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I'm officially taking an indefinite hiatus from TEF. I don't feel like getting into the specifics here, but there's too much triggering content on tefc for me, and no, I'm not using "triggering" flippantly as a mental health professional diagnosed me with C-PTSD. I have a therapist and psychiatrist who I meet with regularly and I am on medication, so don't worry about me. I'm actively working on healing, but an incredibly scary event in February has set my progress back.
Right now it's difficult for me to feel comfortable logging onto Discord at the moment--in fact, I uninstalled it for the time being--but if you want to discuss character stuff or want to know more about what's going on with me, feel free to hit me up using whatever resources you have at your disposal (ie the contact info below). Don't be insulted though if it takes me a bit to get back to you.
If you want to learn more about C-PTSD, I found the video below insightful.
Wishing you all the best in everything, especially with looking for a home. I know way too many people that were either assured they would get to keep their place in the house, or were at least told they could take as much time as needed to find a house when the woman of the house was pregnant, only to be kicked out without warning. Would really fucking hate if that happened to you.
@Lacie
Thanks! We're still waiting for some final paperwork to finish up the process.
HONESTLY I'D HATE THAT TOO. Although it's a planned pregnancy, they didn't take everything into consideration and for the time being they need our rent money to--you know--stay alive, which could be why we haven't been booted out yet. :shrug:
Thank you, everybody! It's a very exciting time, even if I come home every day to do some kind of "homework" that entails signing more and more paperwork and reviewing legal/real estate documents :')
hi!!! i'm so happy to hear about your godson. that's awesome! i'm sorry but i couldn't help but giggle when you say about his name. i immediately thought of like Jack Jager or something omggg help me. some kids i see these days and i'm just thinking, o m g do your parents hate you? to each their own and stuff, but damn. like on the news- the "abcde" girl on the flight? LORDY. these poor kids will hate their names for life.
I HOPE YOU'VE BEEN WELL. i've been great but super busy and stuff. sending you lots of love!!!
Oh god yeah I read about that. Forreal, these parents think they're so smart for giving their child the most unique name ever like they're in some kind of White people version of DnD except instead of names like Dra'xthylwn it's Jakxon.
Glad to hear you're doing well! I've done some hardcore Adulting this past year and previous so that's been fun! I lied, it's been stressful, but at least I have the option to choose to deal with or not deal with it.
My meds say they are mostly for depression too?? But I think all of those kinds of meds are for both depression and anxiety. They are doing their job so I won't complain tho xD
miss me with that
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a new page, a new day..
Wishing you all the best in
hang in there friend.
feesh :y
@Lacie Thanks! We're still
Thanks! We're still waiting for some final paperwork to finish up the process.
HONESTLY I'D HATE THAT TOO. Although it's a planned pregnancy, they didn't take everything into consideration and for the time being they need our rent money to--you know--stay alive, which could be why we haven't been booted out yet. :shrug:
@Kimi
Thanks <3
@Jia
:U LIL WINDEX!!!
good luck!!
good luck ♥!
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wishin ya luck!
:V YAAAAAAAAAS ♥
Oh wow CONGRATS!! That's
so happy for you fishy
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*wavewave* Dropping a random
So happy for you
That's awesome. Congrats.
woo!
Thank you, everybody! It's a
hey... hey.. hey This
This just... belongs here forever ok?
why is this so funny
Ghshfnahdns IT US!!
Yay!
yo i’m SO HAPPY FOR YOU
Glad to hear you’re feelin’ happy away from that toxic place from
before. You deserve some peace and quiet, dammit lmao
here if you need anything
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♥
*gives you a hug because it's
Forget Your Perfect Offering.
There Is A Crack In Everything.
That's How The Light Gets In.
(A part of the lyrics of Leonard Cohen's Song "Anthem")
FISH hi!!! i'm so happy to
hi!!! i'm so happy to hear about your godson. that's awesome! i'm sorry but i couldn't help but giggle when you say about his name. i immediately thought of like Jack Jager or something omggg help me. some kids i see these days and i'm just thinking, o m g do your parents hate you? to each their own and stuff, but damn. like on the news- the "abcde" girl on the flight? LORDY. these poor kids will hate their names for life.
I HOPE YOU'VE BEEN WELL. i've been great but super busy and stuff. sending you lots of love!!!
Oh god yeah I read about
Glad to hear you're doing well! I've done some hardcore Adulting this past year and previous so that's been fun! I lied, it's been stressful, but at least I have the option to choose to deal with or not deal with it.
Happy holidays for you too!
Do you own the deer hanging
maaaaaybeeeee
http://www.endlessforest.org/
i found this again and it never ceases to make me laugh.
I literally have no memory of
oh man, fun times were had, yea? I'm glad it still makes you laugh :>
Best of luck my fishy
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Hang in there friend.
Thank you, all
♥ ♥ I feel you!
I think it's the right time
I guess it's like getting aware that you feel miserable and BAM it suddenly feels so much better to live again?
I guess the community needs a rousing kicker every so often to get the heart pumping again.
My meds say they are mostly
hang in there, Fishie.
Hang in there, friend.
Hang in there. Grief and
Formerly ocean.
I missed your previous update
long time no see, wishing you
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I'm so sorry Fishie.
all my love fish ♥ I'm
love you lots fish. i'm
Sending you good vibes. Take
That's really rough Fish, I'm
Formerly ocean.
thought I tracked this shit
Stay safe friend!
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