my jacket, the winter afternoon was chilly, my breath left clouds of mist behind me as I dove. I was glad that they weren't really far down the highway, I didn't wanna be late for work. It would be dangerous.

I looked ahead, coming around the corner of the highway, they would be just ahead, another corner at the most. That was what they had said.

It was then that everything went wrong...

I was going to fast. The corner too sharp.

Their van came into the view a momet later. I can still see their burgendy van parked on the side of the road.

Well, today Bonnan woke up in the forest and within minutes ran into a wonderful surprise: his ol' buddy Raffles. There was much fear and nerves at first