Illrose; Ancient wings unfolding.

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May contain mature language/ violence.



October 20, 2022

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physical- x mental-


Aaand added TH, will probably keep updates on there for now :')










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This page belongs to me, of

This page belongs to me, of course~
:'D
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Lol, of course it does. :')

Lol, of course it does. :')
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Watching him while he slept?

Watching him while he slept? Well that was creepy... and yet frightening all the same. "What do yew want...?" he mumbled, almost like an exhausted, overloaded parent whose child was nagging him. Really, Illrose was one of few deer he had wanted to see today.

((Illrose is a stalkkkkerrrr ;; ))
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While she watched the red,

While she watched the red, sleeping deer, it was as if she had been having an inner fight. Kill him here and now, or actually try to get along with him? After all, he wasn't that bad, she knew that.
Deep inside, she knew that. Before she got to decide, the stag woke up. She smiled behind the mask, tilting her head slightly.
"Nothing, I was just guarding you, so nothing bad happens while you sleep." She then said. Of course a joke, everyone should get that.


Mwaha, yes she is. >)
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"Ya think I'm that stupid?"

"Ya think I'm that stupid?" he spat, standing defensively, though refusing to attack.
He was beginning to hate her almost as much as he openly loathed Jack.
"Get the Hell away from me..." he muttered, taking a few steps back, already in a surly mood to begin with.
Dammit...
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"Hey, I was joking. Relax."

"Hey, I was joking. Relax." She sighed and shook her great large antlers, before a slight chuckle escaped her throat. But the smile vanished from her face by the stag's next words.
She could just do that, stay away from him, or she could continue to chase him for her own sake. But she had to admit, she didn't even know why she was chasing him. To scare
him? No. To bother him? Perhaps.
"Okay, if you say so." She replied, before she turned and began to walk away from the stag. At least for now.
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"Joking? I've seen more humor

"Joking? I've seen more humor at a funeral..." he snapped, keeping his distance between them, though widening his eyes a bit in shock when he saw her leave.
He was cynical fellow though, and he could full-heartedly tell when someone was faking him out.
Too easy.
With a raise of an eyebrow, he lowered himself back to the ground, eyes pelled for her inevitable return.
None came.
But he still wouldn' be able to sleep for a while now.
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The only reply she gave, was

The only reply she gave, was a snort while she continued to walk away. It didn't seem like he was interested in getting along with her, understandable, but still too bad.

I have to go to bed now, that's mainly why Illrose left. x) But Jergens is not rid of her yet. >)

Hnnn

Hnnn <3

Be expecting more from me.
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Oh wow, she looks awesome. I

Oh wow, she looks awesome. I especially love how you did the antlers and her hooves. :'D

Thank you so much. <3
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Heh nice to hang out with

Heh nice to hang out with Illrose ♥

edit// oh great, I just crashed my game. D:
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Oh, I think it's Alpay you

Oh, I think it's Alpay you were with. They have the same set and almost the same picto as Illrose, it's glitched so the circle doesn't show in-game. x)

Edit; To tell the difference, Illrose has a line in her picto, while Alpay doesn't.

"Well, well if that isn't the

"Well, well if that isn't the dragon lady, yes...?" His face unmoved, no grin this time. Actually he didn't feel like company...
...too worried, too ashamed...

feel the need to...to... crush bones... yes... my bones he he he the voice in his head sung.

... he didn't move down from his spot. He was too weak to chase her off anyways... and he felt still a bit dizzy... never ate thet many mushrooms before...

"How are we, eh...? he he..." Jack giggled "...had a nice day yesterday, yes...?" this time a slight smile crept in his face. No ccomparsion to his usual grin though. It vanished immediately.

He had no clue what actually happened... but he knew he was with her for some time.
Maybe she had an idea... also... he could use som distraction...
murderer, murderer, murderer!
The voice in his head kept singing


*spams
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It was with caution she had

It was with caution she had approached the white stag where he sat on the altar, unsure about how his mood was today. If he still was in bad mood, she for sure wouldn't have the energy
to follow him around the forest, trying to calm him down as she had did the day before. It had been a surprise to see him as a grown up, and a voice kept lurking in the back of her mind,
telling her that he soon would be gone, and this time he would not return. At least, that's what he had said. With a sigh, Illrose sat down in front of the altar, she didn't even have the
energy to jump up to sit down next to him.
"A nice day?" She snorted, before she grimaced.
"I have no clue what I did yesterday, but it feels like all I did was banging my head against a tree." She bent down to rub her aching head against her knee, before she looked back up at him.
"Was your day better than mine?" By his expession, the answer was no.


*noms spam* <3
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Oh right arr I hate those

Oh right Shocked arr I hate those picto glitches D:

He made strange noise...

He made strange noise...
"Nice... nice...day... was it a nice day for me?"

His face looked strange again.
He giggled in an for him unusual way.

"Can't remember." he finally said emotionless.

"But... but my head does not hurt... i believe.."

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HellsBells; Yeah, me too. >.<

HellsBells;
Yeah, me too. >.< Think I'll change Illrose's picto to avoid further confusion. I have been thinking about it for a while anyways. :')

AliceV;

Silently, she listened to his words, before she snorted again. She could remember they both had eaten mushrooms, but that was also the last thing she remembered.
So perhaps it was a good thing Jack didn't remember anything either.
"Good for you, then." She replied, when he said his head didn't hurt. She looked at him for a moment, while she tilted her head slightly. He acted weird, different than
he used to, even when he was in a bad mood.
"What's wrong?" She therefore asked. Another question was nagging in her mind, but she ignored it. She didn't wanna know when he planned to murder himself and Jane
to leave the forest.

He giggled again, while his

He giggled again, while his face remaiend like stone...
... he was unable to stop his giggling and laughing for several minutes.

All of the sudden he stopped.
"What's wrong...? What's wrong...?" he immitade her.

"Hehehe, nothing, nothing's wrong, no no no, everythings fine, fine FINE JUST FINE!" he screamed, before his head plopped down to the ground.

The obsessive appeared on his face again, he stared into nothing.
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His giggling made her flatten

His giggling made her flatten her ears, and she almost rose to her feet, for once feeling quite uncomfortable in the insane stag's presence. Probably because of the headache, and
because she was tired. When he suddenly started to scream, it made he headache even worse, and she finally jumped to her feet, as fast as she could.
"Apparently everything is NOT fine!" She snapped back at him, her ears still pinned to her neck.
"I'm just asking because I care about you, but if you rather wanna deal with this yourself then fine, I'll leave and let you be alone." Somehow she felt sorry for him, but she still
didn't like to be screamed at like this, not even by Jack.

It seemed he didn't even

It seemed he didn't even listen to her words.
Just kept on babbling.

"Alone... alone... yes... yes... all alone... hehe if... if she doesn't survive... I am alone... alone alone"
He started to sking "All alone the little soldier marching on.... he he he..."... he stopped.
"Or... or i'll meet her on the other site then... yes. But... but if she now dies for real...?"

Suddenly he rose his head again. "But Jergy's stuff will work, yes?" he sked Illrose, his eyes big like a child's. He blinked at her, waiting for her answer.
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Illrose had no idea what he

Illrose had no idea what he was talking about. If she doesn't survive? Wasn't that his plan all along? But her ears perked when he mentioned Jergens' name. What had
Jergens to do with all this? Jergens, who got all pissed everytime he saw her. It was Jack he really should be pissed at, not her.
"I have no idea what you're talking about but yeah, Jergens' stuff will work." She nodded, before she looked away. Now that she wasn't all worked up anymore, the
headache again became noticeable, and she had to sit down again.

He nodded eagerly. "yes, yes,

He nodded eagerly.
"yes, yes, yes it will."

He was silent for a few moments, then, all of the sudden he begun to chew his left foreleg, his eyes closed tightly. Like a dog a bone he chewed on his leg until he finally started to bleed.

...yes....

With a sigh he lifted his head again. His eyes still closed he licked his lips, befor ehe looked down to the dragondoe.
He was smiling his typical smile now.

Don't tell her, don't... she is close enough already!

"Illrose... I am trapped here. He, he, he...." He noticed, much calmer now.

Fool!

"Illrose! Thank you for your

"Illrose! Thank you for your company, it is always good to see you. You've always been so gentle to me." Her nose quivers and her tall ears twitch and shift as she looks up at the huge doe.

Thank you for the fun!
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Illrose nodded her head

Illrose nodded her head slowly, but didn't say anything more right away, just watched him as he chewed on his leg, until red liquid was visible on his white fur. She could smell the blood,
and once it would have been a smell that triggered her instincts to hunt and kill, but not anymore. Not since she entered this forest. Illrose then looked back up at Jack as he spoke, and his
words made her blink.
"You are?" She asked, and already hated the faint hope that rose inside of her. Perhaps he wouldn't leave again, after all? Things would have been easier if he did, though.
"How?" She then asked, almost rising to her feet once more.


Edit;
Illutrea, I'm sorry but I think it was Alpay you was with. I have just changed Illrose's picto to this, to avoid further confusion. x')

He shook his head, slightly

He shook his head, slightly giggling again, bent down to lick his wound again.

fool!
"can't...can't kill her... hehehe... can't let her die... " he mumbled... "tried but... but i can't... he he..."
shut up!

He looked hup to her while still licking the blood from his leg.
She... maybe...
Suddenly a spark of hoe glemed in his eyes. He can't do it... but maybe... someone else could do it for him?... He wouldn't stand and watch, that's right... but... he won't be strong enough to... to actually prevent...

"Can't... can't you...? Illrose you ... you are strong, yes?" He lifted his head, an insane, desperated grin on his face...

*notes the picto change

*notes the picto change

Oh dear, what a bummer, no

Oh dear, what a bummer, no worries! Clever idea, the picto change! Forgive me.
edit: Then it was fun to play with her for real now! Haha
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Illutrea; Not your fault,

Illutrea;
Not your fault, you're not the only one who believed Alpay was Illrose. x)
At least she now got to meet the real Illrose a bit before my game decided to crash. >.<
Nice seeing you again. <3

Edit; I got so carried away I forgot to reply on earlier comments. xD
AliceV;

Jack's answer surprised her. Of course, it was obvious how much he cared about Jane, but still, Illrose had believed he was insane enough to manage to kill her
in order to get out of the forest. But apparently he wasn't.
"Is that the reason you needed help from Jergens? Because you tried to kill Jane, but couldn't?" She was just asking of curiosity, to understand how things was.
But then her eyes grew colder, and a strange smile appeared in the corner of her lips.
"Can't I what? Kill Jane for you? Of course I can." She said, but then the smile vanished.
"But I won't, because I don't want you to leave again." Her voice was almost harsh as she said this.


Fire;
:')

He nodded and giggled "yes,

He nodded and giggled "yes, yes yes.. needed bastard's help... he he.. needed... needed bastard's damn me... me... medicine." He downright spat out the last word.

He listened to her words. Somehow he knew this would be her answer.
Suddenly he started to laugh... short and hysterical.

"So... so you are.. are one of the guards... yes, yes? Illrose, are you? He, he, he... the guard of my prison... he, he, he..." he fell on his side, lay on the altar like a dead dog. He starred at her, still grinning.

...maybe... maybe he was able to force her to do it... maybe... he... he just needed a plan..
... unable... to plan for now. Too exhaused...

"Why... why does everyone want me... want me locked up?" he giggled and started to chew on his leg again. "Whaf af a don, for waf afryn waf lock ma uf..?!" He mubled with his leg between his fangs.

i love her new picto

i love her new picto <3
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Everyone else would probably

Everyone else would probably had been mad if gotten such answer as she gave Jack. Heck, shewould have gotten mad, if the roles were switched. But somehow Jack's
reaction didn't surprise her. This laughter of his, she had heard it several times before. Illrose then shook her head.
"Don't call me a guard. I'm not. I just don't want you to leave again..." She broke off for a moment, unsure of how much to tell him. How empty this forest would seem
if he died again and left her in this place she as well thought of as a prison. Of course, she was not all alone, she had Kheiron...but still. Jack had grown to be a very
important part of her life here. She sighed, and decided to stay silent. He didn't need to know.
"Because you are insane." She then replied to his question, with a slight grin.


Edit;
Thanks lolamad. <3 I do as well. :'D

For some reason I thought of

For some reason I thought of you while listening to this.
/random as usual xDD

oh and guess who's one year older today :')

oh please hun, call me maddie

oh please hun, call me maddie <3 and get on msn while you're at it.

He snickered, rose his head

He snickered, rose his head again.
"You... you don't want me to go... yes? Isn't that was a prison officer does as well, yes?" He went further in this useless discussion.

Funny enough he was discussing with her and not blindly attacking...

fool, you fool, let her too close you fool!
... shut up!


He shrieked when she answered to his question. "Insane?! Why... why, why, why does everyone call me like that as well, eh?!" his outrage about this seems to be real... "I am not insane... i am just.... i am just... just... i am... " he stopped. a clueless look on his face.

Suddenly he grinned again
"and.. and what if ... if we take you with us, yes?" he switched topics all of the sudden. "maybe.. maybe we find a way... you can come with... with us, yes, my lady?"
He knew that this was impossible. Illrose belonged wether to this forest... nor to the world he came from. As far as he had understand it for now... it was... just a desperate tryout...
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Mini; That song was pretty

Mini;
That song was pretty cool. <3
Awh, it's your birthday? :'D ( or was, since it's past twelve now xb) Happy birthday, hun, hope you really had a nice day! <3
*expect a little gift in near future.*

Maddie;
Okay, I'll try remember that. <3 I'll get on in a moment. :') ( If you are still on, that is. )

AliceV;
"A prison officer wouldn't hold you back for the same reasons as mine." She just said. She then flinched as he began to shriek, and she understood she had gone too far.
"I'm sorry, I was just messing around. Trying to lighten the mood." She murmured. No, she was not good at joking, sadly. She then perked her ears, and for a moment she just stared at Jack, now as if he really
was insane. Go with them? That was a really tempting offer. Her eyes glowed for a moment, but in the next second they darkened again as if someone had turned of the light. She shook her head slowly.
"That would never work, I don't belong in your world." Since he did not believe in dragons, there cleary was no dragons where he lived, and clearly no place for her.

*has a death about the

*has a death about the 'discussion' * xDDD


hate at first sight i would say |DDD

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Haha, yeah. xD Illrose

Haha, yeah. xD
Illrose usually don't mind others sitting at 'her' spot, but taunting is not tolerated, especially not there. >)

Oh, and that reminded me of that Lordi song - Hate at first sight, lol. x)

Lordi is awesome!

Lordi is awesome!

He let out a high pitched

He let out a high pitched giggle.
"Messing... messing around, yes... yes...? He, he,he... so... so this was a joke, yes?... heheh good... good joke... good joke... relly..."

He chewed on his leg again, started to tremble. He was really not in a good condition, wether mental nor physical. Stress had worn him out.

"Pity, pity, pity...." he mumbled while licking the bloodfrom his leg again. "...would... would have been funny... you ...you know...? Meeting as 'ourselves'... not... not as filthy.... filthy animals... he he he..."

she.. she's too close... knock... knock her off!
shut up now.

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Maddie; Agreed.

Maddie;
Agreed. :')

AliceV;

"I'm good with jokes." She replied, with irony in her voice. Illrose grimaced as he began to chew on his leg again. But she did not ask him to stop it. Instead, she began to think about how it would have been
to meet him outside of this forest. Him as a human - what did he really look like? - and she as a...dragon? Probably, although the could take the shape of a human as well, it was the dragon that was her true form.
"Yeah, that could have been interesting." She said after a moment in silence, at the same time she knew that would probably never happen.

awh thank you.

awh thank you. <3
I have a small surprise to you when I get home btw Cool

oh and the teacher we argued with, you remember him? he's being a complete asshole to us. I think I unleashed a monster rofl.


EDIT:
A wild Illrose appeared!

You know what's good about people who doesn't like to draw? When they actually do it, they put a lot of thought into their drawings.
Yup, this is what I do when my Internet is taking a rest and I stay up late for no reason and listen to shit like this Cool but hey, this turned out good! Not bad for someone who can't draw and doesn't have access to any references whatsoever, eh? :'D rofl If my Photoshop skills wasn't as good as they are, this wouldn't look as good either. xDD well, merry Christmas &stuff, uh-huh? :'D
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Tell that teacher to be nice

Tell that teacher to be nice or I'll come and kick his ass. >)

And, wow, that drawing. o_o
You had no references, at all? The anatomy looks great, and the hooves and the ANTLERS. I love those antlers. <33
She looks so soft and beautiful, and it's a shame you don't like to draw because your drawings are amazing!
Thank you so much, and merry Christmas. <3 *hug*

Oh wow, thanks.

Oh wow, thanks. <3 I'm flattered. :') Yup, no references. xDD and actually, I've heard before from others that I should draw more. Meh, sometimes it's fun, but I'm really not interested, and besides, I'm too lazy. xD I sketch sometimes, but I get tired of it pretty fast.
I'm glad to hear that you like it :'D <3 you now have the honor of being the first person here who got a fan-art from me Cool but it probably won't happen again, lol. xD

"Yes... yes.. a pity...

"Yes... yes.. a pity... hehehe... " he looked at her in a strange way.
He just had a thought...
... since he was trapped here now... he should...should finally... give up? Making... making 'friends'...
...friends. Illrose was a... friend. He... he liked her... She was too close already.

He shook his head, suddenly he jumped up again.
"I..I... have... have to go... left.. left sister alone for...for much too long, yes..." he stated and nodded quickly, jumping down from the altar. He landed on his injured leg, struggled and nearly fell down.

"good...good bye... my lady... hehe..." he giggled, and limed off towards the playground....


...wow.. awesome picture mini! =D



Why, thank you, Alice

Why, thank you, Alice <3 :'D
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Mini; Well, no points in

Mini;
Well, no points in drawing when you don't find it that interesting, but you are still good. :')
And I do really feel honored. <3

AliceV;

Illrose tilted her head slightly, not sure how to react to the look he gave her. She then looked at him, surprised when he all of a sudden jumped to his feet. But she nodded.
"Yes, of course. You should go to her." She did really hope Jane would survive this, for if she died, what would hold Jack back from committing suicide? Nothing. So Jane had to survive this.
"See you later." She said, and then watched him limp away before she went to sit at her own spot on the ruin-wall.
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-sneaks in- mini, you lied

-sneaks in-

mini, you lied to me and y'know u_u

You said you couldn't draw.

LIES!
Yer horse anatomy skills are purrfect :D I wished you posted your art around because that's pretty awesome for anyone who doesn't draw regularly. Plus your use of colors is much better than mine xD

-sneaks out aiming an RPG at the blog-

rofl I'm not even used to

rofl I'm not even used to drawing horses (I might be blind, but I can't see anything very horse-like except for the hooves? xD yah I was too lazy to make them correct, lol.)
I think my secret is perfectionism Cool I am a pure perfectionist with most things. If I make a sketch in just five minutes it looks horrid xDD
....and my use of colours is good, really? That's pretty cool to hear, because I don't think I've coloured a single drawing before xDD well, thanks then :'D <3 as for the anatomy, I have no idea why it doesn't look off, lol. Maybe I'm just a good observer or something.

Hey, thanks everyone for the feedback :'D I had no idea you'd think that drawing was even worth commenting xD
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:')

:')

I'm sorry I spam your blog

I'm sorry I spam your blog with things that isn't even aimed to you. D: