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Lost in Thought... (2)

Birches towered over him. Long, tickling, feathery grass brushed up against him. The forest seemed to go on forever, the sky and the earth colliding with each other in the middle of his vision. This place was familiar. This place was home.

Vessel kept staring, losing himself in his own thoughts. Thoughts of being a parent, yes, but moreso about his past. Of what was. And what could have been.

"My child, you seem lost..."

The small stag looked up with no surprise. This voice was familiar. Yes, Twin Gods... You are correct...

"What troubles you, Dream Watcher?"

The things of old, the things that have gone and died. And are but memories, locked away in my mind. These are what bother me so. Not just what happened... But what would have been different, under different circumstances.

"Such as?"

He looked to the two infront of him, sighing silently, thought it was audible to them. Had I been able to speak... If I had a... a normal face... If I were perfect in his eyes... What would have changed?

They paused, looking at each other. "You must know, what was meant to be, was meant to be."

I know... it's only a thought... a question that I would like answered.

"If you were gifted with voice, with eyes of color and perfect countenance, you would be like any other. You would be like your father, grown to be haughty and close-minded. We gifted you so you would lead a better life. One of understanding, one of acceptance. Had you been like your father, you would have never found love, because you would never have accepted the flaws of others. You would never have met the Immortal."

A stag appeared before him, looking forward, his head held high. He saw Vessel, and scowled at him. He wore a Kirin pelt, with shining blue eyes and butterfly antlers. It was... Vessel.
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can i have some help? (its glitch help, so if you dont wanna read it, you dont have to)

can anyone tell me how to get the permanent devout pelt? i would really like to know...

i know its a pretty well kept secret, but ive been trying to figure it out myself... but i cant. so im left with asking for help.

people were all secretive about turning off the pond too, but now everyone does it... so why not tell me?

anyway, its cool if i cant know. i just thought it would be cool, because i have a few things in mind... its not just something ill do because i feel like it.

thanks anyway *hides*
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Lost in Thought...

Vessel stood there.

He stood there for a good hour.

Maybe even two.

Xylia watched him, concerned, for a long time at the base of the hill. He just stood there. Staring at the statue with blank eyes. His face unchanging. Breathe, pulse, position, all unchanging. He just stood there, only the occasional flicking of an ear, the only thing that let Xylia knew he was still alive and aware.

Xylia finally gathered herself and walked up the hill, trying to make loud steps so she didn't frighten the small stag. He tended to startle easily when thinking. She walked up next to him, and he finally broke his position and turned his head to her.

"Vessel..." She spoke softly. "Something is... wrong... Please, you... you can tell me... What are you thinking about?"

Vessel looked down and blinked for a moment. He seemed to swallow something, and looked behind himself, then turned to her.

"... the past..." She acknowledged. He nodded. "But... what... brought it up?"

He looked down again, turning a sorrowful gaze back up to her.

"Oh... that..."

He nodded again.

"Oh Vessel..." she nuzzled him, leaning her head under his. "This is... a big thing... I know... No one said... you had to..."

He nodded, then shrugged and shook his head. She returned her gaze to its regular position, and tilted her head. "Something else?"

He nodded. He decided now was the time to write. "In my isolated youth... I never learned the meaning of having or being a parent. How could I be a father when I had none myself?..."

She could see his milky white eyes shine, glazing over. She realized that this wasn't some contemplation like he regularly had. This actually pained him. He had no confidence in this. He felt certain that he would be a terrible father.

She leaned against him again. "You... don't know... You could be... the best... father ever..." He shook his head solemnly. He didn't believe her. "Vessel... How do you know... when you've never... tried it?"
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Questions? AGAIN?

seriously, how many times has this bandwagon come and gone? ive already counted three XD

anything you want to ask? come now, dont be shy!

Me?
Skokey?
Fulu?
Vessel?
Clock?
Tropa?
Mercutio?

dont know why you would wanna ask Faytha anything besides cute baby questions, but you can anyway XD like... What's your favorite color? 8D
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RP MUCH??

there are A LOT of RPs but... im bored. i need something to do after school... now that my vacation is over >_<

SO YEAH. not human though.... just regular deer.

OR BUNNIES.

lolnodeer

DEER DANG IT. and you can ask about these things if youre clueless on how to start XD

Skokey (maybe about becoming an uncle?)
Faytha (maybe about the two newest fawns?)
Vessel (maybe about becoming a daddy? LOL )
Fulu (maybe about becoming a mommy?)
Clock (maybe about his OBVIOUS CRUSH)
Tropa (maybe about her developing love story :>)
Mercutio (uhh... you can just talk to him about whatever XD)
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Faytha's Bio



General

Name: Faytha

Meaning: "Feather" in the Forest Language

Title: Not known yet

Age: Very young, maybe 4 or 5 human years

Color: Gold

D.O.B.: I... don't remember XD

Gender: Doe

Pictogram: Coming soon

How to Remeber the Pictogram: I tried to make it a combination of Fenqua's and Skokey's...

Living Place: Playground

Appearance:
Normally:
- Golden Butterfly pelt
- Wooden mask
- Magpie antlers

Secondly:
- undecided

Relatives

Family:
Father: Skokey
Mother: Fenqua
Twin brother: Fenkovan
Aunt: Fulu
Uncle: Zilant
Cousin: Kailani

Mate: None, too young

Personality
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Raku's Deer/Human Updates

Who's Active: Anyone

Note: Active means... which character I'm planning on playing, or focusing the most attention on at the moment. It does NOT mean the deer is in forest. Most likely if you catch an update right away, that deer will be in the forest XD

2-4-09

MEEEEE

Title: The Hopeless Single XD
Current Mood: tee hee~
Set: "I dated Master Shake" shirt, gray Lancers volleyball hoodie, jeans
Current Status: *nom nom nom*
Currently: eating chocolate |D
Thinking: DANCING QUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN *sings*
Current Theme: Decode - Paramore
Mate/Crush: I have a crush...


How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well...
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.....


Skokey

Title: The Butterfly Stag
Current Mood: Sleepy
Set: Key antlers, Butterfly pelt, Golden Butterfly mask
Current Form: Stag
Currently: Asleep
Thinking: ...
Current Theme: ~
Mate/Crush: Fenqua <3


Faytha

Title: Daddy's Little Girl XD (not really Sticking out tongue)
Current Mood: moody
Set: Golden Butterfly pelt, Magpie feathers, Wooden mask
Current Form: Doe, she's really a teen
Currently: Wandering, confused
Thinking: S-so.... Does that mean...?
Current Theme: Pokerface - Lady Gaga
Mate/Crush: She's got a crush. Check her lyrics, I think you'll find it >D


I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas Plays
Fold em' let em' hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it)
Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart


Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
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Serpentine Closeups!















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FISH 8D



Tropa enters the magical burrow of floating things, only to find...









FISH. FLOATING IN THE AIR.

i love turning off the Pond ;D ive already done fish close ups, theyre much better than these, but im too lazy to find them XD
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Oi, Dannii...

This is where I'll keep you updated on your refs XD

I have ONE DONE 8D

It's Taliene! (i absolutely FAILED the back legs, so dont kill me >_<)

so you can just take them from my photobucket account or upload it to your own... thing, i dont really care XD

hope you like it <3
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