[center][=10][i][=darkcyan]Hello again, Forest.
I am sitting with a doe who tells me her name is Poltergeist. Miss Poltergeist. It sounds a lovely name. And she, like her name, is very lovely.
We are by the Pond. It's raining. The rain brings back...not memories, but...feelings of memories, as if there are strong things related to that rain that I should remember. But I don't. I don't remember anything. Even with Mick - should I call others by titles? 'Sir Mick'? It seems too formal - answering all my questions, I remember nothing.
Flame just ran by. I wish I could get up and play with him, but it's so warm here. Miss Poltergeist is curled around me. Isn't she cold? She's asleep.
I love the Pond, but in the rain it feels sad, somehow. Sad, and pretty. Bad things have happened here. I can almost taste it in the water. I don't think I'll come around here much when it's raining again. I'll stay at the river.
Deer are...visiting us, trying to gain fur spells from us. I don't think they know I'm secretly awake. I want them to stop roaring in my ear, it hurts.

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When I woke today, I was surprised to find the water falling down on me. I was confused when I thought 'rain'. Mick has mentioned it to me, along with snow and sunshine, but why do I know which is which? Apparently I know basic things, general things, but I can't even remember my...
...my...
...'old life'? Is that what it was...? Mick says I was probably 'human' before.
I don't know what 'human' is.
What if something bad happened to me and I won't want to remember it once I do?
A deer is still sitting with us. I think that's okay. I don't mind. But I worry that Poltergeist might.
No no, she's friendly.

Anyway.

I found Poltergeist sitting by a tree. I'd seen her before, there, in that very spot. Curious as ever, I sat behind another tree to watch her for a little while, but she spotted me and stood.

This story is the continuation of ab inconvenienti

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This'll be ignored, I bet....

Ehh, i'll save my emo selfish rant for somewhere else.
But anyway.
I'm thinking of changing my characters a lot, and, for Totlecatl, because of you guys.
I've noticed a couple of blogs, not going to point out anyone specific, complaining about skull-mask'd people being mean in the forest. Part of that may have been spiked from me, and although I should feel bad, I don't. If i'm IC, i'm sorry I don't know you're OOC. But Totle does like to chase people. And as some people say, it is the character, not me.

As for Sorrel, i'm thinking of changing her design completely. Or maybe just deleting her. I'm really not sure, and i'm not sure about...anything. At the moment. I feel happier with complete strangers than with friends I actually know on here and have for a while...who are now very few. And afterwards, I can't even find them on here.

How on earth do you guys cope?

underlined things are accurate c:

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Chinese zodiac; Dog-

Dogs are honest,straightforward,and friendly. They are extremely protective of themselves and their loved ones. With a passion for fair play and justice, they never fail to rescue you time after time. They may rant and rave, but they never rest until they right the wrong. They are true humanitarians and suffer with the world.In spite of their concern for others,social graces and fancy parties do not impress them. Having sharp eyes, they will see through people's motives. They are quite private about their personal lives and someone prying into their affairs make them secretive and withdrawn. Once you gain their confidence, they open up freely.

Once Dogs classify you, they rarely change their minds. There are few in-betweens. Dogs perceive things either in black or white. You are either friend or enemy. Luckily, they are good judges of character and have superb insight into human nature. Dogs are tolerant of their friends. Before they approve of you, the friendship must develop slowly with a variety of meetings and conversations. If they look you over and decide they can trust you, you remain in their hearts forever. If you need them, Dogs will be there.

When the time is right, Dogs work long and hard, but they know how to relax, and enjoy their home and loved ones. The Dogs have playful moods and a great sense of humor. They have quick emotions and if you offend them, they will snarl and insult you with expertise. They forgive with the same speed. Dogs are intelligent and well-balanced. With their stable minds, they make good counselors or psychologists. They endure during any crisis situation. They are trustworthy people and know how to keep a secret. Being efficient and very diplomatic, they can hide their prejudices well. Most Dogs have a comfortable home and do well.Dogs always defend what is theirs and have a high sense of value.