you could probably guess XD im getting too impatient

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Fulu awoke with a groan. A miserable groan. Something told her this wouldn't be the best morning of her life. She curled up into a tight ball and tried to go back to sleep. It was too much, her stomach kept her awake. She groaned again.

Zilant awoke rather quickly, knowing his mate wasn't feeling well. "Fulu, is everything alright?"

"No..." she mumbled, and rested her head on the ground. "I feel terrible..."

Zilant thought. "... Maybe you should eat something. You didn't eat too much last night."

Fulu nodded and took a moment to gather herself before standing. She moaned softly and wandered over to a nearby patch of dandilions. She lowered her head shakily and munched away at a few. But soon she shook her head and came back over.

She sat down, "No, I can't eat... I ate a little bit though.."

"Well, I'm sure that'll help."

He was wrong. Soon Fulu leaned her head over the edge and made a horrible noise. Zilant could hear the substance hit the water with much pitying disgust. He knew what that was alright. Fulu returned her head to the ground, her mouth a little messy, and a tear falling down her cheek.

Zilant nuzzled her carefully, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have made you eat..."

"It's okay, I feel a lot better now that it's over with..."

That was odd, he thought. She seemed just fine yesterday.

***

It was later in the day, and the two were talking under their willow tree. They looked out at the shiny, glossy water. The lilypads waved about, the fish were gathered around their side of the pond, enjoying a lovely snack that Fulu delivered earlier. That's what started the whole conversation in the first place. Soon it trailed off into other things not having anything to do with the original subject.

"You can't be serious."

"Why do we have to leave?"

"Indeed. 'Tis a lovely little spot we have here!"

Twelve rabbits sat in a circle inside their little makeshift burrow. Most of them were arguing while others kept silent.

Clock lifted his paw to silence the others. "Listen, there's a good explanation for moving. One, we can access the gate anywhere, if that's what you're worried about, so we don't have to get upset over never finding the gate again. Two, this whole exploration was about experiencing other lives. If we stay all by ourselves, how do you think we'll be able to socialize?"

A greenish rabbit pricked her big ears. "Socialize? With who, other rabbits?"

"Of course! If we came here to hang out with each other we could've just stayed in the Forest! We're in the Valley, guys. We need to find out what the native life is like. And we can only do that if we find natives." Clock looked around at his group.

Skokey looked around, pointing his ears forward. "I'm sure we look nothing like the natives as far as our fur goes."

Clock lowered his ears and seemed to study the others for the first time. He was right, they looked very strange compared to regular rabbits.

Fenqua nodded, "So how do we know they won't try to kill us?"

Clock thought for a moment, scratching something in the soft dirt below him. "If we come across a good warren, they'll be friendly to us. Not all are, though, you're right. But most are very hospitible, to a point."

"To a point." Zilant repeated, unmoved.

"Well, we don't have to live in their warren! We can make our own not too far away and be neighbors."

"That sounds okay." Danielle smiled at him.

Clock smiled back, "So there you go. We find another warren, build our own, and be peaceful neighbors. That way we can experience the true life of a rabbit."

LORAK NOOOOOOOOO

can you guess whos set Fulu's wearing XD



... LOL

Name: Deanna
Single or taken: Single
Gender: Female
Birthday: March 22
Sign: Aries, or Rooster
Hair color: Very dark brown, but NOT BLACK. *always been bothered when people thought it was black*
Eye color: Hazel (now you know where Skokey gets it XD)
Height: Around 5'6"
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: MAURICES FTW
Walk-in stores: ... Maurices?
Online: i dont really care...
Favorite designer?: None.
What is your most comfortable outfit?: jeans and... tank tops
What do you usually wear?: jeans and tank tops XD

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: usually Avon, but for some reason im using Head and Shoulders now...
What are you listening to right now: ... Allegro Molto by Mozart XD
Who is the last person that called you?: umm... I think my brothers.
How many buddies are online right now?: dont know

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Food: AAAAUUUGHRNSIONSDOKNG... umm... man thats hard! I like a lot XD
Girls names: i dont know?
Boys names: Owen! or Edward
Subjects in school: History!
Animals: guinea pigs = <3

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: no... LOL
Smoked?: no, im willing to try a cigar though...
Bungee jumped?: pff no way...
Made yourself throw up?: Almost.
Skinny dipped?: ... no
Ever been in love?: yessir
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: uhh, i remember making myself cry to get off a tire swing XD
Pictured your crush naked?: um. no.
Actually seen your crush naked?: LOL NO XD
Cried when someone died?: ...
Fallen for your best friend?: Yep.
Rejected someone?: not really, no. no one likes me that way as far as i know...
Done something you regret?: A few things.

umm... just a little forwarning... this might be a little... i dunno, adult. its a very adult topic at least. so... yeah XD

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It was mid-day, a little past noon. Three does sat in the shallows of the Pond in a line. Fenqua sat on the left, Fulu in the middle, and Aspen on the right. Fulu stared into the shallows with a grave look on her face. Fenqua and Aspen sat there to comfort her.

Fenqua sighed, "You know, Fulu... This isn't abnormal."

Fulu sniffed, and said with much strain in her voice, "Then how did it work for you two?"

Aspen and Fenqua looked at each other. Aspen looked at the young doe sitting between them, "It's not like it happens instantly... Some have to keep trying. You think I got pregnant on the first try?"

Fulu glanced up at her, "Apparently you didn't have to try very hard..." She looked back down at the water again, "And you about you, Fen? You got it instantly..."

Aspen raised an eyebrow at the doe across from her. Fenqua shrugged, "What can I say? Your brother and I have had the best luck since we met..."

Fulu sobbed a little more, Aspen looking at Fenqua again, telling her that it wasn't helping. Fenqua looked down and sighed.

"I wish there was something we could tell you... You know, to make it all right..."

Fulu calmed down enough to talk again. "It's okay, I get it... We just have to keep at it... I thought after two months I would be pregnant by now..."

Aspen nuzzled her, "Don't worry, Fulu, it'll come when the time is right. It'll come soon, don't you worry..."

Fulu nodded, and Fenqua nuzzled her this time. "I'll pray for you, okay?..."

"Okay... Thank you..."

***

because the screenshots in my folder were piling up :>



FAWN TROPA AND VIPIN FTLOL



Tropa all grown up :>



<3



Sluggs? you 'kay?...




WHAT THE EFF



umm lol




YOU. FAWN. YOU KILLED HIM.



one of my favorite glitches...



ASOKNSTKON



LOLKEY. Skokey's all "Iseewhatyoudidthere"



umm... Clock?
Yeah?
dont... turn around...




Tropa and a froggy :>

oh yes. dont you know. <3





LOL YEAH you were frozen on that last one. you became a floating picto and then it disappeared, but then BAM there you were XD

"Zilant.... Zilant..." A young doe poked her sleeping mate.

Zilant perked his dark blue ears without opening his eyes. "Yeah?"

"I'm going to Skokey's for a little while, then I'm visiting Aspen. Just wanted you to know."

Zilant smirked faintly. "Okay, thank you. Have fun." He drew in a deep breath and went back to sleep.

Fulu got up and stretched out her black legs. She shook her feathers, and picked her way out of the willow leaves. She soon trotted away towards the Playground. Skokey was still asleep, as usual on a weekend, and Fenqua was awake, feeding the twins. Fulu trotted up quietly, not to wake her brother.

"Hi, Fenqua." She said softly with a smile.

"Good morning, Fulu. What brings you here?" Fenqua responded with another smile.

"Well... I wanted to ask you and... well, you, something."

"Me? What do you need?"

Fulu sat down and flickered her black tipped ears. "Well, umm... I was wondering..." Fenqua waited somewhat impatiently for Fulu to gather her thoughts. "What's it like... being a mother?"

Fenqua smiled. "You've definately grown since I first saw you, Fulu. What's it like being a mother? Well... It's wonderful... To say the very least. It's so hard to describe. You really have to try it to understand."

"Oh..." Fulu looked down at the two fawns, gently nursing from Fenqua's belly. They looked so beautiful, the most beautiful things she's ever seen. "What was it like when you were pregnant?" She paused, "Other than the whole... emotion thing..."

"Well, you know all too well I didn't like the news at first. But I can't believe I felt that way. After realizing it was a blessing, I really enjoyed being pregnant... To an... extent." She chuckled softly. "I loved feeling these little guys kick. I think Fenkovan was the one kicking the most, but I could never be sure."

"And after they were born?"

She stood there, infront of her computer. She looked at the beautiful picture of a lily decorating the screen. Consider the lilies of the field... she thought.

She sat on the chair, blankly staring into the screen. Her eyes were wet, unable to pour out any more tears. She had just calmed down after about an hour, but was still subject to crying. She knew her mother was right. She knew it probably wouldn't work. Again.

How many times would this happen? How many times would she foolishly fall for hope, even though it hadn't done anything for hear the previous year? She always hoped too much. It just made it hurt more when she came to the truth.

She still stared at the screen, not considering what to do. She didn't want to write, or draw. She didn't want to do anything. She just wanted to go to sleep, and never come back. She wanted to be free from all this. She wanted to grow up.

"Hey Deanna..." an older voice called from her door.

She got up and walked to the postered door, turned the old knob, and cracked it open. "Yeah?"

"Wanna go to the forest?"

She paused. "... no..."

"Are you okay?" He got closer, trying to pry open the door a little more.

"I'm fine, Dan... I'll be fine..."

Dan stood there silently, trying to read what was wrong. He couldn't decide. She had become a lot different since the summer before. "Okay..." He walked away, instantly followed by a quietly shutting door.

She threw herself onto her large bed, letting out a few stifled breathes. How many times has she said that? Just to be alone. Just so her family didn't have to worry. She didn't want to cry infront of her brother. That's something she never wanted to do. She always thought she would be okay. Every time she thought she would get back on her feet, that's what she believed. But then something would come along to knock her down, just in time to make it hurt just as much as the first time. She was getting sick of it.

Danielle opened her eyes slowly, making sure not to be blinded by any sudden light. Her brown eyes opened fully, and she lifted her head. That was some crazy night, she thought. Danielle stood and stretched. She noticed something was different, but she knew what it was.

She looked upon the others. All of them were different. They were smaller, longer ears, giant back legs. They had all become rabbits. Even though their shape was the same, they still retained their unique features from the forest. Vessel's eyes were still colorless, with the dark M still marking his face. Skokey had a golden blonde stripe running up his nose, the tip pointing to between his ears. Even Tropa and Xylia, who had very unusual pelt colors, still had some strange appearance. They were both gray, but something about their fur made them tinge to blue and green.

Danielle took in a deep breath, and hopped out of the burrow they had dug last night. It wasn't big enough to stay in forever, but they needed somewhere to rest. She took in the unfamiliar territory. Wide, grassy fields with very little trees, and tons of flowers. The scent was almost overpowering.

"Good morning, Danielle." Clock hopped up behind her. "How did ya sleep?"

Danielle looked at him. He was still brown with golden striped. He would stand out just as much as the others. "I slept okay, I guess. How would you expect to sleep after changing into a bunny?"

Clock smiled. "That's true. I'm not used to it either. I'm sure you'll sleep better tonight once we've gotten everything down."

Danielle smiled sweetly. "Did you sleep any better?"

Clock sighed and shook his head, "Nah. I didn't expect to."

The young doe lowered her ears slightly. Ever with all the fur on his face, she could still see dark lines under his eyes. But Clock still held his smile on his little, cream mouth. She knew she didn't have to worry too much.

"Where are the others?" Clock flicked one of his big ears.