ive somehow decided that when i wrote Dream Watcher, i would listen to the Donnie Darko soundtrack. when i wrote Hanging Flowers, i would listen to Legend of Zelda music. and now i think ive decided that when im writing Fluttering Feathers, i will listen to the KPAX soundtrack... funny how you can group things up isnt it? XD

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Stab.

Jayla's eyes snapped open as the sudden pain awoke her. She let out a soft cry in reaction. It seemed to be time. She didn't have time to move to a better place, apparently this had been going on in her sleep. She was already close to giving birth.

Jayla managed to move a little ways away from the Ruins, so the flies wouldn't bother her or the fawn. She managed to move herself to a patch of poppies before the pain became stronger.

She grunted and breathed heavily. It's just about time... she thought. It's just about to come... Instinct told her to push with all her might, but she already knew what to do. She knew of this pain, but she was thankful that she was spared the painful preparation this time.

It was already morning when she woke up. Not at all like last time, she thought. She was recalling these exact moments from her first birth. The only differences were that she was in a patch of purple flowers instead of poppies, and that fireflies surrounded her in the dark. She wasn't used to putting sunlight with giving birth.

The sun rose higher and higher as Jayla lay there for hours. One of her friends managed to find her, and called some others over to help. Jayla refused the help of her friends. She already knew what she was doing. The last hour or so had to be the worst. She lay there, heaving and crying out. But soon, it was all over and done.

ROFL LOOK AT VIPIN AND SAKURA!!


Fawnplay


I found Darcy...or was it the other way around?


Quad - "Get up, Rev. Jelly!!"
Rev. Jelly - "Idunwanna!"


Look! Quad's levitating Magnet!


"And now I will make my assistant rise!"


"It worked? I mean, IT WORKED! I'M AMAZING!"


"It worked so well, even my assistant is baffled!"


"You know what, I don't know how I'm going to get you down!"


Quad loves Fawns!


What was that?!


AAH!! GHOSTS!!




Lotta peeps I know here!


I found Mazey again!




Line Dancing for the WIN!

Posies line my bedside
Grasses hide the ground
Sights caress my dreamland
Buried in the sound

Smiles are everlasting
Tingling in our hearts
The sun rises to greet us
As watchful darkness parts

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Hehe...I bet none of you can guess a certain peculiarity about her just yet :3

If you can, then fwee ^^;

(i have no idea why i'm in the mood i'm in...maybe i just don't care about my troubles anymore. whatever, heh)

EDIT: Yeeeaaahh....I spoke too soon. *has plunged into depression* Should have guessed. Good news (kinda) is that that means that my 'aunt' is leaving. *wink*

Isis: Nevermind!! i decided to find love by myself... i think i found someone.. *blushes*

Yeah She wants to find herself a mate "naturally" she says ^^

Sorry put that twice XD

Apparently this is a good "Prime Time" in the Forest. I see a lot of pictos I recognize, as well as a few I didn't know but found out who they were on here.

Here is everyone I saw:

Corg
Blackfeathr
Emiva
Seed
Cato
Magnet
Darcy
Halogen
Santur
Zen
KatieHorse
Patchimus
Fulu

Ask me or my deer anything! :3 Oh, and it can be more or less than three. x3
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i wanna go in the forest, but none of Fulu's friends are there :<

gah, im so tapped today... my hip hurts, i didnt get enough sleep, im having kramp attacks, and whats more, i cant stop singing Sweeney Todd songs! XD

rawr, and all my family members are bugging me because i dont work out. YES I KNOW IM OUT OF SHAPE, I DONT NEED MY FAMILY TO TELL ME THAT. its bad enough when other people say it to you, much less your family >:[

anyway, enough complaining... i wanna write more Fluttering Feathers reeeeaaaaaallly bad, but unfortunately my muse only comes out at night... oh well. you might have noticed i got Fulu's ref sheet done... im not as impressed with it as much as i am with Skokey's.

by the by, Dan told me last night that i spelled Skokey wrong. its supposed to be spelled "Skokee". i dont see it...

im gonna get on the forest in a little bit. ill be a dove. ill be waiting, because im freakin bored XD

Pfft
You think you know me
Think you see me

Mortal
You're pathetic
I wouldn't waste my time on you
Not with the thousand-eyes stare down upon me
With blessed sins

Heavenly atop us
But the hells lie all around us
In the pits of eternal attraction
Of darkness
Of positives and negatives
Pushing and pulling away
And the fires

The fires we stare upon
And we pull away from
Burning brightly in their plasmatic spheres
Burning forever like a spotty fawn
Burning eternities of hell and more

And I question
As I see the frozen Gods in ivory
If they're the creators
Or but the created
And the puppeteers

And I query
As to if
There is an all-creator
And an all-destroyer
And a peace of mind
That lies between

And then I realize
We all the piece
That lies between

Harumph.

*sniffle*

Petty golder dandles in the breeze.

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Whee...watch out. Intense philosophical ramblings in there x3

Welcome, again to the sketches
you never see. Many are incomplete sketches, and unfinished.
I've done this post before, but now I'm starting off with a clean slate
of sketches for now. So once again, stare your brains
out and grab a bag of chips and just look.

NEW

Ah, my most favorite of all toys when I was little
was the Pound Puppies. I loved Pound Puppies
and in a way still wish I had my old one.
It was brown and had black ears and I lost
it in a toy store.

Now all I have is an old pound puppies cat that was his sister.
Anyway, heres that lost pound puppie toy in this picture.
I got the name mixed up....
They kind of scare me now...eh.
Bring back memories....creepy.

NEW

Yeah...uncompleted sketch working on today...
It's a Mule deer...pretty bland right now....I draw
on the back of anything...:}