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surtor's picture

i guess i will be in the forest for a couple of mins..... but idkk

hmm im debating if i should come back...
well
i will download it once more just for about 5 mins to just see and remember it....
Shiori's picture

On My Mind: A Decision Made..?

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This situation has gotten a bit…surreal, I suppose you could say. It seems no matter how much I expect one reaction from someone, I get something completely unexpected…which leaves me lost, confused, and wondering if I truly know anyone at all. It all seems backwards…an upside-down maze I struggle to walk though only to find it leads nowhere. They’re all dead ends.

I’ve weighed the pros and the cons...only to find non of them matter.

I’ve felt emotions unacknowledged and unreturned.

I’ve felt the cold sting of jealousy and pull of self destruction.

It’s left me drained. I know less of who I am now then I ever did before. I care more now then I’d ever cared before…certainly more than anyone else seems to care. Is it wrong? An old argument, renewed.

I feel little of love now…how can I love someone I do not know? It feels like love, tastes like love, STINGS like love, and yet I must constantly remind myself how it’s merely a deception. I force smiles now, dance with friends who I question, run and skip about because everyone else has moved on.
I haven’t.
I’m still stuck in the core, but because they move on, they assume I must as well. Who am I to disappoint them further? To deny them a smile and the play that seems to spell forgiveness I do not rightly feel. They must move on, and so must I, and I have, but not to a place full of the warmth of love, forgiveness, and the past put behind me. It is a dark place I find myself now, cold and devoid, where emotions swarm about me like bees, stinging me when I get too close. Otherwise they leave me be, buzzing just out of reach…


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I guess I must refrain from absolute honesty now. I have already upset Fulu, pushed her away. I feel horrid buttering up words that long to be harsh and yet I knew in order to move forward I must ‘forget’ them.
Patchimus's picture

Forest problems?

I'm not sure if this has happened to anybody else lately, or if it's just my computer being stupid..has anybody else's computer been saying their display drive stops, then fully recovers when you're playing in the forest? Mine has a habit of doing that. And how about pictograms not showing up all the time? It likes to do that to me, too. And at random times, it'll stop working..

I just wanted to make sure that I wasn't the only one noticing this.
Anzel's picture

Wait....I just realized...I don't know o.o;

Umm...what does it look like when a deer appears in the forest? I mean, visibly?

I can see what it looks like when they leave, but I have no clue what it looks like when they suddenly appear in the forest.
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Nameless Nuisance

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Fledermaus is minding his own business, simply sitting and watching other deer absently, when a nameless stag approaches and roars right in his face, closely followed by the taunt, anger, and rearing actions. Not one to show anything but politeness, Fledermaus steps backwards and shakes his head to show he wishes not to fight. The aggressive stag continues to lower his antlers and rear, so, despite the implied rudeness, Fledermaus starts to turn away when the stag starts advancing in the same way on a simple innocent fawn. Going against all judgment, he interferes with the bully's taunts and stands between him and the surely confused fawn as an uncertain barrier. This only leads this nameless stag on to follow Fledermaus for nearly five minutes around the forest, despite repeated shakings of the head and backing away. Finally, as if the two had just enjoyed a cup of tea together, the Nameless curtsied, nuzzled, and left Fledermaus in a rather upset mood.

I hate being picked for these random negative confrontations. :<
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SS - PLEASE READ.

SS, was du einen Witz nennst, benennen wir eine Beeinträchtigung. Du hast nichts getan, aber humping Rotwild, ihnen herum folgend, oben ankleidend wie sie und deine kleine Gruppe habend folgen jeder und stören sie ständig. Was mehr ist, hast du in Denkmal des Durchlaufes getanzt, das respektlos und falsch ist. Wir verstehen, dass du an es als Witz beim Anfang gedacht haben konntest, aber er ist nicht zu uns lustig. Du würdest nicht alle diese verärgerten emotes erhalten, wenn du gerade ablegtest. Nicht versuchen, uns Lachen zu bilden, wie du jetzt bist. Andere Wege finden, Freunde mit uns zu bilden! Es ist für dich Nutzen. Ich denke, dass Walter dich schließlich essen wird.
Ich benutzte einen Übersetzer, also, wenn mein Deutsch rau ist, traurig.

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English:

SS, what you call a joke, we call a nuisance. You’ve been doing nothing but humping deer, following them around, dressing up like them, and having your little posse follow everyone and bother them twenty-four seven. What’s more, you’ve danced in Run’s memorial, which is disrespectful and wrong. We understand that you might have thought of it as a joke at the start, but it’s not funny to us. You wouldn’t be getting all these angry emotes if you just laid off. Don’t try to make us laugh like you are now. Find other ways to make friends with us! It’s for you benefit. I think Walter is going to eat you eventually.
I used a translator, so if my German is rough, sorry.

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Laufen war ein Rotwild. Die Person, die Durchlauf spielte, gestorben.

Es gab ein Denkmal an diesem Sun Punkt:


Dieser Sun Punkt = Erinnerungsgrab


Tanzen = MITTEL

a c c e p t a n c e:;.~

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Acceptance:;.~

A wonderful emotion I feel lately.

Ah, hello again! Aspen here. I have not felt the urge to write until now; my prose may have significantly improved. I haven’t been out if the Forest lately either; mostly it’s been Vipin and Xylia, due to her doe day coming around a few days late. Such an odd doe she is… Curious… Oh well. I suppose I should update you on the progress I have made?

Yes… I nuzzled him… -blushes- After much prodding from young Fulu I did nuzzle him a week ago. I feel comfortable around him now… Maybe we were meant to be after all? I found him a few days after that, again coincidentally with Fulu, and I once again managed to greet him and get the same reply. Just yesterday I also nuzzled him. A curious world, I live in. But none the less I feel as if we were meant to be… Perhaps we are?

Today I awoke to a once-again sunny Forest. The recent weather changes had dampened my spirits, but now I was as bright and cheerful as can be. I sighted Fulu’s pictograph on the map and trotted over to her, only to find her with the one called Zilant. He wore the full beluga set, and it looked fairly nice on him. A cute couple they make, indeed… I also sighted my love, but alas I was too nervous to approach him whilst he was with another… Doe… The one called SS I believe…

After greeting Fulu and a few others, I found that the one called Sqish was being harassed by SS. Being the fiery doe I am, I had nothing else to do but protect him while Walter surprisingly tried to calm her down. I snorted and stalked off, back to Fulu and Zilant, who were walking backwards. I picked up a roughly familiar picto on the side of the map; … Darcy’s.
Snowrift's picture

Isis' Bio (New)

My Deer Isis Recently became a full grown doe Smiling!

Deer Name-Isis

Age- Adult

Set-



Gender-Female

Name Meaning- An Egyptain Goddess

Mate- None Yet (will be happy to have one!)


Personality- Picky, Kind, Hyper, Sometimes Dominent

Likes- Hanging Around Other Deer. Being with Stags. Sometimes Likes to be Alone

Dislikes- She is Sometimes Annoyed by Fawns. Falling in the water.....






~Other~
She sometimes dislikes Deer without Pictos
She enjoys chasing Others ^.^
She is scared of the Rain
Anzel's picture

AHH. Too many deer.

Anzel is scared. *sweatdrop*

I mean, I see TONS of deer. But NUUU, the deer I went into the forest to see ISN'T THERE.

Anzel shall bonk you on the head later, Magnet. *sweatdrop*
Corg's picture

Three questions babes </bandwagon>

Ask away my lovelies. <3 (More than three welcome if you so desire.)

squeegie
1: I've always thought Reverand Jelly and Walter are related in some way...maybe? xD
If they were, it would be very awkward for Jelly to married to Walter's feminine side, lawl.
2: Favorite bands?
Whoaman there are too many. Throw just about any classic rock at me and I love it, from Queen to Styx to Rolling Stones to the Beatles to... like all of them. The Eagles, Guns 'N Roses, The Who, The Police... everything baby, I love it all.
3: Any phobias?
Little children. D: And bees intimidate me, even though I love them as much as I love the rest of the insect world.

Verdalas
1. What do you think the babies of Rev. Jelly and Walterwoman would be like?
UNBELIEVABLY AMAZING BABY. They would have really random accents too. One would sound inexplicably Australian.
2. Do you dream of me? ;o
Don't you know it baby. <3 I think.
3. WHAT IS THE COVER OF NIGHT?
CHEESE.

Wuffers
If you had an evening to spend with the Sasquatch, what would you do with him?
We'd probably discuss the current state of Sasquatch society. Why doth your cousins have such bigger feet than you? Why so secretive? And I'd bottle some of his fragrance tambien.
Why do I see fishes in the sky?
Because there are fish in the sky por supuesto.
How goes your presidential campaign?
Poorly actualmente. Sad I can't seem to find any funds, nor anyone willing to write a play about me in springtime. One day though. One day.

Her
1. What art thou favorite movie, color, animal, and food? <3
King Kong, purple, harpy eagle and emu, and prime rib.
2. Her would love to know how it is going with your wife.
Jelly has a right jolly time whenever he sees her, rare though such an occurrence may be.
3. Have you ever thought of Her at night? ;U At any other time of day? lolololmmmmm <3
Totally baby. xD
4. Since you haven't had a question like this: is there anything you would like to say? :B
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