Okay let me start off by saying.. hi! Yeah, I've been gone for a bit. My stress has been kind of super gross lately so I needed to take a break and focus on just surviving. I don't want to play TEF when I'm so stressed that I become sensitive and can take in-game events the wrong way, and I've been at that level of stress almost constantly =_=


Anyways, I've been playing Indomita on a near-daily basis. If you've played Lioden, it's very similar to it, except with horses. Neigh, baby~ If you haven't played Lioden, Indomita is best described as a wild horse sim rpg. Instead of the traditional horse sim where you own and compete with your horses, in Indomita you control the daily lives of a horse, which includes looking for food, joining a herd, fending off predators, and even crafting.

That's not to say that it's photo-realistic in its sim-ness. I mean, like I just said, horses can craft stuff. There is a ridiculous amount of in-game lore revolving around the history of the locations you can visit as well as pretty complex religions that your horses can follow. Of course you can play the game without delving into any of that and just have a fun time taking on the role of a wild horse who goes on adventures!


If you want to check it out, registration is available between the 1st and 3rd of each month. You can visit my referral link by clicking here! I need more cool people to play with..

If you do join, please feel free to message me to chat, ask for help, roleplay, whatever! My account number (if you couldn't tell) is 251. I also have a stallion who has just started forming a herd and we'd be happy to accept as many mares as possible to form a sort of "beginner's" herd while you get into the swing of things.

This has happened a few times, where I wake up... and wait for everyone to spawn in. Finally once everyone starts showing up and such, I sometimes find myself walking around... and seeing myself interacting with another. They have the same pictogram as me and everything. They don't always copy me, but I can interact with them and so can everyone else. I tried quitting and waiting than coming back in, but my clone was still running around playing. What causes this?? How can I fix it?? Is it justa bug I should ignore??

https://youtu.be/oupSwpR1nYs

nothing fancy ;u;

I'll make a better one later

When I first started playing I was somewhat timid and nervous around other deer.
I have developed this anxiety when playing many MMOS games.
In the first 10 minutes I was trying to avoid adult deer and running off into areas where no one
was because I thought since I'm a noob no one would want me around and whatnot.
Thinking "AHHH, I'm a new they are obviously veterans I better run and hide!"
This is a way of thinking and responding when starting a new online multiplayer game
because the abundance of bullies in online mass multiplayer games.

But it wasn't long when I began to learn the unique language and interaction in this game.
Other fawn and Older deer began to approach me. Inviting me to dance to run and bond through
the forest. I felt so care free so accepted and so relaxed. I have never been so immersed in any
online game except for maybe Guild Wars 2 and Shelter 2.

I am autistic and there aren't that many games out there that for relaxation and therapy.
I feel like I've finally found a game that can completely be therapeutic and give me happiness.
I say happiness because I truly felt joy while playing. I don't need goals, objectives or dangers
to keep me engaged in the game.
I just slip away into a Forest and become magical deer and I enjoy myself for just existing.

Thank you Auriea Harvey and Michaël Samyn for making this special and amazing piece of art.
There's nothing else like it out there and I hope it's here to stay for years to come.



-Yamabikko (I nearly came to tears writing this, haha.)

So instructions say in-game to press "P" to take screenshots. Well I pressed P while playing
with other deer thinking I'm capturing hilarious and fun moments. But when I went to the game folder
and opened the screenshot folder it was completely empty.

Was I not doing it right? Or is there another way to capture screenshots?

Age: 26 human years
Species: African Wild Dog / Ungulate
Subspecies (Ungulate): Nyala
Size: #9
Mutation: None
Sex: Male
Gender: Genderfluid (Agender-Male)
Romantic Orientation: Panromantic (Monoromantic)
Sexual Orientation: Pansexual/Gynosexual (Polysexual)
Physical ailment: None
Mental ailment: None
Alliance: None



Positive traits:
Incredibly loyal to those they've bonded with
Protective of those close to them


Neutral traits:
Very stubborn and persistant
Gets attached to people very easily


Negative traits:
Extremely shy
Will run from anyone if under the slightest feeling of danger





Descendant of unknown
Mothered by unknown
Fathered by unknown
Sibling to unknown
Progenitor to none
Grandprogenitor to none
Ancestor of none





no friends wheeze

At one point I could feel nothing, I felt warmth and the faint thump of a heartbeat. It was all soothing... and than one day I felt a cold feeling, something I never felt before and slight discomfort was intense pain to me as I felt as if I was dropping off a cliff. I hit something... my muscles quivered as cold wind snapped at me and gripped my body... it felt like cold fingers dragged across my pelt. Than my eyes opened, and silence fell upon the area. It was already quiet in the beginning, but now it was a different kind. I could hear the floor crunch as my crimson eyes blinked as I tried to understand what was happening. You can't expect so much from me though, as I just came to the world. Cold puffs of smoky air erupted from my nostrils as exhaustion gently closed my eyes. When I awoke I was in the same spot as before, but there was a bustle of sounds. My coat was rock hard as it seems my mother hadn't even touched me... My limbs felt weak as my head still rested on the ground and I slowly stretched a limb. The sound died "I think it's awaking, I would have thought it would be dead by now.. it needs to die... shhhh" my red eyes blinked as I found the sliver of strength I could gather up and arose on trembling legs. My nostrils flared as I identified the milky warm scent of my mother.

Ears twitched as I took my fist few steps on unstable legs. I could see my mothers bold hazel eyes in the crowd as her ears twitched and she watched with a blank look. I managed to take a few more steps as the crowd of deer moved aside as I stumbled towards her. I did something... I must have but when I went to rest my head against her chest she backed away and I went head over heels and fell on the floor. I spat out the dirt and looked up at her, she looked disgusted and simply moved away a few steps. I arose, body trembling as the pain almost made me want to weep. I moved closer and she just moved farther.