WARNING: SMALL RANTISH THING AHEAD!
Alright you guys. I thought I'd write a little something about the fight today, past fights, and future fights. No names will be mentioned and I ask none would be in the comments as a common respect. c: Thank you. If I see any rude comments between one another this will be deleted immediately.
First to the deer who like to attack random deer. It is rude. I know you are role-playing but, randomly attacking deer is going to far. This needs to stop. I suggest people read Tera's wonderful guide located here. I will say this again 'Fawns are often new players, it is rude to attack them!". Imagine you were a new player and a deer would not stop annoying and attacking you! Would you want to continue playing? Probably not. This does not mean you should randomly attack long time members either. I think you should never randomly attack deer. And this is coming from someone who likes violence. And if you really do want to fight can you at least be realistic. Your not super deer. So after 10 deer have been mauling you maybe you could stop. Yet sometimes you can not which leads me to my next point.
Next I would like to the address the deer who get involved in these fights. I realize your trying to stop these fights and that is great! But attacking the deer usually does not stop the fights, it actually encourages the offender. So when a large group of deer are chasing a round another one 'fighting' it causes quite a large commotion. Especially for deer who do not want to be involved. Also it seems more and more deer join. Stop and think about it. Your encouraging the fight. I'm not saying you should not defend yourself just when the group gets large, stop. Then the fight will stop.
I'm not saying everyone will agree with me. I'm not asking people to. These are just some thoughts. c: <3

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I have never had a great connection. My framerate is usually about 5 and on rare occasions 8. I thought this was how the game was for everyone. But I do not think that is the case. My connection seems to be getting worse. I have not been able to get my pictos to spread once today. And about 5 days ago (before I left) I was not able to get them to spread. Any clue what is going on?

I awake to a soft noise. My eyes open, my body quivers, my mouth smiles in response to the rain. It awakes my whole body and at least for now I cannot sleep. I make my way over towards the pond only to see a innocent fawn standing there. Her body was cold and wet but, her soul unbeaten as she trotted merrily through the mist of water droplets. I ran through the rain, eyes closed, with not a single care or fear. Why couldn't life be more like this? I soon realized not even my fawnhood was like this... I had never not been fearful. I opened my eyes to see sweet, blue, round treats around my body. I slowly made my way down the small hill. I was so alone yet; for once I was not sad. I called out. My bellowing voice echoed of the large trees and was soon drowned out by the rain. A small fawn came shortly after and I trembled at the site. It stared at me for a moment and suddenly began to hop through the blueberries. Such a young, free spirit.... before I could stop hoping myself, the fawn was a mere shadow in the distance. It never once looked back to see me. To see if I was following, to see if I was hurting, to if I was crying. I gently lay down amongst the bushes of blueberries. I silently wished the best for the young fawn. That one day it would fulfill its purpose, it would not end up like me. I loved that fawn... it made me realize it does not matter what others think of me... if I love them, even if I don't show it..... That is all that matters. I would do no wrong... I always despised those who judged me, those who ignored me, yet when I got angered or scared I was being what I hated...My pictograph illuminated everything around me. Its light beams made small reflections on the blue bodies. And the soft noise of rain slowly lulled me... Now was time to sleep....
This is a way of saying she is becoming braver. :3 Still shy, just not quite as fearful.

WARNING SMALL RANT-ISH THING AHEAD

I am slightly confused by what is going on. Many people are now making a big deal about this whole violence deal and how the forest has 'changed' yet again. Before everyone was upset about the lack of community. I just don't understand. I feel as if these plots have brought many of us together, I have met several deer I may have never met! I agree, the deer who have been attacking the fawns, does, etc, WITHOUT PERMISSION is wrong. But these plots, eh I see nothing wrong. Honestly it seems like no one will ever be happy with how this place is. If you feel un-involved then get involved! I mean it will never be perfect, but can't we all just be happy? I probably don't know as much as you all since I am newish, but this is just how I feel.

' I seem to upset many, in my choices and my actions. My naturally scared nature has given my much time to myself. I have thought about many situations in the forest, and despite what many say, I go by my choice. Whether it be right or wrong to them. Many may see my choices as surprising, perhaps, coming from such a peaceful and skittish doe. Yet I stand firm by my beliefs. My decision is quite clear, do not test that. I have been warned and accept anything that may come upon me during this time. Though many of you see Baal as a monster, I see something different. No, I do not agree with his actions though, how can one expect him to have a change of heart, when no one shows him compassion? I may not know him extensively, though I will be here for him. Even if everyone turns against me.


' And to you, dearest Shyla, I-I apologize. I still stand firm in not believing you should have harmed Masque, though I know you. I understand why you did. You've never been one for being controlled or being told what to do. -small smile- I , of everyone, should know that. I hope you know I still care about you. And to you I owe everything.

~Aegle

Well I feel like people don't know enough about me or my deer Aegle. So ask any questions you like, just specify whether it is a question to me or to Aegle. :3
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Questions:
Meadow:
Q: Mushrooms or Pine cones?
A: Mushrooms for us both!
Q: What would Aegle do if wolves somehow came to the forest?
A:Wolves? Probably pee her pants. ^^' She would probably be scared and hide by Masque. Maybe she would fight wolves if included another deer's safety.
W-Wolve...s.... I-I'm n-not scared of w-wolves... -gulp-


Baal:
Q:Going to sound a creepy and odd question but, if the choice were between saving herself or a fawn, which would she choose?
A: Fawn. I don't care about myself enough to save myself over a innocent fawn.

[=9]Fledermaus:
Q's:
For you:
1. What is Aegle's age, as in maturity-wise? Lol, I don't know if she's like a teenager or an adult or what. :U
2. Do you ever want to have another deer?
For Aegle:
1. Is there a certain thing/activity that you do every day? If so, what is it and why do you do it?
2. What's one thing you cannot live without?
3. What's your favorite part of the forest?
4. Other than what you wear, what is your favorite antlers/mask/pelt?
A's:
1. I would consider her very mature. Like in her 30's. She still likes to have fun, yet has a very calm side.
2. I have considered it, since Aegle is my only deer. And she is shy so I am not able to do many things. Sometimes I feel like I am "missing" out on things, but I think she represents me well. Being shy and such. So I may make a new deer someday. Smiling
Aegle-
[=purple]1.Y-yes, Everyday when I-I wake up, I say hello to the koi fish of the pond. W-Why you ask? -smile- S-Shyla taught me to do it when I w-was a fawn... And the koi are ever so s-sweet. Very talkative creatures if y-you are willing to listen.

The forest is empty. It has been since you left. I'm lost. I am a lost soul and you are my resting place. Everything you said was right. I'm sorry Shyla I know I was never perfect, but you were like a mother to me. And I consider you my mother. You taught me all I know. You made me who I am. At least the good parts of me. You were the first one to love me for who I was. And the first time I saw you, I-I felt like I have always known you. I keep trying to move on. I keep telling myself that for once I need to leave you alone, I need to let you be. I never let you go off, you always watched me. And though I know you would not want me to blame myself I do. Shyla I want to go with you. Any where you go. I'll follow. Whether the dark or the light, death or on journeys to far off lands I want to be with you. Because without you, I am nothing but a scared doe. I am becoming myself again. Bitter. Depressed. Angery. That is me Shyla, but you changed me. You brought me up when I was down, you took every blow I threw at you. But you never threw back. You took my pain, my scars. I hurt you. I can never forgive myself. Shyla, I only have one thing to say. Thank you. For being my friend. I will be here waiting, waiting to hear your stories of the places you have visited. And for once I will sit and listen and take your pain....like you have done for me....
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Yeah. I miss you Shi.

Aegle

Part 1
Part 2




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This is from Aegle's perspective, therefore in first person



I awoke again deaf, there was no noise. But I also could not see anything but myself. I was just lying there, limp, cold. I was outside of my body, looking at myself helplessly.

I walked over to my cold body and could only stare. Was this what I had become? A worthless, limp, cold being?

My eyes scanned over my coarse, unkempt fur. I leaned over and gently tugged my body. It's eyes opened. They were no longer a bright purple but a piercing black.

I watched as fog encircled my body. I yelled "Wake up!". I panicked as my body still lay their helpless as the dark came. It ate me whole. I was the dark. And no one could stop me.

I awoke in the shallow part of the pond. Shivering. It won't stop now, it can't stop. I can't hide it from them anymore. It will soon consume me.
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This another of the dreams Aegle has had. I'm trying to build on it but basically the dark is why she fears everyone. The dark is more of a force than legitimate darkness or a being. It tortured her a fawn but you'll know more later. Aegle always held back her dreams, trying to be happy around her friends so they wouldn't know whats going on, but she can't any longer.
Thanks for reading!

Part 1
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A helpless doe opened her eyes. No deer cry out. The birds are silent. All the forest is quite. Something is wrong.





Aegle gradually lifted her body off the soft forest ground. She listened for any sound. Nothing sound back at her. She knew it came for her again.


Her body quivered in the paralyzing silence. As her eyes searched the distance for any movement, any living creature, she fellt something behind her. She stopped.

"G-Go... Away..."

She continued looking ahead, fearful as to what was behind her.


Silence echoed.


"I s-said go..." She slowly turned her head. And there she saw the darkness.

"I kn-knew you would come back." Her body trembled as she stared in the darkness.



She took in a deep breathe as she stepped into the dark, into the periless fog.



She was blinded. The dark echoed on. She continued on, not knowing where she was destined to go.



"I told you... You would hurt eveyone... You would come back to us. You have no hope."





Aegle awoke. Light filled the forest, fawns ran around, birds sang.


To be Continued.
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