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So close and yet so far

A continuation from Dych chi'n moyn dawnsio gyda fi?

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Anxiety flowed freely through Kita as she pulled her gaze from the gray doe's who stood back away from the family, her stance was protective, even though Finata had been reunited with his father. She shifted her weight from one hoof to the other, turning her gaze quietly toward the bull and fawn who lay against one another.

She frowned and she sighed, moving quietly around so she stood before Seshi, ears flicking with worry. She didn't know how to break it to him, how to tell him. He would believe her, wouldn't he? It would seem crazy but he had believed that Finata was his son, so he would believe this also... wouldn't he?

She remembered the way he had looked when he asked her to dance. The quiet uncertainty that had reflected deep within his eyes that looked identical to her Furfur's eyes. She shivered slightly. They were almost identical, she couldn't help but see the similarities and she wondered how she had not seen it before. She tilted her head slightly as she looked at the father and son, they would have believe her. She would make them believe her.

She ran over the lines in her head again and again and tried to reherse them as she forced her courage to the sticking place. "Seshi, listen I really do have something to tell you," she said softly, sea-green orbs watched him. Her worry showed through them and her heart raced, pounded against her chest as though it threatened to break free.
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long time nu talk

Exactly wut it says in the title. it's been like month, feels like 2 months. I really wish i wasn't taking Finals at the moment. I'm in Biology and we used the computers for the test. I didn't do too hot, but I pass the semester. I just hope i did better in History. I NEEDed to do good on that one. Next I'll be having lunch and be finishing up somethings for the next Final, English with Tarara, she's not cool.... I just hope that she lets me and 3 others who are on the hockey team leave once we finish the test. Lol tomorrow i have just to go and take a Latin test and Gym test. gym is gonna be easy as hell. Latin, not so much >< so I'll HAVE to study latin all the time i have and I HAVE to understand it. Lol on Thursday I just wake up, go to school at 7:20, take geometry test @ 7:40, the leave @ 9:40am and go home XDD I don't need to do a retake nor do I have an 8th hour class X3
I've been on DeviantArt a lot though. chatting rping, kinda sad. that's the only place I'm addicted to over the internet XDD. school wont let me get on DA >8<

Anyone got song suggestions? I'm bored right now.
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Adult Child

Well it describes me well enough XD I've been playing TEF for a while now but I tend to just pop on when I can, and no one is usually on! So I am actually rather clueless to the game, like a child! T.T In fact I have a bad feeling I've ticked off more then a few people by accident today. I was just trying to get someone to help me get my pelt to the one I wanted again since for some reason I couldn't get it back after going into and leaving that drinky place. Finally I got it though, which makes me so happy. Course I wonder how hard it is to get the pelt I have, since it took hours to get! o.o But Evo has his pretty dark pelt back now so I'm happy ^^

I don't know much about what each action means to others, hence why I think I confused or annoyed lots of people today. I'd love it if someone could help me understand a bit better! I have a lot of places I go online, so TEF is not always a focus, but I've been trying to get on a lot more... ever since that goldfish swam past my screen. XD Evo was a little confused. And then he turned around to see a giant dandelion... yeah. Strange things, indeed.

Last little request before I go work on some things, if anyone reads this, is there a picture list of the diffrent pelts? I've always been interested in looking at them all and what their names are!


Lita and Evo, signing out!
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thank you for the inspiring song Ephra (: x

Wanderers Silent Dream

dump dump screenie dumpy

Yup, here we go again. There probably won't be as many this time.

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The Mask

Amadahy

She'd seen it, just laying there, abandoned. White, perfectly rounded and oval...covered in mud. That wasn't right, was it? Not if that was what she thought it was.

Amadahy blinked at the azure waters, making sure of what she saw. It couldn't be. Not his...
His.
She'd heard the rumors...chosen not to believe them. It couldn't happen, not to him.
It did.
The mask was undeniable proof, sitting abandoned at the bottom of the pond, like a child's abandoned toy. So far down...
Maybe she could reach it. Maybe when she did, she'd see that it wasn't his. It'd just be another abandoned mask. Not Furfur's.

The doe stood at the edge of the pond, readying herself to jump. She would swim to the bottom, dredge up whatever was there. She would grasp it, pull it to the surface, find that it wasn't his.

She jumped.

The water parted in little ripples around the small doe, sealing her beneath its clear surface. Ama dove, deeper down, searching through the disturbed mud floating in the water.
There.
Suddenly, the water was choking, pulling her down.
Drowning...
Just inches before the mask. Only inches.
She propelled herself upwards, bursting the surface and landing face-first on the bank, breathing heavily. Slowly, she stood, covered in mud, and turned to face the pond again.
It was his.

[Alec & Kita: Hope you don't mind that she tried to retrieve the mask. >.<]
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Walks with Memory Shards

This is a continuation of amare-et-sapere-vix-deo-conceditur
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[=Sylfaen][=13]Kita stare at the stag she followed behind, mind whirling with what he had just said. Seshi. He had called himself Seshi, but that couldn't be. Seshi had died, he had died and become her Furfur. She supposed he might have had the same name, but she had never met another who had the name of someone else. She frowned, troubled.

She looked ahead as they walked, making their way up to the twin gods statues. She slowed, "Can we stop here for one moment?" she wanted to pray to them for Furfur's safety. She didn't know where he had gone, but she could hope that he was safe and he would come back to her soon.

"Of course, look! I am as strong and mighty as the gods!" He posed beside the statue and gave her a smirk as he watched her.

Kita looked over toward him, rolling her eyes and sighing shaking her head "Oh ya, so big and manly" she turned to go, hoping that they walk was over so she could get back to trying to figure out how to get His mask from the pond.

"Hey, hey! Our walk wasn't done yet, I have stuff to show you still," he gave a grin and trotted before her, cutting off her path back to the lake. She had just wanted to go to find some to help her, someone who could go into the pond and retrieve His mask for her.

Kita sighed and shook her head slightly. She looked at him with her head partly lowered and blew out a breath as she gave in.
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Suteko (abandoned child)

The forest that evening was dark, silent and foggy. Tsuki no nai yoru- a night without the moon. To these three small deer, it was an odd and dangerous night to travel. Wolves howled in the distance as a stag, doe and tiny fawn huddled on the edge of a thicket, looking ready to bolt at any minute.
The stag sniffed the air and paced impatiently. “We said we’d drop her off here and go. I don’t want to be here any longer than we have to be. This forest is not normal.. It never has been and I want no part of it.”
He snorted, stomping his hoof, and the young fawn darted underneath its mother. The doe looked down at the fawn with a hint of concern which slowly faded the more she looked at it.
“You’ve.. Never been normal, Kaori.. You’ll fit in better here. Your strange looks, markings..the color of your fur. They all stand out too much, bring the bears and the wolves to us too easily. I thought perhaps you were a gift of the Kami, being so special.. But..”
The doe’s voice trailed off as she looked up to her mate. “Takashi. We should at least stay with her until she sleeps. She will only follow.”
The tiny fawn had lay down underneath her mother. She did not understand much of what they were saying , or why they were here on such a night.
“You’d best hope she fall asleep quickly, Sayako. I am not waiting around all night. The wolves are getting closer. They’ve followed us here, and they know there is a fawn with us. They’re waiting for it to come back outside of this forest”, Takashi huffed, shaking his head and snorting, before he lay down in the grass. Sayako lay beside the fawn, who quickly moved closer to her mother, seeking warmth and comfort. She found little comfort, but the warmth was enough. Her eyes drooped as she became drowsy, and soon enough the world faded into silence and darkness.


Morning came, burning away the fog.
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amare et sapere vix deo conceditur [Furfur Diary 8]

This is a response to Who, and how?
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