July 14, 2009 - 3:03pm — Aegle
I awake to a soft noise. My eyes open, my body quivers, my mouth smiles in response to the rain. It awakes my whole body and at least for now I cannot sleep. I make my way over towards the pond only to see a innocent fawn standing there. Her body was cold and wet but, her soul unbeaten as she trotted merrily through the mist of water droplets. I ran through the rain, eyes closed, with not a single care or fear. Why couldn't life be more like this? I soon realized not even my fawnhood was like this... I had never not been fearful. I opened my eyes to see sweet, blue, round treats around my body. I slowly made my way down the small hill. I was so alone yet; for once I was not sad. I called out. My bellowing voice echoed of the large trees and was soon drowned out by the rain. A small fawn came shortly after and I trembled at the site. It stared at me for a moment and suddenly began to hop through the blueberries. Such a young, free spirit.... before I could stop hoping myself, the fawn was a mere shadow in the distance. It never once looked back to see me. To see if I was following, to see if I was hurting, to if I was crying. I gently lay down amongst the bushes of blueberries. I silently wished the best for the young fawn. That one day it would fulfill its purpose, it would not end up like me. I loved that fawn... it made me realize it does not matter what others think of me... if I love them, even if I don't show it..... That is all that matters. I would do no wrong... I always despised those who judged me, those who ignored me, yet when I got angered or scared I was being what I hated...My pictograph illuminated everything around me. Its light beams made small reflections on the blue bodies. And the soft noise of rain slowly lulled me... Now was time to sleep....
This is a way of saying she is becoming braver. :3 Still shy, just not quite as fearful.
Aww, nicely written. :3