Diary Entry

Hello everyone. I found this site by going through artwork of someone on DA. I must say I am very pleased with this site, it has a lot of great qualities to it. I really hope to get more into this game and get to know some of you great players =)
-Jukes

((Chopin speaks in #00688B by the way))

What a strange place this is...
I, appear to have lost my voice as well as my human form, and now the only sound I can seem to make is a most frightful braying-moo.
I still have a body though, and I use it to the best of my abilities, just because I seem to have ended up in such an odd place doesn't mean that I cannot be polite.

I always find it strange when other deer approach me at their run or even a loping trot, muzzles close to scent me, it makes me uncomfortable for some strange reason, oh well, all I do is back up and bow before returning the gesture (it's only polite!) and most of the time they see to understand and bow back, this really is a strange forest, the animals here seem so...sentient, I wonder if maybe they were all human once upon a time?

How silly, it couldn't be...

The only thing I find myself able to compare my current situation to is the tale of Alice in wonderland, about the child who fell through a hole and into a very different world, indeed I find myself much more sympathetic to her troubles now!

I am, however, glad that I have not lost the precious thing called music. Yes, it's not the same here, not the same instruments, But I have grown fond of them all the same, from the drumming hoofbeats of myself and the others, the flutes of the birds and wind, and yes, even the deep bass of the deer calling in the distance.

Surely this must be heaven though, certainly no place can be this peaceful?

I have seen other fawns, they certainly are energetic though! Very...eager, to greet me, and while I love running with the other deer (it makes a most delightful sound) I appreciate the way the older deer seem to be calmer in their greetings.

I have to wonder if they see me as an annoyance though?

Finata slowed his galloping and settled down panting in the rocks. He kept his head tucked low and tried to calm his breathing. He could hear her after him.
He didn't know how long it would be until he was found.
She was always so good at smelling him out.
No matter where he ran she would be on his side in an instant.

This story picks up into the last few moments of Desperate to keep you near….
If you have just stumbled upon this story by chance then head over to the Story hub to get caught up.
Warning: There is violence and death present in this story.

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Shy deer are awful. Oh, sure, they think they're so vulnerable or whatever, but really...all they are is mean. Take today, for example...

I was playing with Virgil, trying to get my spells in order. And the deer wakes up. and she just starts backing away like I've done something wrong. AGAIN. This is the third time this week! What, do I smell bad? Did someone go around saying I'm a jerk?! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME, HUH?

And I do the nice thing, I really try. Really. I try to approach her slowly, and I try to keep my distance. All the nice things you're supposed to do for shy deer despite the fact that it's not you who has the problem with them, you know? I didn't mind -- I wanted to make a new friend. I don't really feel like I have enough friends. Virgil's a great pal, and all, but he and Vala and my parents are all there is in my life, you know? And that won't do -- I wanna be friends with everyone! Nothing less will do, ha-ha!

...where was I? Oh, yeah. And after a while, I started getting frustrated, so I decided to wait a ways off until she and Virgil were done. I could take a hint, see where I wasn't wanted, all that. If it made them happy, I...well, OK, I pretended I was happy with that, but I just started getting more and more frustrated. I hadn't done anything wrong, and I was the one being left out in the cold. I decided that I wasn't going to take no for an answer -- she was going to get over her fear of me, whether she was ready to or not! ...Or something like that. I wasn't really thinking, I was just sort of feeling whatever came my way. And it was just really angry and frustrated -- I wanted to be her friend, that was all! Why couldn't she accept that!? Anyway, so I started going right up to her,to get her to meet me face-to-face. And, to my shock, she started running. I started pounding after her too, and I think Virgil started running after me.

Okay I don't know does anyone care to watch these but oh well, here I go as I myself enjoy these.
Lame captions, I know.

Surrealism: Cut and Theo[with wrong picto but yes it's Theo] having a silly play on Rip.
Or maybe they're having a fist fight, who knows these guys anyways. Cut is losing.

Cut's fighting club for naked nameless guys.
Basic stance.

Nameless: Oi, that cloud looks like you!
Cut: Really? That one looks like you right after my hoof sank in yer face.

Nameless: Sir, would you like to swap flowers? I -hate- always getting confused with my twin brother... I'm so gonna show them all....
Cut: Hell if I cared. No.

Cut: -really dirty dreams-
Draum: ..... o__o;;

Rip: M-m-my lucky p-penny.... I-It's lost.... f-forever!!
Cut: C'mon, it can't be far. -checks Rip's guts-

Every party has a party pooper.
Others: Come oooon Cut. Dance with uuus~
Cut: -ignores the dancing vibes coming behind his back-

Fawn: IMMA FIRIN' MAH~
Cut: Uh oh, check that out, there it comes again.
Rip: .... w-what comes? Wait!

Space saving level up.

"Yes, join the dark side. We've got no cookies but we're having fun as hell."

People should pay more attention to their pictos and not leave them lying around, sheesh you guys!
Cut: .....

well, im born...my name...i think its mirouge...
but there is a sign...only a sign that makes me different...
its in my head...burned in my little soul.... i stand up slowly...
i can see other dears...playing with each other....
they are friendly.... but there! im shoked! A dear
with a creepy face! oh no...it is...it is a mask...
it is wonderful... i go a some steps... only to try
if i can do it... and there... an other currently born
creature. I stay in front of it... i bow...and it make
the same.... so we are playing, shy...than faster
and wilder... i love it and jump around like a little
rabbit. The adult dears come and play with us....
im so happy...

The Endless Forest

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To those in the Forest

Diary of Chopin. Entry one.

Dependence [For Kalpita]

~Riddle me F A M I L I A R

cineri gloria sera venit [Furfur Diary 11]

Krym's Journal, 2-11-10

Screen Dumpy.

a dear is born

~Riddle me W A T E R