I... I do not know what to say... I feel... overjoyed... Enough to dance and jump, even. But I... I cannot help but feel... guilty...

Xylia... My sweet, Peacock doe... you found it in your heart to love me... A colorless, glassy-eyed recluse... One who never experienced true emotion... Until meeting you... And you found yourself to love another. One who was kinder than I, one who was more giving, more willing to give you what you need... Yet you chose me...

You cannot imagine how shocked I was... To hear your words... Your... Your choice... I thought for sure it would be him...

My heart feels full... now that I know I have found love... I never thought this would ever happen to me... However, my conscience is also full... for Lorak had truly fallen for you... And his wish was denied...

How I wish I could make it all disappear. I knew there was still tension between us. Even after we had gotten along so well, I knew there was tension. Jealousy. I knew he didn't want you to love me...

Lorak. I know your world has turned for the worst. In all honesty, I assured myself she would choose you. Do not lose hope. Perhaps you will meet someone better suited for you. The world will not end simply because you have love lost. You will find another. You can be sure of that.

Xylia. I cannot tell you how happy this makes me. I cannot express it in words, and obviously I cannot tell you how I feel. I hope that I can meet your expectations, and do keep in mind... I am but a normal deer. Flawed, and able to make mistakes. I hope I can count on you for support, should anything come across our paths. And no matter what, never forget, that I will support you... You can have no doubt of that...

Ever wandering,
Vessel, the Dream Watcher

if you're a fan of Space Ghost Coast to Coast, you would recognize this XD

Fulu: *walks in* Hey guys. *sniffs* Smells funny in here.

Tropa: There's a gas leak somewhere. We're all a little lightheaded right now.

Fulu: Then why don't we just get out or open a window or something?

Tropa: Because Skokey's closest to the leak. And it's hilarious. *points*

Skokey: Tropa, did you see what happened to Q?? *points to Q pretending to be dead on the floor* What. Happened.

Tropa: I have no clue Skokey.

Skokey: Are you sure it didn't have to do with THIS WRENCH? *whips out a wrench*

Q: Skokey, I think we should get out of here...

Skokey: *hits Q in the head* Shut up, Q, you're supposed to be dead. *hits again*

Q: *passes out*

Skokey: Alright, who did it? Was it YOU, Fulu??

Fulu: But... you just-

Skokey: And what about these beans? *points to a bowl of refried beans*

Fulu: *eyetwitch*

Skokey: *looks at Q* Woah, Q, you don't look so good.

Q: Yeah, I know... You hit me in the head... I might have a concus-

Skokey: *hits Q in the head again* We should probably go to the hospital. *turns up rave music and dances*

**Five Minutes Later**

Skokey: *driving* What kind of hospital was that, do you think?

Fulu: You just missed the turn...

Skokey: Hang on, watch this. *slams breaks and rams into a tree*

Fulu: *laying on the ground*

... I CHANGED MY NAME.

:U

*fwees*

01] What is your pen name?
I have quite a few... For here, it's Skokey.

02] How did you get the name?
It was my first deer's name XD

03] Do you use PC or Mac?
PC. ive used Macs, theyre kinda weird

04] What software do you use most often?
hee hee Open Canvas <3 the one and only

05] Do you use mouse, or tablet?
LOOOOOOL tablet

06] The color you use most often is?
Umm... probly green, for all the background i do XD

07] What area of the pictures do you put most effort into?
probly backgrounds. i like putting a lot in there.

08] How long does it take you do draw a picture?
UUUUMMMMMM few hours usually.

09] Do you keep your rough drafts?
sisisi. i think.

10] What kind of font do you use most often?
i use a lot of different fonts, so i dunno XD

11] What's the dpi when you scan?
what?

12] Do you do anything else when you're drawing pictures?
LOL no not really. maybe a pen if i plan on coloring it.

13] How many pictures do you draw in a month?
not... many....

14] What kind of paper do you draw your pictures on?
lined and sketch pad. mostly lined (SCHOOL DX)

15] What kind of paper do you use for sketches and drafts?
umm sketch pad? XD

16] How long does it take to ink something?
A LONG TIME.

17] Do you do doujinshi or original manga?
um neither XD (probly doujinshi, but i dont know what it is)

18] Do you like doujinshi? Is it fun making it?
I'm not exactly sure what it is, but i probably do like it

19] Ever submitted anything to a magazine?
naww, im not THAT confident.

20] Did it get published?
no XD

21] Who are your favorite artists?
umm... i dunno... someone not on here. actually i have TWO <3

22] What's your favorite Anime/Manga?
Death Note FT FRICKING W.

23] Favorite Characters?
hmm... L... L..... LLLLLLL.... im really tired, do i have to list them all? XD

24] Any artists that you'd like to draw like?
um no, i like my style....... my brother...

25] Do you buy books a lot?

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Face Down - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (LOL YOUR FACE)

2.How would you describe yourself?
Kashmire - Led Zepplin (aww yeah)

3.What do you like in a guy?
Zetsubou Billy - Maximum the Hormone (... i like murderers? XD)

4.How do you feel today?
Wolfwood - Tsuneo Imahori (pretty good, i guess)

5.What is your life's purpose?
Wake Up Call - Maroon 5 (LOL im the person who wakes you up at hotels)

6.What is your motto?
Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger - Daft Punk (niiiiice)

7.What do your friends think of you?
It Might Be Hope - Sarah Groves (theyre hopeless XD)

8.What do you think of your parents?
Ichirin no Hana - High and Mighty Color (not sure what that means XD)

9.What do you think about very often?
Don't Turn Away - Ra (that cant be good...)

10.What is 2 + 2?
What's Up People?! - Maximum the Hormone (LOL YOU SUCK)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Riot - Three Days Grace (i love her so much XD)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Vide Cor Meum - Hannibal Soundrtack (wowee, this is a beautiful song <3)

13.What is your life story?
Tonight is the Night I Fell Asleep at the Wheel - Barenaked Ladies (thats sad...)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Sell Sell Sell - Barenaked Ladies (movie producer? XD)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Birdhouse in Your Soul - They Might Be Giants (hes my only friend but not my only friend? XD)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Istanbul (Not Constantinople) - They Might Be Giants (itll be crazy!)

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Pinch Me - Barenaked Ladies (makes sense...)

To the one... Who has seen me today... The one named Zilant. I address this to you, because I have something to tell you.

How this has been torturing me! I've wanted to tell you for so long, but something has held me back. Perhaps... fear? I don't know, but all I know now is that I have to tell you. It's now or never, or we'll both be left in the dark for the rest of our lives.

Zilant, the one who cheered me from gloom, the one who showed me love again, the one who showed me the truth... You are the one who keeps my life going... You are the one I look for whenever I can...

You are the one I love...

I... I want to know how you feel about me as well... I want to know if you love me too. I want to know if... if I can trust you with my feelings... If I can know that you'll comfort my every pain... If I can know, truly, that I mean the world to you.

I want to... be with you... forever... I want to wake up next to you every morning, and kiss you good sleep every night... I... I'd even have a family with you... I want to stay with you...

And maybe... if you say yes... maybe my troubles will leave me... and I can be truly happy again... When I see your face, your smile, I feel happiness, and nothing else... No pain can break that smile, no matter how great.

So... I know how hard it is to confess love now... Skokey told me it would be hard... But I had underestimated... Please, Zilant, answer truthfully, please don't leave me in the dark...

I want to know if all this is for naught... or if it actually means something to you...

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yes, love confession XD i think its a family tradition now! first Skokey, now Fulu XD

i was a little too bored today XD

Skokey



Fulu



Vessel



Q



Clock



Tropa



Tropa's second is weird, her pelt is supposed to be Golden Butterfly XD

General

Name: Tropa

Meaning: Originally a combined name of Sparta and Troy

Title: The Gingerbread Frog

Age: Maybe 18 or 19 human years

Color: Light green

D.O.B.: September 2008

Gender: Doe

Pictogram: X

How to Remeber the Pictogram: It looks like some kind of ancient Greek symbol

Living Place: Pond

Appearance:
Normally:
- Kirin pelt
- Monarch mask
- Peacock antlers

Secondly:
- Frog Transformation spell

On rare occasion:
- Reindeer pelt
- DotD mask
- Doe antlers

Relatives

Family:
She does have a family back home, but rarely sees them

Mate: Dating Serpentine

Personality

Tropa isn't terribly shy, but can still be a little wary around strangers. She doesn't mind playing around with fawns or adults, she also doesn't mind taking peaceful walks alone. She loves to have fun, and she doesn't mind making her own ways of having it. She's absolutely terrified of leaving the Pond for too long, in fear that she would still dry out. She will leave for short amounts of time, but she hates doing it for too long. She can't eat regular plants like other deer. She still eats bugs, much to her misfortune. When it gets cold, it's hard to find food, and so she loses quite a bit of weight during the winter.

those of you who havent seen me on devaintart, then i should tell you... im a sucker for quizes XD


(1-8 on the original quiz was name and schools )

009. Smart ? Emm I guess... I have a little computer savvy and my vocabulary is quite large.
010. Hair color ? Very dark brown
011. Long or short ? Kinda in the middle
012. Loud or Quiet ? Mostly quiet, except when around friends
013. Sweats or Jeans ? Jeans
014. Phone or Camera ? LOL phones definately. I never have a camera on hand XD
015. Health freak ? Oh here and there... I like my junkfood though.
016. Drink or Smoke? ? Nope. can't stand the taste of alcohol in anything (except communion wine *spazz*) and i dont plan on trying smoking until im 18. so nyeh.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? ? ehh not really... im kinda caught inbetween crushes right now. im still having a hard time getting over someone >_<
018. Eat or Drink ? Drink. a lot. thats mostly what i did this summer XD how do you think i got so thin?
019. Piercings ? Ear piercings.
020. Tattoos ? No

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing ? Ears. I think it was around 6th or 7th grade.
024. First best friend ? Mitchell, who is now far far away...
025. First award ? ... none really. im not much of an achiever XD
026. First crush ? Hmmmm... one of my class mates, WAAY back in first grade XD
027. First pet ? Cat. she was there three years before i came along though
028. First big vacation ? South Carolina. ive been there a lot though
030. First big birthday ? 13th XD

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating ? Peanut M&Ms. to die for.
050. Drinking ? Nothing. probably some water later
052. I'm about to ? Volleyball practice DX
053. Listening to ? Burns kill the crap outta his locker XD
054. Plans for today ? Volleyball practice, come home, homework, eat, then sleep XD

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? Mmmmmm someday, yeah <3

Stolen from Quamar <3

I Fear…

[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[x] spiders
[] flowers or other plants

Total: 5

[] being touched
[] fire
[x] deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[x] the ocean
[] failure
[] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow

Total: 3

[] rain
[x] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[] falling
[] clowns
[x] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes [... never experienced one so can't really say...]

Total: 5

[] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[] growing up

Total: 3

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[] blood
[] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat
[x] high speed
[] throwing up
[] falling in love
[] super secrets

Total: 4

Final total: 20
Oh goodie, I'm normal XD

A few more things I'd like to add. If you're doing this, don't count these in your calculations because these weren't part of the original thing.

[] tease (when someone is teasing me)
[] nightmares
[] losing my family
[x] loud noises
[x] pain
[] public speeches
[x] big machines


[feel free to add some more fears]

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars