June 30, 2009 - 10:35pm — Aegle
' I seem to upset many, in my choices and my actions. My naturally scared nature has given my much time to myself. I have thought about many situations in the forest, and despite what many say, I go by my choice. Whether it be right or wrong to them. Many may see my choices as surprising, perhaps, coming from such a peaceful and skittish doe. Yet I stand firm by my beliefs. My decision is quite clear, do not test that. I have been warned and accept anything that may come upon me during this time. Though many of you see Baal as a monster, I see something different. No, I do not agree with his actions though, how can one expect him to have a change of heart, when no one shows him compassion? I may not know him extensively, though I will be here for him. Even if everyone turns against me.
' And to you, dearest Shyla, I-I apologize. I still stand firm in not believing you should have harmed Masque, though I know you. I understand why you did. You've never been one for being controlled or being told what to do. -small smile- I , of everyone, should know that. I hope you know I still care about you. And to you I owe everything.
~Aegle
I see. Mordred forgives your
"Sorry for being mad, Aegle. And I'm sorry to hear you were hurt trying to stop that blasted stag from attacking fawns."
Mordred's getting pissed at the stag...they're enemies now.. Anyway, get well soon Aegle and..this is a very touching diary entry Mordred and I stand by your decisions! (Namely, that Baal isn't a monster)
Aww its fine!
-Sighs and smiles sadly,
We’re so alike, you and I…I can’t help but think that is why we butt heads now. You’re older, and I can’t protect you anymore. I can’t stop you from getting hurt, and I…I hate it. I wish you weren’t so reckless, taking on these stags you know you can’t win against…yet there I go off after them myself like the hero I’m not -chuckles-
This Baal…I do not know him, and while I’ve heard some talk of things he’s done…I have seen him in the forest, sad and alone. I lay beside him once…he was injured and shuddering upon the ground, I couldn’t stop myself…Of course once he realized it he ran. Besides, it would be silly of me to abhor someone I’ve heard only stories about…after all, I’ve heard plenty of unsavory things about Masque… I just don’t want you to get hurt Aegle. I’ve already heard warnings and threats made against you if you protect him again, and…is he truly worth that? Does not what he do deserve retribution?
I do love him, you know…Masque -frowns- But I fear my anger has driven him farther than I anticipated. I know he and his brother has a bad past but…this…what he did…-shakes head- How can I let him do it in my name? I just…I want him to acknowledge that…-sigh- I don’t know…
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' -smile- I agree. We are