IM SORRY IM JUST IN SUCH A PRODUCTIVE MOOD

hope you can keep up. please people, read chapter 24 of Hanging Flowers first. it turned out really good <3

and now... i present, Fluttering Feathers.

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"What did you say?"

"I.. I said, I'm... pregnant..."

"Again?! I thought this wasn't going to happen!"

"I'm sorry, I.. I didn't know..."

"That's it, Jayla, I can't take this. We could leave the last one, but we can't do it again. Others will start wondering."

"I know... What will we do?"

"We? Hmph, this one is your problem. I can't take care of a fawn. I'm sorry, Jayla. We're through."

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The doe opened her eyes, her face still wet with tears. Her heart was broken, her strength withered away. She couldn't help but cry after that night, so many weeks ago.

She was starting to show. She felt so ashamed. It was bad enough for it to happen once, but how could she make the same mistake twice? The little fawn growing in her body was created only by carelessness.

Jayla's eyes started to water again, thinking of the last time this happened. Her mate told her to give birth to him, and then leave him. It broke her heart in two when she just left the poor thing. She never wanted to do it, but she was under too much pressure. Her father was sick, and she didn't have time to take care of a fawn.

Now her father was gone. She had all the time in the world. But with no father? How could a fawn grow up without a father? She dwelled on the thought, but was interupted by a little thump in her belly.

The fawn had just started to kick, only occasionally. At least Jayla knew it would be healthy. She sighed. "Well..." she thought out loud, "I guess I'll keep you. At least now I have time to be a mother..."

Okay... I really need to write this so I can feel better. I've been wanting to write all day today. this is one of the most IMPORTANT chapters. a lot of emotion will go into this one. this is the chapter that calls back to all previous chapters! and this is the chapter that will make Skokey take a HUGE step in life!

NOTE: anything in italics are either memories or a dream.
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Skokey spent the next day getting used to his new antlers, but mostly he visited his parents. First, he stopped by the Blue Bowl and found the tree, and went over to the side facing east. He found that lottle grasses were growing, but no signs of blueberries. He smirked, knowing that his mother's grave won't be lost in a sea of blue now.

He sat down, facing away from the slowly rising sun. It was well into the morning, but it was still fairly early. Skokey stared at the grave for several minutes, thinking back on all he said to her. Memories flooded his mind, making tears come to his eyes.

"You couldn't let me know? Why didn't you let me know, back then I didn't know you left me!"

"Sorry? Sorry won't be enough, Mother. It's too late for sorry."

"Why did you leave me?"

"So what? You leave me but you decide to keep her? What made her so special?!"

"Shut up! I already understand! I understand perfectly well!...What I said before means nothing now. Now that I've seen what you think of me. My father, my caregiver, might have been a little more forgiving, but I'm different."

A few tears came down his face as he stared at the barren spot. He sighed, "I'm so sorry, Mother... I wish I could do something... I wish I could just take back everything I said... But you hurt me, Mother... You can't blame me for being angry..."

more to come!

these are my fan arts! I love them and i want to look at them always <3 so I put them all here.

From my ex-mate KONA


from Cato


From Terabetha


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Fledermaus


Perplex <3




Perplex and Jadine!
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Perplex <3


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I was mourning by Runs Memorial. I heard the clang of hooves, and i looked all around... But there was no deer insight.... I think it was Run...running.

And im not making this up.... this really happened

I know im a little late on this... but i just had to do something... here is a poem i made for run....

*****Name
Plumeria!

*****Pronounciation
Ploo-MEH-riya. But it isn't a biggie if you get it wrong!

*****Title
Taint calls me The Flower Fae. It's all honourable sounding, izzinit? Well, I like it, 'nuff said.

*****Nicknames
Heheh... Mae, Plume, Merry-plum.

*****Pictogram
Click.

*****Friends
Taint, Anzel, Nurra, Valorstep, Emily...

*****Mate
Hm, I haven't thought about that at all, to be sure.

*****Info
Well... First of all, I'm an antlered doe (but in the forest I'm kinda genderless), and I'm one of the friendly sort, see. I love making sure every new deer in the Forest gets a good welcome, and instead of just staying 'round the same bunch of deer I like to go wandering to find some lonely soul, and keep them company. Things get lonely sometimes, izzinit?
I'm a bit simple minded. Sometimes I can't quite get why when someone's sad and down, but I try to cheer them up. And sometimes... I realise things, and it brings me down for a bit. But I've found, see, that I can't stay mopey for long. Maybe that's a good thing, maybe it isn't.

*****Little Staying Spots

umm.. well, guys, in about two chapters and an epilogue, Hanging Flowers will be officially finished. ive finally figured out how im gonna go about it, and ive made the decision.

SO, my question IS...

should i write a lil story about Fulu? nobody really knows what happened before and after she saw Skokey for the first time. and since Skokey and Vessel got their own stories, why shouldnt she?

mainly, im asking this because school is once again drawing nigh. and sometimes ill be in a bad writing mood at the end of the week (how do you think i was so productive with Dream Watcher?)

so, if i start that story, school would start, and it would be much better writen. i must say, i noticed my writing get sloppier some time after chapter 17 of HF. AND ITS ALREADY AT CHAPTER 23, COME ON. i feel stupid for making so many chapters, everyone else has like 6, and ive got freaking 23 XD

anyway, Fulu's story would mainly consist of her life with her mother. it would also be a lovely opportunity to get some insight on how Skokey and Fulu's mother lived. and sometime later it would involve meeting Skokey after her mother's death, what she did when she was captured by the humans, and the whole drama situation that happened. i REALLY hope it isnt as long as Hanging Flowers XD

so, what do you think? should i do it, or is three stories too much?