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<*>It's Here...<*>

Fulu awoke, letting out a painful cry. She poked Zilant awake, who looked to her drowsily.

"What is it?..."

"It's coming..." She grunted.

"What?"

"It's coming!"

"It's..." Zilant stared for a moment, then smiled, "It's coming!" He looked around frantically, "What do I do?"

"Get Skokey! Get everyone, hurry!" She yelled a little angrily at him, ducking her head down and curling up a little.

Zilant hopped up, "Yeah... Yeah! Okay, don't worry, I'll be right back!" He bolted away into the misty morning.

Skokey slept peacefully beside his family, ears twitching slightly at some dew dripping off the edge of the slab. He furrowed his brow and opened his eyes unamused at the sound of hoofbeats. He rose his head, ready to yell at whoever it was for disturbing him so early in the morning. He blinked incredulously when he saw it was Zilant.

"Uhh, Zilant... It's a little early, you know."

The blue and white stag panted, "I... It's Fulu... She's in... labor..."

"What?" Skokey shouted, jumping up happily. He nudged his mate hurriedly, "Fenqua, Fenqua get up!"

Fenqua growled slightly, "Not now, Skokey, it's too early..."

"No, now! Fulu's having her baby!"

Fenqua gasped before lifting her head. "We gotta go!"

"I'll wake up the twins, you go help Fulu, okay?"

"Yeah, gotcha." She kissed him on the cheek before racing off with Zilant.

Zilant tried his best to keep up with her. Fenqua was undoubtedly faster than him, but she was the one ugring him to hurry. They sped through the Birch Forest, quickly transitioning to the First Forest. They made their way down the stream of the Crying Idol, around the pond until they came to the steep hill where their willow tree home stood.

Fulu cried miserably, beating her head down on the ground softly and searching desperately for that familiar blue and white pelt. She sighed as best she could upon seeing Zilant come with Fenqua. Oh good, she knows what to do... She thought.
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Human deer sketches! LOL

keep in mind... these are only sketches XD im giving you the pleasure of looking at my framework in the background XDDD

Skokey:



Meh, didnt come out great XD usually my first sketch is the best O_o

Fulu:



BLARGH. she didnt turn too well XD

Vessel:



wow, hes actually quite sexy >:3



i like your face >:3

more to come later <3
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Too Late... (emo rant, dont have to read)

There was another girl...

There's always another girl...

Every. Freaking. Time. I'm always too late.

I know I said I gave up on him... I thought I was over him... If it weren't for his uncle, it might not have made me a little more hopeful.

I should've known... They spent so much time together... They were so close to each other today...

Why didn't I just get on with my life?

Why does this hurt so much, when he really meant so little? I knew he didn't like me back, why did I just blind myself like I always do? I should've known by now...

I thought he was it. I thought he would be the good thing just around the corner. I thought I didn't have to wait anymore...

How many times will I have to take one step forward, then two steps back?

Oh well... At least there's still that interest... I can still give him a shot... But it'll just end up the same... I don't know why I try anymore....

Ugh... why her? That's something I wanna know. He doesn't know how awful she can be. He doesn't know pissy she gets. He doesn't know how she treats people she doesn't know... He should've gone for me... I'm much better than her...

But I said that last year with another guy I liked... My hope was still fresh back then... Now I think it's broken beyond repair...

I'm back on the ground again... Will I get up this time?... Always in time to get on my feet... Before I can finally stand, something pushes me down again... Then it's back on the ground...

... dammit... Dammit! I HATE this! Why does it have to be me?? Why can't it be someone else for once? Why does it have to be me with all the trouble? Why do all my friends have such good luck finding guys?

Why am I still alone?... If there are guys that like my friends, you'd think there would be at least one that likes me... They know me, they know what I am... What's so ugly about it?...
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~*~Falling Free~*~ (RP)

LOL yeah, so um im bored 8D im stuck here at school for the next 45 minutes so... LETS PLAY. its human, and literate please:>

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Skokey looked out the window of his brand new house, watching the snow fall. It looked like big white cottonballs were falling from the sky, it was so fluffy. It was perfect for snow men and snowball fights. He smiled as he watched his two little children flail about in the white fluffiness, smiling even wider when seeing his wife join her. Unfortunately, for his health, he couldn't come out. Yet again, Skokey had cuaught a nasty little bug, and he had to stay away from the twins and the outside as much as possible. He hated not seeing his kids...

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Fulu sat in her big soft chair, reading a book under a dim lamp. Her house wasn't too shabby, but it badly needed vaccuuming. She glanced at the clock, still noticing it was sometime after noon. She wondered where that man was. She then looked down at her growing belly, smiling sweetly, and patting it. She looked out the window, noticing the big flakes piling up in the small yard below. She smiled, "Wish you could see this... But I guess you'll have to wait for next year..."

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Tropa sat on her stomach infront of the big window in the living room, a sketchbook below her and a pencil in one hand. She chewed on the eraser, desperately thinking of what to draw. She decided on a landscape upon noticing the snow. She noticed Clock sitting out on the porch, knees clutched to his chest, his arms wrapped around them. His expression remained unchanged as he stared at the snow before him. His mental illness worried Tropa, but she knew he would be fine once the sun returned. Although, the sun didn't come out that much in winter.

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HEY MARTISOL

I HAS QUESTION FOR YOU

okay yeah so :>

im writing a story right now... i dunno if you're reading it at all, its called "Dr. Clock" XD ANYWAY, if youre not reading it, it involves all my deer and their mates (or... possible mates *pokes Dannii*)

but i started writing this before Serpentine came along so.... im wondering if you would like him to come in after a while, and join the party!

i just dont wanna seem like im favoring. i know Serp and Tropa arent official mates yet, but it doesnt seem fair that Clock can bring Danielle and Tropa cant bring Serp XD so, if you say yes, i have it all planned out so he can come in later on!

just depends on your answer <3
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:*:Edward's Stroll:*:



I find myself awake one day, heaven only knows how long it has been. I can only remember cloudy days, it seems. Not a warming thing, although for me, there is nothing to be warmed. I took my stroll, wandering about creation, thinking of many things...



Many passed by me, they most likely wanted to play. I politely told them I would not join them, and promptly went back to my stroll. They did not seem to mind. I probably did not look very fun in the first place.



I began to have that feeling... Not a real feeling, of course, but... the suspicion. The suspicion that someone or something was watching me. Although through all my power and observation, I found nothing out of the ordinary except birds and squirrels. Perhaps there was someone out there. Perhaps there was no one.

I feel as though I will never see the sun again.

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LOLFAIL.

im bored.

i think ill go in the Forest as Vessel :>
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THIS. IS. BORING.

lol. im bored :>

so... watcha wanna do?

chat? rp? throw eggs at houses? i dunno XD

JUST... LETS DO SOMETHING. IM SO BORED.

thank you :>
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..::Poor Zilant::..

Zilant awoke one morning, noticing Fulu wasn't next to him. His head shot up, but he let out a sigh of relief upon seeing her wash out her mouth.

"Another bad morning?" He asked, watching her trot over and lay down next to him.

"Yeah... I'm getting used to it though." She smiled at him.

They both looked down at Fulu's belly. She was obviously getting bigger, the fawn was starting to take shape inside. She could feet it gain some weight. She smiled, making Zilant smile.

"Thought of any names yet?" she asked.

"Oh yeah... I was supposed to name it if it was a boy, right?"

"Yes. And I would pick the girl name."

"I honestly don't know... I've been wracking my brain for a while now. I can't seem to come up with one."

"Ask Skokey, he's pretty good with names." She smiled at him.

Zilant nuzzled her. "Did you think of any girl names?"

"I was thinking... Kailani... It's a nice little girl name, if you ask me."

"Kailani..." He repeated, gazing off for a while. "I like the sound of it."

"I still think we should name it Zilant if it's a boy."

He chuckled. "I don't know, maybe..." He looked at her, smiling. He nuzzled her. "Regardless of name, it's going to be one beautiful fawn."

"Yeah, because of you and your natural charm." She giggled, nuzzling him back.

"Maybe it's you, and your natural beauty." He started kissing her.

"Oh stop it, Zilant..." She giggled, and playfully pushed him.

He responded with more kisses, which led to nibbling on her ear playfully.

Fulu giggled, "Stop it, Zilant! That tickles!" He continued, and she laughed more. "Zilant seriously! Stop it!" He still didn't stop. "Zilant stop! STOP IT!" She moved her head and bit down hard on his ear.

"Ow!" Zilant pulled away, wobbling his ear. "Fulu..."

Fulu stared at him, at first a little angry, then turned to concern. "Zilant, are you okay?"

"Yeah, Fulu, I'm fine." He moved his ear back in place. "It just smarts a little."
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random crap XD



oh baby <3



OBBY<3



.... lol
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Dr. Clock - Chapter 5

It was cloudy. The morning was dreary, and it become worse when the rain started pouring. It wasn't dark, but there was certainly no sunlight. Most of the twelve rabbits remained inside, keeping themselves warm and dry. Others had differnet plans.

Danielle carefully crawled out of the burrow, looking for Clock. He was sitting there, staring out into the distance. She hopped over to him. "Clock, what are you doing out here? You're soaked!"

The buck took a moment before looking over to Danielle. "Were you talking to me?" His voice was different. It was hollow and solemn.

"Yes, your name is Clock, isn't it?"

The buck turned his head back forward, looking to the distance again. "No. I'm afraid you're mistaken."

Danielle lowered her ears. "What do you mean? You look just like him. I haven't seen any other rabbit like you."

"You are mistaken. My name is Down Town. And I have not met you before. The one you seek must be elsewhere, maybe dead and gone by now..."

"Don't say that! You are Clock! Is this some kind of joke?" Danielle angrily lowered her ears and glared at the brown buck.

"No joke. You are caught in some strange delirium, making you believe I am this 'Clock' you seek. But I tell you the truth, I am not him." He turned his blue eyes to her.

Danielle drew back a little. Those weren't Clock's eyes. It might have been him, but those weren't his eyes. His eyes were bright and sparkling. These were dull and pale. She remained there for a moment, then raced for the burrow.

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Mercutio stared out the entrance, an intrigued look on his face. "And you say that it is not he?"

"Yeah. He's... I dunno, different."

"He appears to be the same..."

"But he's not! I saw it... Something's wrong with him, Mercutio. But I don't know what."
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