Just some small tid-bit posts for my character Sussuri who I'm still constructing mostly.
Feel free to post back or drop a comment if you'd like. I'll edit this post directly with new pieces as I get the muse to do so.



Soft light dancing from the rising sun lay on the soft pelt of Sussuri as she slept. On the morning winds fell a dying leaf, brushing the dark pelted fawn stirring blue eyes into consciousness. Drowsy ears lifted to the calling winds, before the light sound of a yawn joined the morning hum.

"Where am I now?" cooed the small voiced fawn, eyes peering quickly trying to remember. Long travels weighed heavily on a small frame as Sussuri stood against the soft earth and broad trees.
"Which way?" she asked the winds, turning sights this way and that without knowledge or guide. Hooves to ground she went, fallowing the rising light before her, and the gentle hope of finding answers. Where had she been previously, and why after a night of dreamless sleep did all things fade? All memories ran from her desire to know, only leaving with her, her own name. Sussuri.

Perhaps, she thought as she moved against the swaying trees, the name itself was a clue her elusive past. Finding someone with knowledge became the goal, to seek out a familiar call.With a new goal set before her heart Susurri took a deep breath turning from the sun's path, and instead sought after the sent of water which now crept into her senses.



What treasures did the lake hold to find? Great dreams of hope swam into Sussuri's heart each morning,knowing she was closer to the goal. Still within that light of dreams shadow still crept defiantly in.
"What if no one knows me...?" her eyes sought advice from the stars each night she lay below them. "Where else could I go?" Sadly the night sky yielded no answers to the fawn's growing questions and concerns. Thus below that vast sky a growing sense of loneliness not felt before banished sleep from her restless form.

It feels a little odd being back on the Endless Forest page, but its neat too. Been gone for a while weather it be do to lack of internet or will to play but once again I've found the forest calling my name and being a form of muse. There is some much to enjoy and so many people here I should search out and catch up with but all in due time I suppose.

At any rate I'm hopping that Endless Forest will propel my muse for deer characters, for art reasons. I don't work with them much but I'd really like to. I'm thinking maybe a rp here or a short story of some kind revolving around my in-game deer might be a good way to kick that off. Don't fully know yet but I'm thinking it may be a good place to start.


Well on that note, I suppose if anyone has an opening with their character for a fawn, or a stag then let me know. I'd be happy to create a story with you. :3



Zarin~

Lifting ears to the sky while again calling outward Xair began to feel as if no one would give the answer he was hopping for. That hope was sinking quickly when a fawn answered him, and appeared. A fawn? Xair hadn't spent much time with fawns before, and quickly looked around seeking it's parents. No where to be seen.
Looking down to the fawn Xair gave a deep bow keeping his heavy antlers high as to no surround the fawn. When it returned the bow Xair felt pleased and turned to the sleeping deer near by to gather a pelt spell. Why not have a little fun?
Xair played with the fawn for many hours, walking along with it finding other sleeping deer and the trees that grew mushrooms for antler spells. Seeing the joy cross in the fawn with each spell it enjoy gave the isolated feeling buck peace and a sense of fulfillment.
At the same time looking at the lone fawn reminded Xair of his own fawn-years, traveling alone for most of the time, and how wonderful it was when an adult paid mind to his being there. Snorting softly, Xair bent down his neck and softly nosed the fawn before laying in the grass at it's side. Simple comfort...from a young-ling, turned out to be just what the lonely buck needed.
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Xair with the fawn after playing with pelt spells



A restful stop for them both

With ears extended high and eyes intent on spotting them, Xair waits for someone to answer his calls.
Quiet hooves mark the earth as he walks over the same ground he had as a fawn, but now with wide antlers it was time stop acting like a yearling. This meant finding other deer, or at least a traveling partner for the winters hardships.
With hopes at a moderate level he belted outwardly again before listening, and naturally there were similar answers but they were only telling bleats, not the welcoming call he was looking for.
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I've been gone from TEF for a while, but i'd like to get back into it again. The easiest way to do that? Find someone who enjoys the game to tag along with. In other words, I'm looking for someone who wouldn't mind my lovely Xair joining them on an adventure or two. I'm also looking for some role play partners, nothing better to motivate than a good story.
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Contact me through Skype if you'd like to, I'm more likely to respond:
Skype name: Zarinthya


~Zarin

Its strange, when your used to holding the world at your fingure tips and then suddenly all of that dissapears.

Transformations from a world wide communicater, to praying someone will just...say hello.

my grandmother told me once that computers and internet were a curse, becuase my generation didn't know how to be alone.

She might be right.

I've found more so recently, now that school has actually started again from spring break I feel more alone than I did sitting in

my room durring the week vaccation. I don't understand how that works really...but when I look around at the faces I see, I

still feel like a dirfter in the sea, or a wanderer in the sahera. It may be stress releated from school, who knows. Maybe its me

just feeling sorry for myself having to sneek online just to rant emotions I probably should even be revieling to a community of

words, but you know it helps me. The black lines that create words on a screen provide a comfort, if only for a moment. A

small pool, an oasis, a raft.

It would probably help if I had some kind of work, something to distract my mind from the passing of time and the silance of

those im so used to hearing...reading about. Few of them whom I know in person,friends from school, life, even they have

been quieted by the facts of life. Everyone. Busy.Tired.Away.All of them doing something important, or for a reason they have

weither they actually wish to be there or not. Just the same, I sit there unable to find that work unable to find that one break.

Most of the time I blame the economy and thats true in part, most times I go searching for that rare job opening all I recive is

the same responce "I'm sorry, we need the workers, but we can't afford even temps" and so I move on. Alone it seems

despite the many people in the world sharing my same probloms, my troubles are universal now and yet I drift.

Hardships in real life have come up latily, and thus explaining for my recent absance. We have run into some finacial issues, but things may turn up soon with my mother gaining an interview later this week. For now I have little choice but to remain some what inactive. This is a growing issue in america, I'm aware, and I know we will eventually be back up on our feet. I will check in when I can, and try to be good about any posting for those who are role-playing with me. I owe you all my best work when I am able, so that is what you will recive. ^^ Please be pationt with me as time goes, and I will keep everyone as updated as I can. Currently we are in the middle of a move, so things are a little crazy as we are packing and trying to sell the house. The reason behind it might not be the best, but its still exciting. A new place holds new people, and oppurtunities.

I hope to continue role-playing, and talking with you all and look forward to the next time I can see you all in-game. ^^ Lets not forget about the now adult Xiar, and the little fawn Susurri. We await the time to join the rest of the herd.


~Zarinthya, Arovar

Even though I will be some what gone for a time, I still would like to let people know I am always open for artworks ^^ for fun I think I will take some requests, meaning free, but little stuff. It gives me something to do lol. So, if you'd like me to draw something for you, ask, and I will accept or decline it when I can see it. SO, here is where you can see my works : Zarinthya.deviantart.com the link is also on my profile here incase entering that into the browser doesn't work. :3 Single characters only please. Though I might do two....I dunno. It depends. XD :3 Please keep in mind I havn't done a lot of work with equine BUT I want to. :3 So, please challenge me! ;3

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Thanks to all who are giving me something to do! lol Below I will list my current projects, and the stage they are at. Thanks to all for being so pationt with me and understanding. <3
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Okay so a few of you have asked some questions :3 here are some anwsers! :3
1.) Finished projects will be posted her AND in TEF Deviantart group :3
2.) you /can/ request more than one thing, but you wont get both at the same time. :3 all in a line.
3.) Trouble contating me? E-mail : ZarinFlower@hotmail.com send what ya want with any pictures that'll help me understand what cha want!

Simple as that. :3

Current works:
- Astrale for Dragon919 : stage 2
-Horned wolf for Lily Blue : stage o
-Vinx animation for Rikkachan- planning
-Kileah for Keleah: stage 0
-Domino for Pickles= stage 0

Okay so, Id like to start doing like... "video dairies" for Xair and Susurii, the thing is though im having issues with my "desktop screen recorder". Its called -- QuickRecord -- or something similer. (Im not using /my/ laptop right now so I dont remember what it is. XD ))

This program will only record if what ever im doing doesnt take up the whole screen ((so things like pc games such as Skyrim make it spass out)) or even maximizing TEF. It will START recording, then as I exit the window is gone. Now I have changed the settings so that its not SUPPOSED to minize but it still disapears. Im afraid its going to do something to my laptop -_- each time I try to close it if it does this little vanishing act it makes my screen turn into like an epeleptics night mare! So...if any of you do things for youtube and record your screens, please link me to the program you use? Or even if you know a /reliable/ one.

Susurii woke today like any other fawn would have, only for a short moment he couldn't remember where he was. That is until he saw his parents off to the side near the pond, remembering its where they had stopped that night. Pushing to his hooves he trotted down to meet them, taking sips from the cool water.
After a drink, and a meal of nice suple grass and twings, Susurii went about the task of finding a new friend to play with. Though at first it seemed the forest was void of anything alive, or at least awake, the fawn was greeted by a familure site. The FawnPiper, once again the black and white pelted deer had found his way into the young bucks path. A joyful bay escaped Susurii as he dashed up to the 'Piper' and smiled, greeting him with a gently nudge and a bow.
As expected, the piper took him on another playful adventure, and even showed him a magic filled pond. At first Susurii was frightened, as the Piper stepped through and lost his coat colors and mask, even his horns reverted to normal. Tilting his head, he was reasured and shown the joy in the pool. Each taking turns drinking, and becoming some other being for a short time. Both even took the time to antaginize a sleeping deer.
With a sad goodbye, Susurii bowed to the kind deer and quickly sprinted home before his mother and father could worry about his absense. Little did the young deer know, his father was already looking for him, leaving his mother at the pond alone when he returned....

Created this for fun, I enjoyed the times posting with FuenGare(( >.< i know thats not spelled right and Im sorry! )) that I desided to make something like it. Here is where anyone wanting to rp with my OC's Susurri or Xiar can come, OR even see what they have been up to. ^^ Mostly it will focas around Xair,since he was my first deer here at the TEF.
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With gentle sun rays drifting down, Xiar found he could no longer sleep. With a yawn, he pushed himself from the shore near the pond and stretched out his slugish limbs. The morning was bright with sounds, bays of other deer and fawn alike. Their sounds were accompanied by the joyful sounds of the birds and toads.

Stepping forward he hooved into the pond before bending his long neck into to drink from the cool reflective serface. The refreashing taste was wonderful, spiriting the male and lifting what remained of the dream time fog. Now alert, Xair lifted his long ears and swiviled them about to catch each sound as it came. All the while he thought of where he might go, there were a few spots he rather enjoyed to be.

Sunny patches along the stone at the playground were beautiful to see as Xair came forward from the trees. Leaves dacing as ussual against the ground and his growing antlers. Through their growth Xair had slowly gotten used to their weight, and the added awarness he needed to keep them from getting tangled about. He smiled to himself, remembering the time he was smaller and his new branches getting tangled amungst the weeping willow trees trendels. "Such a kind stag," he thought as the countanice of the helpful being came into his minds eye....