Do you see me?
Aren't I here?
Don't you hear me?
Do you fear?

I'm a someone
I'm a thing of creation
And I know I'm here for a reason
But do you...anyone?

I have my friends beside me
But they are not enough
To cure this ill inside me
Am I invisible?

Now is not the time to morn
Now is the time for action
Now is the time to become someone

Take the bull by the horns...

Xair shivered slightly as a cold fog rolled over the lands, its think sent confusing the fawn. He hand't seen much fog before so the concept still frightened him. Quickly he turned and headed for the hallow tree to find many other deer had gathered there as well. Carfully he made his way towards the back and lowered hiself down feeling the growing warmth within the hallow tree.
For awhile it was calm, then a familure cry came and Xair anwsered it happily. He then moved to greet the stag Terro as he approched. Terro has spent some time play with Xair many times and the fawn was begining to feel like familey with the stag though some times he was unsure of to where the stag dissapeared to. Either way he fallowed Terro outward into the fog catuously, only to find the fog brought new games and fun. He found leaping over laying deer was much more fun with the fog swirled between them. He laughed as others gathered with them and it all eventually lead to another mask war, each tossing the spell at one another and having a good laugh at the outcome.
Once the playing was done, Xair laid out by a new friend he had made while Terro stood gaurd near a tree. Soon he found himself tired and laid his head to sleep feeling warmth from the kinship and a good outlook for the dawn...


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:3 thanks people once again for playing with Xair! Here are some fun and cute screenies I took about what he did today.

Xair and Terro((after I turned his real pelt to pecok XD its normaly the "Natrual dark" I think is what it is?? ))


The group in the tree :3

The group that played mask war :3

Xair's new buddeh

Xair yawned pawing at the muddy ground near the shore of the pond and watched the deer around him. There had been a lot of buzz about the new fawns birth, witch unlike the others brought slight weight to the growing fawns heart. Waking up many weeks ago he found his parents gone from the thicket, and had been searching for them since. He was happy for the new family, and wished them well but also remembered his own longing at the same time. Now and again Xiar wanders off to be alone, but always returns to the pond near the thicket. As he watches the deer come and go he hopes eventually it will be his parents returning.


late in the evening while Xiar rested alone, a dark stag caught his attition. He was tired of being alone, and tried to get the buck to play with him if even for a short while. To his suprise the buck was fun loving and played with Xiar and three other until exsaughstion sent the fawn into gental sleep...

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I arrived sometime before the birth... And I will be frank, there's much about this moment I don't understand. When Walter showed up, I wasn't sure exactly what to do. Walter hasn't always behaved well about fawns... Nor has he always behaved well about Illrose, which is what made this situation. But when he came up, she nodded -- I guess they decided that whatever had happened, the fawn was theirs to help protect.

Or something. I'm not sure I understand all of this. Either way, he clearly did his best to protect her, only letting deer near when Illrose gives them the nod. Like a bouncer. Sitting there, waiting, I felt the anticipation so thick in the air that it seemed a tastable smell, like all air in the world of snakes.

I even think Walter was a little anxious, which may rank as almost cute. But then, he was also swearing blue streaks at passer-byes who were just running on the side of the twin god's hills. He chased off a few others more immediately, and tried to shoo a few folks... But I was actually impressed. I guess Walter's felt that if he's going to have a biological family, he's going to need to pull it together for them, even just a little. And that's touching, in its own way.

Those of us watching, holding our vigil in prepartion of the newborn's life, seemed to gather a decent distance away. I may have been the closest seating observer. I guess I'm just not very threatening, ha-ha. I also got a chance to say Hi to Rut and Saosin, whom I haven't seen in a while. I'm sorry that it had to be while there was something going on. I just... I don't like choosing between friends, but sometimes it's not about who I like better, or anything.
Please don't think I'm insulting you, is what I'm trying to say. But Walter was there for one of the most important days of my life, and sometimes I've got to try and repay my favors. Please, do, seek me out for a rain check.


The birth of the fawn was very quiet.