I know im a little late on this... but i just had to do something... here is a poem i made for run....

*****Name
Plumeria!

*****Pronounciation
Ploo-MEH-riya. But it isn't a biggie if you get it wrong!

*****Title
Taint calls me The Flower Fae. It's all honourable sounding, izzinit? Well, I like it, 'nuff said.

*****Nicknames
Heheh... Mae, Plume, Merry-plum.

*****Pictogram
Click.

*****Friends
Taint, Anzel, Nurra, Valorstep, Emily...

*****Mate
Hm, I haven't thought about that at all, to be sure.

*****Info
Well... First of all, I'm an antlered doe (but in the forest I'm kinda genderless), and I'm one of the friendly sort, see. I love making sure every new deer in the Forest gets a good welcome, and instead of just staying 'round the same bunch of deer I like to go wandering to find some lonely soul, and keep them company. Things get lonely sometimes, izzinit?
I'm a bit simple minded. Sometimes I can't quite get why when someone's sad and down, but I try to cheer them up. And sometimes... I realise things, and it brings me down for a bit. But I've found, see, that I can't stay mopey for long. Maybe that's a good thing, maybe it isn't.

*****Little Staying Spots

umm.. well, guys, in about two chapters and an epilogue, Hanging Flowers will be officially finished. ive finally figured out how im gonna go about it, and ive made the decision.

SO, my question IS...

should i write a lil story about Fulu? nobody really knows what happened before and after she saw Skokey for the first time. and since Skokey and Vessel got their own stories, why shouldnt she?

mainly, im asking this because school is once again drawing nigh. and sometimes ill be in a bad writing mood at the end of the week (how do you think i was so productive with Dream Watcher?)

so, if i start that story, school would start, and it would be much better writen. i must say, i noticed my writing get sloppier some time after chapter 17 of HF. AND ITS ALREADY AT CHAPTER 23, COME ON. i feel stupid for making so many chapters, everyone else has like 6, and ive got freaking 23 XD

anyway, Fulu's story would mainly consist of her life with her mother. it would also be a lovely opportunity to get some insight on how Skokey and Fulu's mother lived. and sometime later it would involve meeting Skokey after her mother's death, what she did when she was captured by the humans, and the whole drama situation that happened. i REALLY hope it isnt as long as Hanging Flowers XD

so, what do you think? should i do it, or is three stories too much?

hmm im debating if i should come back...
well
i will download it once more just for about 5 mins to just see and remember it....

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This situation has gotten a bit…surreal, I suppose you could say. It seems no matter how much I expect one reaction from someone, I get something completely unexpected…which leaves me lost, confused, and wondering if I truly know anyone at all. It all seems backwards…an upside-down maze I struggle to walk though only to find it leads nowhere. They’re all dead ends.

I’ve weighed the pros and the cons...only to find non of them matter.

I’ve felt emotions unacknowledged and unreturned.

I’ve felt the cold sting of jealousy and pull of self destruction.

It’s left me drained. I know less of who I am now then I ever did before. I care more now then I’d ever cared before…certainly more than anyone else seems to care. Is it wrong? An old argument, renewed.

I feel little of love now…how can I love someone I do not know? It feels like love, tastes like love, STINGS like love, and yet I must constantly remind myself how it’s merely a deception. I force smiles now, dance with friends who I question, run and skip about because everyone else has moved on.
I haven’t.
I’m still stuck in the core, but because they move on, they assume I must as well. Who am I to disappoint them further? To deny them a smile and the play that seems to spell forgiveness I do not rightly feel. They must move on, and so must I, and I have, but not to a place full of the warmth of love, forgiveness, and the past put behind me. It is a dark place I find myself now, cold and devoid, where emotions swarm about me like bees, stinging me when I get too close. Otherwise they leave me be, buzzing just out of reach…

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I guess I must refrain from absolute honesty now. I have already upset Fulu, pushed her away. I feel horrid buttering up words that long to be harsh and yet I knew in order to move forward I must ‘forget’ them.

I'm not sure if this has happened to anybody else lately, or if it's just my computer being stupid..has anybody else's computer been saying their display drive stops, then fully recovers when you're playing in the forest? Mine has a habit of doing that. And how about pictograms not showing up all the time? It likes to do that to me, too. And at random times, it'll stop working..

I just wanted to make sure that I wasn't the only one noticing this.

Umm...what does it look like when a deer appears in the forest? I mean, visibly?

I can see what it looks like when they leave, but I have no clue what it looks like when they suddenly appear in the forest.

:<

Fledermaus is minding his own business, simply sitting and watching other deer absently, when a nameless stag approaches and roars right in his face, closely followed by the taunt, anger, and rearing actions. Not one to show anything but politeness, Fledermaus steps backwards and shakes his head to show he wishes not to fight. The aggressive stag continues to lower his antlers and rear, so, despite the implied rudeness, Fledermaus starts to turn away when the stag starts advancing in the same way on a simple innocent fawn. Going against all judgment, he interferes with the bully's taunts and stands between him and the surely confused fawn as an uncertain barrier. This only leads this nameless stag on to follow Fledermaus for nearly five minutes around the forest, despite repeated shakings of the head and backing away. Finally, as if the two had just enjoyed a cup of tea together, the Nameless curtsied, nuzzled, and left Fledermaus in a rather upset mood.

I hate being picked for these random negative confrontations. :<

SS, was du einen Witz nennst, benennen wir eine Beeinträchtigung. Du hast nichts getan, aber humping Rotwild, ihnen herum folgend, oben ankleidend wie sie und deine kleine Gruppe habend folgen jeder und stören sie ständig. Was mehr ist, hast du in Denkmal des Durchlaufes getanzt, das respektlos und falsch ist. Wir verstehen, dass du an es als Witz beim Anfang gedacht haben konntest, aber er ist nicht zu uns lustig. Du würdest nicht alle diese verärgerten emotes erhalten, wenn du gerade ablegtest. Nicht versuchen, uns Lachen zu bilden, wie du jetzt bist. Andere Wege finden, Freunde mit uns zu bilden! Es ist für dich Nutzen. Ich denke, dass Walter dich schließlich essen wird.
Ich benutzte einen Übersetzer, also, wenn mein Deutsch rau ist, traurig.

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English:

SS, what you call a joke, we call a nuisance. You’ve been doing nothing but humping deer, following them around, dressing up like them, and having your little posse follow everyone and bother them twenty-four seven. What’s more, you’ve danced in Run’s memorial, which is disrespectful and wrong. We understand that you might have thought of it as a joke at the start, but it’s not funny to us. You wouldn’t be getting all these angry emotes if you just laid off. Don’t try to make us laugh like you are now. Find other ways to make friends with us! It’s for you benefit. I think Walter is going to eat you eventually.
I used a translator, so if my German is rough, sorry.

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Laufen war ein Rotwild. Die Person, die Durchlauf spielte, gestorben.

Es gab ein Denkmal an diesem Sun Punkt:


Dieser Sun Punkt = Erinnerungsgrab


Tanzen = MITTEL

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Acceptance:;.~

A wonderful emotion I feel lately.

Ah, hello again! Aspen here. I have not felt the urge to write until now; my prose may have significantly improved. I haven’t been out if the Forest lately either; mostly it’s been Vipin and Xylia, due to her doe day coming around a few days late. Such an odd doe she is… Curious… Oh well. I suppose I should update you on the progress I have made?

Yes… I nuzzled him… -blushes- After much prodding from young Fulu I did nuzzle him a week ago. I feel comfortable around him now… Maybe we were meant to be after all? I found him a few days after that, again coincidentally with Fulu, and I once again managed to greet him and get the same reply. Just yesterday I also nuzzled him. A curious world, I live in. But none the less I feel as if we were meant to be… Perhaps we are?

Today I awoke to a once-again sunny Forest. The recent weather changes had dampened my spirits, but now I was as bright and cheerful as can be. I sighted Fulu’s pictograph on the map and trotted over to her, only to find her with the one called Zilant. He wore the full beluga set, and it looked fairly nice on him. A cute couple they make, indeed… I also sighted my love, but alas I was too nervous to approach him whilst he was with another… Doe… The one called SS I believe…

After greeting Fulu and a few others, I found that the one called Sqish was being harassed by SS. Being the fiery doe I am, I had nothing else to do but protect him while Walter surprisingly tried to calm her down. I snorted and stalked off, back to Fulu and Zilant, who were walking backwards. I picked up a roughly familiar picto on the side of the map; … Darcy’s.